I don't get the appeal being a tranny. Esp. over the age of 30. You'll just be a catlady but you are even worse. You are a male with shit libido and mood. Often hormone therapy just makes you a super duper feminine male. Not a woman. I have never met a tranny who acted like a woman. Online and offline. They act like a combo between camp faggot and a baby (no emotional control). AKA deranged.
It's even harder for a male. If you experienced testosterone, androgens, energy levels of a male, etc. and then you become a woman. That's insane. You become weak as hell emotionally and physically.
You might get an initial high. As estrogen is stimulating. But in long term you get worse and worse. Eventually you will just disappear.
It shows that these people have no idea about life. They just follow a trend/religion.
Your younger self would of never wanted you to be this way. The little boy in you is crying while you suppress his cries because he wants to come out and live life. You suppress it with hormones and other crap lol. But it will never go away.
Probably the reason why tranny's commit suicide eventually. One day they will open their eyes to the misery they created for themselves and see that the road to go back to normal is too tough to do. It is kind of like poisoning yourself deliberately.
Most of these tranny's were just stuck in the "confusion state' which sometimes occurs in puberty from increase in hormones (test, estrogen, progesterone, etc.) Just like some people are kids in adult body's. Often caused by a weak puberty.