To my horror she started streaming while I was watching the old recording so I stopped in for that one.
"DnD is terrible vector for video games because there's no dungeon master", stopped clock honestly, this is pretty spot on. I love Darkest Dungeon but still haven't beaten the second to last area because of how unforgiving the game is with rolls.
She talks about morality in video games. She refuses to play a baldur’s gate protagonist that is not motivated by protecting the people they care about, especially Imoen. It always goes back to Imoen...
She goes on a very long rant about modern rpgs being too large scale, nothing is small and character oriented like her bioware games and baldur’s gate. Legit grits her teeth she gets so mad. She hates big stories and wants "more childhood best friend characters like Imoen".
One hour 8 minutes in she complains about Lizzy, saying all she would do was recap the plot of walking dead, with Lily impatiently asking if there was a point. This was funny to hear after her doing the same thing to Mikail with Baldur's Gate mechanics.
This next one is hard to describe, Lily and chat talk about DMs who put oppressive governments or systems in their campaign's world. They describe a copypasta where a player asks if gay marriage is illegal and when the DM says no they choose to focus on that instead of the story the DM had in mind. All of these people sound annoying as fuck.
Lily reads out a cracked self-improvement article, because according to her people who only like villains are in a misery feedback loop. She and chat make jokes that this article has us pegged, but, we're not the ones in a years long blood feud with our sister. Her current self ignores almost everything in this article.
Lily has begun making burgers for herself so she doesn’t order doordash so much. The pounds are just gonna fall off!
They start complaining about Game of Thrones for whatever reason, despite none of them ever watching it, and Lily makes fun of GOT in the smuggest voice I've ever heard her use.
“You’re fantasy thing isn’t as good as ours! Ours has quirky elf girls unleashing tickling onslaughts!”.
Someone in chat thanks Lily for helping with their development:
Lily’s response is “mm hmm”
This happens twice, again around 2 hours 12 minutes, people in chat keep trying to tell her how much her content means to them and all she can muster is “uh huh”, she is so invested in the game and voicing her own dialogue that she can’t be fucked to thank chat for the messages. I think it was Duine that said she only likes fantasy for the power fantasy, this is it on full display. She actually tries to get into character and doesn’t want her fans to get in the way. She is the most ungrateful person to her audience I think I’ve ever seen.
She starts to get bored and I hear the familiar clak clak clak, she starts answering tumblr aks in real time with the stream running. Then she cuts it off. She alludes to something keeping her from streaming lately, and leaves.
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