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I'm just waiting for the news that PixyTerrence has gone full Laurie Dann and has both begun hoarding meat and also shooting up places.
Trainwreck Pixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux / Ashton Winters - Glorious Nippon Cosplayer and Stomach Penis Pooner, she's peein' and poopin' the bed, mother is equally crazy
I'm just waiting for the news that PixyTerrence has gone full Laurie Dann and has both begun hoarding meat and also shooting up places.
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I'm now convinced she was sexually abused and that's why she wants to troon out. It's either that or she's become paranoid of men wanting to sexually assault her, and that's why she wants to troon out.
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Ariel is a redhead, and remember, Pixy hates redheads.
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I think this is part of the issue, but maybe the other part is that PT once cosplayed Ariel when she was "presenting" as female, which she is so desperate to "move on from"
@YankeeTrader Is it just me, or is her syntax a little 'off'? Like she isn't quite fluent in English, or she lacks the vocabulary to express herself properly.
The way she is talking (at least to me) is very reminiscent of someone in the thralls of a schizo (or manic bipolar) episode, her "speech" seems a bit disjointed, paranoid, and rushed. PT seems hyper-sensitive (even more than normal) and extremely paranoid, her delusions not only seem to be increasing in frequency and intensity, but also her REACTIONS to her own delusions and her inability to recognize them appear to have escalated. I wonder what she meant by "where my hand goes"? I fucking hope she isn't touching her crotch and thrusting her inner-dick in public (though at this point it seems very plausible).
@TokiBun Mental health issues have a long standing stigma in the USA, ESPECIALLY in the South. PT's parents are well within the generation that ignores or downplays mental illness. Debbie has stated that she is bipolar so they are not completely ignorant, but I have a feeling that Debbie views her own crazy shit as simply "being bipolar" while she probably sees Pixy as "just acting like an immature spoiled brat". PT's dad appears to just be a giant doormat for Debbie and while he most likely harbors more affection for PT than Debbie, I can see how dealing with two mentally ill women has probably made him bitter and jaded. Papa PT isn't going to dump Debs after sinking all that time and effort into her in order to help Pixy, so at this point I would assume that he takes all of his frustrations out on her (warranted or not).
The saddest thing is that at the end of the day they're all too mentally ill or burned out to see that getting outside help is a valid option, they're just stuck in a shitty cycle where they chimp out at each other constantly rather than actually stop to even consider why all this shit is happening and how to stop it in a healthy way.
Sorry for the wonky post, I couldn't add another quote for some reason.
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Yeah it sounds like ghost is making her flash people or something
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I think that's definitely it. She posted before that she was thrusting in public because that's what men do. I think it was when she was misgendered in a restaurant.
But since the imaginary penis isn't hanging from her crotch but rather embedded inside her, she's probably touching her abdomen. And due to her delusions she thinks everyone should know that this is where her penis is.
I wonder why Debbie bought her a bra? To antagonize her because Pixy wants her breasts gone? Or maybe it's like back when Pixy was dying her hair black to be more Japanese and Debbie forbid it in a poorly thought out effort to cull the delusion.
The downward spiral is getting really deep. It's worse ever time I check back. And she's threatening to hurt people again.
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I have lived in the South but currently do not, nor anywhere near, and I get ma'amed all day long. Both live and with just about every phone customer service rep, wherever located, except by the reps who use "Miss______," (either first or last, though usually first, which because I have Southern roots delights me, even when it's clearly someone from the Philippines or India).
But on PT, wow. I delved into this thread about a week ago for the first time, and the condensed arc of the last 8 years has been a lot.
PT needs to get away from her parents, period. WHY they haven't gotten her a Stephanie C.-style cheap apartment long before now shows that they are all fucked up and codependent/crazy. She may ultimately be incapable if taking care of herself, but she should have at least been required/enabled to try, given the friction in the home. At this point, and for a long time, though, they seem inept and incapable of taking action.
Second, they need to flea-bomb her room and treat it for bedbugs. She should also have a self-cleaning litterbox if it's going to be in her room.
I agree with those seeing major trauma in her life, resulting in control issues and very fucked-up ideas of herself, sexuality, vulnerability, etc. The cosplay, earlier insistence (for a good 15 years, assuming the thread is somewhat accurate) on being Japanese, and overt sexuality (now turned to rejection of same) all seem like a trauma cope. Add to that what is at least a genetic predisposition to bipolar or some kind of mental illness, and the influence of living with a parent with some kind of mental imbalance, and you get someone who is an annoying twit of a hothouse flower who is perpetually paranoid with misplaced anger, heightened (to the point of irrational) sensitivities, and on guard against any real or imagined transgression of her person/personhood. PT is a wounded animal ill-equipped to find peace in the world and unable to distinguish what is and what is not within her control, and hobbled by her unhealthy dependency on those (known and unknown) she inversely and deeply needs to break free from.
I'm not entirely convinced she's not developmentally compromised intellectually as well, but whatever might be intellectual issues seem far outweighed by emotional and psychological ones.
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I feel you, fam. It gets harder to check her profile for updates by the day.
That sure seems like the case. She needs therapy.
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Welp here we go, this could very well be the beginning of the bad ending.
More and more I get the impression that Debbie has been exhibiting a very common tactic of batshit bipolar moms, which is to target and antagonize/bully their children to the point of submission or rejection. The little crumbs in PT's posts are there, the bra, the marriage shit, the dildo comment, they all seem to have been increasing in frequency for awhile now. We all keep asking where these bizarre fears and delusions come from, and while PT is obviously very mentally ill there are almost always origins to the delusions. Before I think the delusions were rooted in anime (the refusing to shower only bathing and with no soap, mysterious windchime origin story, aging crisis, only eating overpriced processed weeb food, etc.), and I remember Debbie doing similar things during that time period where she would try to force "normal" things on PT (tanning pills, taking away her internet, screaming at PT that she stunk, taking away her car etc.). Now it seems like Debbie is using similar tactics to force PT into what she wants her to be, whatever the fuck that is.
PT absolutely has needed and still needs structure and guidance in her life, but that isn't what Debbie has ever tried to provide. Debs just wants her to not be an embarrassment (not for PT's sake, but the sake of appearances) and easy to control. I can completely understand her parents' frustration and stress over how PT has acted in the past and now, but there is zero accountability from her parents for their part in creating the monster, just further punishment to the thing that they very much helped create.
You could almost compare Venus and Pixy, both have batshit parents, both have lived unstable lives with very negative relationships, both live in delusion about their situations. The biggest thing that I feel sets them apart is that Venus is capable of doing whatever to survive, while PT is incapable of basic normal adult tasks,
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I thin
I think the stuff with Debbie has to deal with another family member. She's been vagueposting for a few weeks about some random person who doesn't seem to care about Debbie and that side of the family
I think the stuff with Debbie has to deal with another family member. She's been vagueposting for a few weeks about some random person who doesn't seem to care about Debbie and that side of the family
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Wonder how long Pixy will stay in the hotel? Wish she could live in a group home or something and learn to become independent and away from Debbie's bitch attitude. That would probably require Pixy being put on meds first.
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I don't know if it's sexual abuse, but it's something and her family doesn't want it getting out, or they would have 5150'd her by now out of sheer worry.
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Good point. After reading the last thing of hers posted here, my thought was, why in the world is this woman not fully in-patient? She is seriously unwell. Her family seem tremendously incapable of doing more - or unmotivated to do more - than continue the codependent craziness. Her mother is cruel and unstable, and her father seems like some impotent grey ghost.
I understand that it's not easy to lock someone away, but certainly antagonism and ignoring realities hasn't seemed to work for the last 35+ years. Institutionalization for some period, heavy medication forever, maybe a group home, and never expecting or demanding your increasingly disturbed and age-regressing adult child to behave like a normal person are some choices to pour your energy into.
I'd originally wondered the other day, after binge-reading through most of the thread why they didn't just set her up years ago in a tiny apartment à la Yarrow, but the more recent postings from PT (and family) suggest that PT's mental issues are going/gone past "difficult" to "dangerous."
What's up with the bandage on her leg?
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That, or she thinks having a family member in the loony bin is shameful and embarrassing if we go with the keeping up appearances theory.
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If she's got a bad untreated UTI that's exacerbating her mental illness that's probably related as well.
Ngl I'm worried about PT, I think she needs to get checked into the ER and have her physical and mental health evaluated.
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Shes loosing it..
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Oof looks like her parents are over it with the tranny shit.
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If they can't see that the trans stuff is just another effort by her to cope and feel some control and safety in her life, then they are fucking fools. They need dislodge the sticks ftom their own asses, stop playing power games, and get PT some serious help.
Fighting with her about her delusions/copes is abusive at this point. Something is seriously wrong with her, whether nature, nurture, or external actions/situations. They seem like classic examples of being unable to see the forest for the trees. Assuming at least one of her parents is not bona fide crazy and delusional themselves, they are the accountable parties for what happens next.
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given the social medias I figure Deb just intentionally fucks with her to be an asshole and has been doing this for years