The papacy was a later invention that did not exist in the apostolic age no matter how hard Catholics try to retcon that. Catholics suck at evangelizing, especially internet Catholics. If you would at least own up to your own flaws such as how corrupt the papacy was throughout history and focus on the actual Biblical teachings, people may listen to you more instead of the constant non-stop self-referential appeals to authority like it still the Middle Ages or something and anyone cares when the sins of your church are so infamous they changed the course of history multiple times.
The Papacy was instituted by Jesus personally, he handed the keys and gave the orders. Your failure to obey the Scriptures and the Church Fathers teachings on this does not change this truth, no matter how hard those who oppose God's One Holy Catholic and Apostolic Church. The Gates of Hades shall not prevail against her.
As the most important institution in human history of course the Churches failures would change the course of history. The salvation of souls is more important than economics, politics, technology, even trade and basic necessities. It is the age of the Church, and it will remain so until the Lord's return. We could do a lot better at preaching and humbling ourselves in service. In that we agree fully.
do you actually read the bible or do you just listen to your local pedo preacher/priest?
the old testament is the most pornographic and violent thing ever written
I read the Word of God, and I have it read or sung to me during Holy Mass, from the Old and New Testaments. The Church teaches that sex outside of marriage is grave sin, so you could hardly call Christians pedo preachers or pedo priests. That would be the Satanic perverts who claim abortion as a sacrament and seek to groom children with drag queen story hour etc.
The Old Testament is not pornographic as it does not intend to arouse or present erotic material in such a foul way as pornography. Like fine art, it is free to use graphic visuals to make points, e.g. Adam and Eve should be painted fully nude if it is before the fall to display their untainted goodness. Violence in the Bible is similarly contextualized by justice. A righteous God is not afraid to chastise those who oppose him, for their own good.
love thy neighbor is cuckoldry
Cuckoldry is betrayal of the sacrament of marriage. Love of neighbor must include brothers and sisters, spouses must be honored, and cuckoldry is hatred for oneself, and ones spouse and the adulterer who abuses themselves and the spouse of another in the grave sin of adultery. Such sins are typically mortal and will lead to eternal damnation unless repented of. Hardly love thy neighbor, risking a fate infinitely worse than the worst kinds of torture or agonizing death possible in this life.