I fucking hate being an autistic woman. My parents have based all their "support" shit off of what works for autistic boys, not for girls. Yes, ABA therapy "worked", but it only made me cover myself up. I feel like I have to cover myself up, both because of my disorder and because of how society sees women. I feel like the only place I can be myself is on the damn internet. It's hard to genuinely express myself to my family, irl friends, coworkers, and peers.
Autistic men deserve death. They're coddled their whole lives because the symptoms show themselves earlier. they get away with doing heinous shit because of their disorder. They should be used as meatshields in ukraine or something because most of them contribute nothing to society. whenever I complain about autistic guys, my own damn parents call me ableist, even when I get harassed by them at school or on the job. My parents scream at me when I actually act autistic. i wonder who the real ableist is.