"no chance at salvation" literally just stop blog posting about how sad you are and make content that is actually valuable to other people. like just never mention how you are sad ever again and just talk about stuff that people like and make content around that. have a schedule, be consistant, announce ahead of time when you are going to do something, provide something specific, and then deliver on that promise.
"every wednesday i'm gonna live stream me playing elden ring at 5pm est", then they shower, brush their teeth, sleep, have a nice meal, smile, dress kind of nice, have posters up and other decorations around them, and they talk about happy things for the duration of the entire stream, and then when they go off stream they can cry about how they had to be "Fake" for a few hours, and then do it again next week. thats all it fucking takes, holy shit.
literally just lie if she has to, if she has to pretend to be optimistic then so be it, make up a lie about how she has taken a new perspective on life and decided to be positive. because in life, fake it till you make it is real, and if she pretended to not be depressed long enough, she would actually wind up not being depressed.
the problem isn't being ugly or being trans, theres lots of uggos and trannies who are successful as streamers, the problem is she's a depressing bore that doesn't deliver a consistant product on a schedule and she treats her audience like people who actually care about her and her struggles, they fucking don't.
the kind of people that would enjoy depressed blog posting are the kind of people who's lives are so shitty, that they have nothing to provide her as an audience. people who are happy and like happy content with themes of self improvement and success, are the type of people who would donate, pay for super chats, subscribe, etc. you can't get that much of an audience of sad doomers because they are too busy crying or looking up gore on pastel coloured tumblrs to pay attention when your streaming and they don't have any money to donate or subscribe. its a very simple mathematical situation. it betrays how much lack of empathy she has, her name is literally narcissa and it shows, because she can't just imagine "what is the kind of personality of a large demographic people who would want to watch me, donate to me, subscribe to me, etc, and how do i appeal to them"
like she doesn't even have like nice lighting and posters and pretty colours in the environment that she streams in, there is a reason why hasanabi has all that cringe nerd paraphanalia like the thanos gauntlet, its not because he likes it, its because its a calculated decision to have stuff in the background thats appealing to the target demographic that he's preying on.
just having warm lighting, and maybe some light make up, a nice hair cut, some posters, a few stuffed animals, the right camera angle thats at an angle looking down at her, etc etc, would do wonders. she literally hasn't put any effort into being successful and blames it on her "Reputation being destroyed" as if that was an external thing and not a by product of her actions. she is such a lol cow that people still talk about because the dichotomy of how much she self sabotages and blames everything but her self, and how easily she could actually succeed if she just tried a tiny bit, is amazing and unprecedented. there has been nothing like that before narcissa wright, and since then the only thing that compares that might have been on even a larger scale is digibro. but with digibro, the amount of success she could have had is even more so, but even digibro doesn't doomer post as much as narcissa, although she does life style blog and seem to blame everything under the sun except for her own dumb ass actions as to why she went from being in forbes to being an absolute nobody.
narcissa wright was THE OG SPEEDRUNNER. she created an entire industry of easy money making with low effort, and she had first mover advantage, twitch is a thing partially because of her, so for her to blame anyone else but her self for lack of success is literally the only reason that people even care about her still, because lots of people could make even her situation right now into something successful by just trying a teeny tiny itsy bitsy bit.
