Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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GRS w/ Bluebond-Langner/Zhao
u/LunaConflux
Week 3 - GRS w/ Bluebond-Langner/Zhao

Finally at week 3. I finally got my stitches removed, which hurt a bit and the skin at the introitus where the stitches were removed is a bit raw but it generally feels better without those stitches there; dilating feels at least somewhat better, though I'm not sure lol. I'm starting to feel somewhat happy with how things are looking though at the same time a bit worried that it won't end up looking that great. I'm hoping that as healing continues and swelling goes down everything will continue to look better and better, and I guess more like the beautiful vagina I want (it is already pretty tho). Overall though everything is looking better, and I'm optimistic that I will be happy with how everything ends up.

As for dilation, I've started to move up to the green dilator, and currently do 5 minutes with the blue dilator, then 10 with the green one. Bluebond and the assistant nurse both encouraged me to move up to green as I had been wanting to around this time, so I'm glad that that's been going well.

See you in a week :3
It literally looks like there are maggots pouring out of the amhole.

"more like the beautiful vagina I want" 1. Not a vagina, and 2. granted beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but I would be very hesitant to attach the word "beautiful" to a gangrenous pocket of flesh surrounded by deflated ballsack "labia".
 
GRS w/ Bluebond-Langner/Zhao
u/LunaConflux
Week 3 - GRS w/ Bluebond-Langner/Zhao

Finally at week 3. I finally got my stitches removed, which hurt a bit and the skin at the introitus where the stitches were removed is a bit raw but it generally feels better without those stitches there; dilating feels at least somewhat better, though I'm not sure lol. I'm starting to feel somewhat happy with how things are looking though at the same time a bit worried that it won't end up looking that great. I'm hoping that as healing continues and swelling goes down everything will continue to look better and better, and I guess more like the beautiful vagina I want (it is already pretty tho). Overall though everything is looking better, and I'm optimistic that I will be happy with how everything ends up.

As for dilation, I've started to move up to the green dilator, and currently do 5 minutes with the blue dilator, then 10 with the green one. Bluebond and the assistant nurse both encouraged me to move up to green as I had been wanting to around this time, so I'm glad that that's been going well.

See you in a week :3
It looks like a lollong, gagging, sick mouth. Just missing stink lines.
 
anyway here's u/t_briggs24 showing us her erectile device.
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It's so high up. Almost at the crease of her belly. If she got super obese her belly would absorb it.
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If it didn't look like a defective hotdog, the way it moves is a dead ringer for a floor jack and I suppose it is extra manly to build the floor-jack into your "penis" rather than simply keeping it in the garage where it actually gets used, like everyone else.
 
I'm hoping that as healing continues and swelling goes down everything will continue to look better and better, and I guess more like the beautiful vagina I want (it is already pretty tho). Overall though everything is looking better, and I'm optimistic that I will be happy with how everything ends up.
These pornsick creeps always talk like fucking Ed Gein admiring his new lamp.
At least he didn't call his 'ditch "she" like they usually do.
I'd love to be a fly on the wall when these AGP monstrosities first see their "results" they expect a greedy butcher with a scalpel to give them a pussy like 90's Jenny McCarthy and then when the bandages come off the thing looks like the entrance the derelict ship on ALIEN
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So, hypothetically, where would somebody who is having gender identity disorders go for actual mental help instead of just affirmation and pushing them to get on the troon train? I ask, because I think a lot of the people that we see examples of in this thread could have been saved with proper mental health care, but does that exist for people who are thinking of going trans anymore? It seems that they are simply rubber-stamped through the whole process and anybody who tries to dissuade them is being labeled as promoting "conversion therapy".

Just where are the mental health specialists now who can unpack these mental issues before somebody starts going down the medical transitioning path?
 
I ask, because I think a lot of the people that we see examples of in this thread could have been saved with proper mental health care, but does that exist for people who are thinking of going trans anymore?
lol no.

That is the short answer without sperging. Categorically no, medicine is always evolving but we're in the timeline where no other treatment has emerged because it's been ignored and now deliberately buried. Affirmation is the only path that exists and that's by design. Second best answer is still no since you'd be asking about a unicorn with legit gender issues to have the self awareness to seek a therapist and then not mention their dysphoria because they somehow don't want to transition.
 
So, hypothetically, where would somebody who is having gender identity disorders go for actual mental help instead of just affirmation and pushing them to get on the troon train? I ask, because I think a lot of the people that we see examples of in this thread could have been saved with proper mental health care, but does that exist for people who are thinking of going trans anymore? It seems that they are simply rubber-stamped through the whole process and anybody who tries to dissuade them is being labeled as promoting "conversion therapy".

Just where are the mental health specialists now who can unpack these mental issues before somebody starts going down the medical transitioning path?
The entirety of mental health care right now is in the shitter, partly because of all this trans bullshit and partly because everyone is being coddled and doesn't want to actually put in the work to get better.

I know there are some good cognitive behavioral therapists out there; the other types of therapists are just wasting your fucking time and money. CBT therapists would be your best bet if you are looking for a therapist who could be honest with you and teach you techniques to stop your delusional, self-destructive thinking, like the idea you are a woman instead of a man. They can't prescribe you any sort of meds, and just based on how CBT works, I would be hopeful there are less pozzed therapists teaching those techniques out there.
 
lol no.

That is the short answer without sperging. Categorically no, medicine is always evolving but we're in the timeline where no other treatment has emerged because it's been ignored and now deliberately buried. Affirmation is the only path that exists and that's by design. Second best answer is still no since you'd be asking about a unicorn with legit gender issues to have the self awareness to seek a therapist and then not mention their dysphoria because they somehow don't want to transition.
The entirety of mental health care right now is in the shitter, partly because of all this trans bullshit and partly because everyone is being coddled and doesn't want to actually put in the work to get better.

I know there are some good cognitive behavioral therapists out there; the other types of therapists are just wasting your fucking time and money. CBT therapists would be your best bet if you are looking for a therapist who could be honest with you and teach you techniques to stop your delusional, self-destructive thinking, like the idea you are a woman instead of a man. They can't prescribe you any sort of meds, and just based on how CBT works, I would be hopeful there are less pozzed therapists teaching those techniques out there.
Up until the mid-2000's SRS and HRT was only considered as a last resort in much of the mental health profession, and many places made you wait for at least a year before the surgery, and even then, many people in the field thought SRS was an exercise in futility because of how poor the realistic outcomes were. Yet somehow, we have gone from an experimental last resort treatment for people who have been officially-diagnosed with Gender Identity Disorder, to the new treatment for any degree of discomfort with gender bodily image in the span of just a few decades.

No other body image disorder like Body-Integrity Disorder or eating disorders gets recommended drastic and pointless surgery to cure problems that exist in people's minds, not their bodies.

Surely there are some based mental health professionals left, as what has been happening with the influence of the gender cult has been permanently destroying people's lives.
 
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So, hypothetically, where would somebody who is having gender identity disorders go for actual mental help instead of just affirmation and pushing them to get on the troon train? I ask, because I think a lot of the people that we see examples of in this thread could have been saved with proper mental health care, but does that exist for people who are thinking of going trans anymore? It seems that they are simply rubber-stamped through the whole process and anybody who tries to dissuade them is being labeled as promoting "conversion therapy".

Just where are the mental health specialists now who can unpack these mental issues before somebody starts going down the medical transitioning path?
They do exist, but as others have said, they are exceedingly rare. In fact, thanks to the troon-brigade, any such therapy is now illegal, at least in Canada, as in true clown world fashion, any attempt to discourage transition is counted as "conversion therapy." So, according to Canada, convincing someone that they really are the opposite sex is not conversion therapy, but telling someone that they are what they were born as is conversion therapy.

In the US, while it's not necessarily illegal, the threat of litigation from rabid troons forces any therapists against this stuff either out of the industry or deep underground. Most of them just go along with it because it's what they've been told to do, and they don't want to lose their jobs. I still think that's a shitty excuse (after all, we don't let war criminals off the hook for "just following orders,") but that's how it is right now. You can try to find the rare psychologist who actually wants to treat the underlying issues, but finding a good therapist in general in this country within the veritable ocean of terrible ones is already a tall order; trying to find one who doesn't submit to the trans agenda is basically impossible.
 
They do exist, but as others have said, they are exceedingly rare. In fact, thanks to the troon-brigade, any such therapy is now illegal, at least in Canada, as in true clown world fashion, any attempt to discourage transition is counted as "conversion therapy." So, according to Canada, convincing someone that they really are the opposite sex is not conversion therapy, but telling someone that they are what they were born as is conversion therapy.

In the US, while it's not necessarily illegal, the threat of litigation from rabid troons forces any therapists against this stuff either out of the industry or deep underground. Most of them just go along with it because it's what they've been told to do, and they don't want to lose their jobs. I still think that's a shitty excuse (after all, we don't let war criminals off the hook for "just following orders,") but that's how it is right now. You can try to find the rare psychologist who actually wants to treat the underlying issues, but finding a good therapist in general in this country within the veritable ocean of terrible ones is already a tall order; trying to find one who doesn't submit to the trans agenda is basically impossible.
I sometimes wonder if we should maintain a list of therapists here on Kiwi Farms who would actually try and give true mental help to people who are on the verge of trooning out before the medical part starts. This would both help push back against the gender ideologues and prevent new troons from being created.

I am not sure how you would be able to vet suggested therapists, though.
 
Lee Francis has put out a video on things he didn't expect after SRS.
summary

Extreme swelling -so big it wobbled like a bowl of jelly as he walked for a year. He was annoyed because it made it look like he had a penis so he couldn't wear tights like he wanted to. Embarrassed about it. Frustrated because he was really excited about being able to wear tight clothing. Admitted regret here because he thought the swelling wasn't going to go down.

Depression - It hit him after SRS that he couldn't just revert back to being a man.

Hair loss - Hair came out in clumps; lasted for a year.

Smell - Developed a smell. Did not know how to clean the neovagina . Boyfriend touched it and tells him it was really bad and dirty.

Toilet paper - Goes through so much toilet paper. Surprised to find he needs to wipe every time.

Public bathrooms - Sitting on public bathroom toilet seats is gross so he now has to create a nest of toilet paper to piss. Pee stream is angled forward and splashes up on him. learned to hold toilet paper in front to stop it. He seems to think all woman deal with this.

Pads - Wears them. Used the big bulky ones first for discharge from dilation. still uses them but uses the normal ones now as he learned more about pads.

UTI's
- Has them often. gets them if he doesn't drink enough. currently has one. never used to get them pre-SRS

Peeing standing - forgets he has a neovagina. First instinct is to stand up. Went to a nightclub drunk and tried to piss in the urinal and pissed all over himself.

Doctors - Doctors look at him like an alien, don't know how to deal with him or want to go near it. Feels like all healthcare workers want him to just go away. His GP was very reluctant to examine him and when he finally did he ended up sticking his finger in his urethra instead of the neovagina. Complains about the New Zealand health system.

Admits he doesn't have much sensitivity in his neovagina. struggles to climax. Been 9 months since last climax.
 
So, hypothetically, where would somebody who is having gender identity disorders go for actual mental help instead of just affirmation and pushing them to get on the troon train? I ask, because I think a lot of the people that we see examples of in this thread could have been saved with proper mental health care, but does that exist for people who are thinking of going trans anymore? It seems that they are simply rubber-stamped through the whole process and anybody who tries to dissuade them is being labeled as promoting "conversion therapy".

Just where are the mental health specialists now who can unpack these mental issues before somebody starts going down the medical transitioning path?
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I believe this answers your question succinctly.
 
They do exist, but as others have said, they are exceedingly rare. In fact, thanks to the troon-brigade, any such therapy is now illegal, at least in Canada, as in true clown world fashion, any attempt to discourage transition is counted as "conversion therapy." So, according to Canada, convincing someone that they really are the opposite sex is not conversion therapy, but telling someone that they are what they were born as is conversion therapy.

In the US, while it's not necessarily illegal, the threat of litigation from rabid troons forces any therapists against this stuff either out of the industry or deep underground. Most of them just go along with it because it's what they've been told to do, and they don't want to lose their jobs. I still think that's a shitty excuse (after all, we don't let war criminals off the hook for "just following orders,") but that's how it is right now. You can try to find the rare psychologist who actually wants to treat the underlying issues, but finding a good therapist in general in this country within the veritable ocean of terrible ones is already a tall order; trying to find one who doesn't submit to the trans agenda is basically impossible.
We can easily forgive a child who fears the dark, the real tragedy is when men fear the light - Plato.

A time is coming when men will go mad, and seeing a man who is sane, they will say "You are not like us, you are mad!" - St Anthony.

We have reached a point where evil is called good and good is called evil.
I've never even been religious, so why do so many things seem to be lining up with End Times prophesies?
 
Any word yet on the state of his hernia?
They did a CT scan and turns out it's not a hernia. Apparently there's nothing wrong. So he has no idea what it is.
Seems like the healthcare workers are just incompetent to me as it's clearly unnatural.

He went on a big rant after finding out and talks about how terrible New Zealand is in regards to trans rights and medical care.
New Zealand is surprisingly based.
 
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I sometimes wonder if we should maintain a list of therapists here on Kiwi Farms who would actually try and give true mental help to people who are on the verge of trooning out before the medical part starts. This would both help push back against the gender ideologues and prevent new troons from being created.

I am not sure how you would be able to vet suggested therapists, though.
Sadly any list of therapists we put on a thread here would be used as a target list for psychopaths like Dong Gone and other troons to try and ruin their lives.
 
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