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- May 14, 2021
I spent my morning going through the VOD autistically clipping the entire anxiety/panic attack Austin had on stream last night 
. Shoutout to my niggas @Cumeatsioner Gordon and @Spodermon for helping me with some of the timestamps I used to make these clips.
I had a bunch of other normal clips, but I decided on giving the panic attack some priority. Apologies for the shitload of clips in advance, but it was just another experience in itself. This is where it starts, Austin starts to breathe very heavily and says "i am not feeling well, brb guise". This is around 5 hours and 45 minutes into the stream, and he just smoked a little bit of the weed he was very proud of procuring. As the contents of the screen aren't that important I've chosen to just show his camera in these clips (which might look a little bit weird when he turns off his cam).
He comes back a minute later, saying he's stressing a lot, and that might be the reason why he's not feeling well. Chat gives him the advice to eat/drink something with sugar in it and Austin thinks he might be dehydrated. He's drinking out of his trusty bottle of Body Armor, and the bottle says "Superior Hydration", and why would a bottle of primo goyslop lie to you?
He's asking chat for advice on what to do, and chat is giving him great advice, as streamer chats usually do. Bossman proclaims to be totally fine, and leaves the room.
He walks back into his room, saying he needs a couple of minutes. He's asking chat on what might be wrong with him, and chat is giving him great useless advice. Heavy breathing at this point.
Five minutes later, Austin comes back. At this point he thinks it's the weed that is making him freak out as he hasn't smoked weed that is this good in a while. Chat gives him the advice to get some fresh air, and he disappears for two minutes again.
Chat giving more advice to Austin, camera is off for most of this, Austin is still completely freaking out. Still, FUCKING RATS must be clapped and Austin is on rat patrol and calling the rats out.
He comes back on camera, says he feels better again, clicks around on Stake.us looking for juice, and then he starts freaking out again. Now he's doubting it's the weed, and it might be the music.
He doesn't feel like gambling, he's sitting back to chill, talking to chat. Still breathing heavily, mumbling thinking about what might be wrong with him.
He's going to a random website to show how fast he can type, but he's still freaking out. He's now talking about having issues with his fingers being cold, and asking chat if that might be a sign of something. Chat is not helping with some of the suggestions they are giving him, and he's still freaking out.
Shortly after this clip, he stands up to walk around. He walks a couple of circles in his room, and leaves the room. He comes back approximately 3 minutes later, with a new fresh body of Body Armor, which, to remind you, gives "Superior Hydration", still walking around and claiming he will leave for a while. But, chat warns him there is a 5 dollar active bonus code for Stake.us. Austin focusses all of his powers to claim it here, but is still freaking out.
He claims to be drinking water, to chat giving him health advice. Water = Body Armor in our nigga Austin's mind.
Chat advises him to eat something, so Austin is walking out to grab something to eat and more "water". He's still completely freaking out, visibly. At this point we are around 20 minutes into this whole saga.
Austin comes back with "water" aka Body Armor a couple of minutes later. No food, nothing to eat. Straight back to Mines, I guess he's feeling better again.
Austin proceeds to play mines for approx 5 minutes, but he is still in an anxiety attack of some sorts. He's getting more advise from chat. He's sure it's anxiety of this point. It's not the weed again, according to Austin. It can't be the weed. It might be the cold outside (although he doesn't go outside much). Chat tries to distract him by getting him to watch skateboard videos. We are around 30 mins into the freakout at this point.
Austin leaves the room again for a couple of minutes, and checks if the heater is on when he comes back. He thinks it might also be related that he hasn't slept much (my guesstimate at the time of this clip is that he is up for approx. 24 hours). He thought there might be something way worse happening to him and he's happy it might just be anxiety. He seems to recover for a bit again here.
It might still be the weed tho. Austin is not sure...
Talking to his chat, he seems to recover again, just sitting on his chair talking to chat. Another chatter says it might just be the weed, but Austin is again not sure. 5 minutes later, he proclaims to be feeling normal again. He's taking chat's advise to distract himself with skateboard videos. He still doesn't feel good breathing in tho.
His reload is finally ready to be collected, 22 bucks to be wasted. He collects it and still decides to lay down for a second at the suggestion of his chat, as he's clearly still in a anxiety attack.
This doesn't take long, a minute later he's back on camera. He mumbles he's fine, gets back behind the PC, takes a couple of deep breaths and starts gambling again.
At this point, Austin is screaming and playing mines again (slowly getting felted, as usual). A chatter says he looks pale, and the chatter gets told off.
Austin is still heavily breathing at this point, but playing mines, screaming and overreacting to every hit or miss he gets. Other than the breathing, he looks to be okay again. He claims to feel a lot better. After he gets felted on mines, he goes back to the skateboard videos, and seems to be doing fine for a while. At this point he's watching skateboard videos, and says he needs sleep. He still looks more fucked up as usual, and is still taking deep breaths. He claims to feel better as well.
At this point he's still just watching skateboard videos, talking to his chat. He does not feel sick, he's overthinking it according to him.
After a couple of minutes, he starts tweaking more, and the anxiety attack comes back. He thanks the chat for trying to talk him through it. After this clip. he goes afk for around 20 minutes. He's going to call his mod Ghousteater to talk him through it. The skateboard video he was watching is just playing full screen while he's afk.
After 20 minutes, he comes back, feels way better, talked to his BOY Ghousteater, never had a anxiety attack like this. He apparently forgot to take his medication because his mom & dad didn't remind him, because they were out of town. Time for another depo and gambling.
A minute later, the anxiety attack comes back. Austin tries to push through it, gambling is calling. He's going to suck on icecubes to try to fix it. Smelling pickles also might help according to chat. Getting a bunch of tips to get over it from chat.
He walks out of the room to get some ice, comes back around 5 minutes after he leaves. We are a full hour into the anxiety attack at this point. He doesn't turn on his camera, but he's back, checking Discord for some more JUICE. He proclaims he is now doing fine, and ofcourse, there is time to get some juice for a unban.
He turns the camera on, and the anxiety returns. Talking about what Ghousteater told him. Back watching the skateboarding videos.
Still breathing heavily, but he seems to be doing fine. We go back to Stake to check up on the juice and to decide what to do. Time for more gambling. He walks out of the room to get something to drink.
Ofcourse, he returns with a bottle of Body Armor (Superior Hydration). He's good and happy spinning some slots for a couple of minutes, proclaims he's fine a couple of times, and then the anxiety returns a couple of minutes later. You can see him struggle, and he takes another sip of water (Body Armor).
The next 10 minutes are a cycle of gambling and Austin struggling, calling out the rats in between him freaking out again. Because this post already has over 6 gorillion clips I won't clip it all. An example of these 10 mins, he's still breathing heavily, but still is able to scream out HOLY SHITBALLZZZZ when he hits something on mines.
At this point, he's doing pretty well, back to his old "they are fucking with me" claims as soon as he gets felted on Mines. Everything seems normal now, he's not struggling anymore.
15 minutes after this clip, Austin is still going hard at gambling, and everything seems to be going better with him. He takes a quick break to get more water, and to smoke more weed, and you can clearly hear him struggling to breathe still. Time to toke up, smoke some more weed (which most definitively is not causing his issues in these clips, frfr no cap). Coughing makes him feel good, btw.
Straight after this hit, after being fine for around 30 mins at this point, things go downhill again. His anxiety returns, and he starts freaking out again. This is around 5 mins after he smoked weed. Still energy to be on rat patrol tho.
He tries to fight through it this time, but the anxiety takes over. Kick chat is again very helpful, with one chatter thinking he might have a stroke.
Gambling continues, but after 5 minutes of struggling Austin taps out and goes lay down on his bed again. Ofcourse, right after getting felted. Also confirming he's not crying.
He comes back two minutes later, talks to chat about doing awful, but he's still fine??? He pauses the music, and goes lay down again. Complete dead silence for around 10 mins on his stream, the mic is obviously muted.
10 minutes later, music returns, and he's back. He will try again, and announces he will leave when he gets anxious again.
He seems to be doing okay'ish again for around 10 minutes. Chat keeps giving him fucking great advice. As his juice is stuck due to Venmo being annoying, he decides to end this stream to go to sleep. He's still visibly fucked up. He will be asleep for "a long time".
He ends the stream at this point, and goes to sleep for a couple of hours. He returns without looking anxious or having any issues. We get some speculation tho on what was going on with him. He might have been stoned, or just dehydrated. Ofcourse, he still has Body Armor (Superior Hydration) nearby to keep him hydrated.
He sloppily eats a sub, talking with his mouth full (apologies for clipping this, but this is the only point where elaborates on what went on with him) about what was going on with him in the previous stream. He claims he was so high he thought he was about to die.
That's all for now. I don't feel so good Bossmanbros, might lay down for a while
. Shoutout to my niggas @Cumeatsioner Gordon and @Spodermon for helping me with some of the timestamps I used to make these clips.I had a bunch of other normal clips, but I decided on giving the panic attack some priority. Apologies for the shitload of clips in advance, but it was just another experience in itself. This is where it starts, Austin starts to breathe very heavily and says "i am not feeling well, brb guise". This is around 5 hours and 45 minutes into the stream, and he just smoked a little bit of the weed he was very proud of procuring. As the contents of the screen aren't that important I've chosen to just show his camera in these clips (which might look a little bit weird when he turns off his cam).
He comes back a minute later, saying he's stressing a lot, and that might be the reason why he's not feeling well. Chat gives him the advice to eat/drink something with sugar in it and Austin thinks he might be dehydrated. He's drinking out of his trusty bottle of Body Armor, and the bottle says "Superior Hydration", and why would a bottle of primo goyslop lie to you?
He's asking chat for advice on what to do, and chat is giving him great advice, as streamer chats usually do. Bossman proclaims to be totally fine, and leaves the room.
He walks back into his room, saying he needs a couple of minutes. He's asking chat on what might be wrong with him, and chat is giving him great useless advice. Heavy breathing at this point.
Five minutes later, Austin comes back. At this point he thinks it's the weed that is making him freak out as he hasn't smoked weed that is this good in a while. Chat gives him the advice to get some fresh air, and he disappears for two minutes again.
Chat giving more advice to Austin, camera is off for most of this, Austin is still completely freaking out. Still, FUCKING RATS must be clapped and Austin is on rat patrol and calling the rats out.
He comes back on camera, says he feels better again, clicks around on Stake.us looking for juice, and then he starts freaking out again. Now he's doubting it's the weed, and it might be the music.
He doesn't feel like gambling, he's sitting back to chill, talking to chat. Still breathing heavily, mumbling thinking about what might be wrong with him.
He's going to a random website to show how fast he can type, but he's still freaking out. He's now talking about having issues with his fingers being cold, and asking chat if that might be a sign of something. Chat is not helping with some of the suggestions they are giving him, and he's still freaking out.
Shortly after this clip, he stands up to walk around. He walks a couple of circles in his room, and leaves the room. He comes back approximately 3 minutes later, with a new fresh body of Body Armor, which, to remind you, gives "Superior Hydration", still walking around and claiming he will leave for a while. But, chat warns him there is a 5 dollar active bonus code for Stake.us. Austin focusses all of his powers to claim it here, but is still freaking out.
He claims to be drinking water, to chat giving him health advice. Water = Body Armor in our nigga Austin's mind.
Chat advises him to eat something, so Austin is walking out to grab something to eat and more "water". He's still completely freaking out, visibly. At this point we are around 20 minutes into this whole saga.
Austin comes back with "water" aka Body Armor a couple of minutes later. No food, nothing to eat. Straight back to Mines, I guess he's feeling better again.
Austin proceeds to play mines for approx 5 minutes, but he is still in an anxiety attack of some sorts. He's getting more advise from chat. He's sure it's anxiety of this point. It's not the weed again, according to Austin. It can't be the weed. It might be the cold outside (although he doesn't go outside much). Chat tries to distract him by getting him to watch skateboard videos. We are around 30 mins into the freakout at this point.
Austin leaves the room again for a couple of minutes, and checks if the heater is on when he comes back. He thinks it might also be related that he hasn't slept much (my guesstimate at the time of this clip is that he is up for approx. 24 hours). He thought there might be something way worse happening to him and he's happy it might just be anxiety. He seems to recover for a bit again here.
It might still be the weed tho. Austin is not sure...
Talking to his chat, he seems to recover again, just sitting on his chair talking to chat. Another chatter says it might just be the weed, but Austin is again not sure. 5 minutes later, he proclaims to be feeling normal again. He's taking chat's advise to distract himself with skateboard videos. He still doesn't feel good breathing in tho.
His reload is finally ready to be collected, 22 bucks to be wasted. He collects it and still decides to lay down for a second at the suggestion of his chat, as he's clearly still in a anxiety attack.
This doesn't take long, a minute later he's back on camera. He mumbles he's fine, gets back behind the PC, takes a couple of deep breaths and starts gambling again.
At this point, Austin is screaming and playing mines again (slowly getting felted, as usual). A chatter says he looks pale, and the chatter gets told off.
Austin is still heavily breathing at this point, but playing mines, screaming and overreacting to every hit or miss he gets. Other than the breathing, he looks to be okay again. He claims to feel a lot better. After he gets felted on mines, he goes back to the skateboard videos, and seems to be doing fine for a while. At this point he's watching skateboard videos, and says he needs sleep. He still looks more fucked up as usual, and is still taking deep breaths. He claims to feel better as well.
At this point he's still just watching skateboard videos, talking to his chat. He does not feel sick, he's overthinking it according to him.
After a couple of minutes, he starts tweaking more, and the anxiety attack comes back. He thanks the chat for trying to talk him through it. After this clip. he goes afk for around 20 minutes. He's going to call his mod Ghousteater to talk him through it. The skateboard video he was watching is just playing full screen while he's afk.
After 20 minutes, he comes back, feels way better, talked to his BOY Ghousteater, never had a anxiety attack like this. He apparently forgot to take his medication because his mom & dad didn't remind him, because they were out of town. Time for another depo and gambling.
A minute later, the anxiety attack comes back. Austin tries to push through it, gambling is calling. He's going to suck on icecubes to try to fix it. Smelling pickles also might help according to chat. Getting a bunch of tips to get over it from chat.
He walks out of the room to get some ice, comes back around 5 minutes after he leaves. We are a full hour into the anxiety attack at this point. He doesn't turn on his camera, but he's back, checking Discord for some more JUICE. He proclaims he is now doing fine, and ofcourse, there is time to get some juice for a unban.
He turns the camera on, and the anxiety returns. Talking about what Ghousteater told him. Back watching the skateboarding videos.
Still breathing heavily, but he seems to be doing fine. We go back to Stake to check up on the juice and to decide what to do. Time for more gambling. He walks out of the room to get something to drink.
Ofcourse, he returns with a bottle of Body Armor (Superior Hydration). He's good and happy spinning some slots for a couple of minutes, proclaims he's fine a couple of times, and then the anxiety returns a couple of minutes later. You can see him struggle, and he takes another sip of water (Body Armor).
The next 10 minutes are a cycle of gambling and Austin struggling, calling out the rats in between him freaking out again. Because this post already has over 6 gorillion clips I won't clip it all. An example of these 10 mins, he's still breathing heavily, but still is able to scream out HOLY SHITBALLZZZZ when he hits something on mines.
At this point, he's doing pretty well, back to his old "they are fucking with me" claims as soon as he gets felted on Mines. Everything seems normal now, he's not struggling anymore.
15 minutes after this clip, Austin is still going hard at gambling, and everything seems to be going better with him. He takes a quick break to get more water, and to smoke more weed, and you can clearly hear him struggling to breathe still. Time to toke up, smoke some more weed (which most definitively is not causing his issues in these clips, frfr no cap). Coughing makes him feel good, btw.
Straight after this hit, after being fine for around 30 mins at this point, things go downhill again. His anxiety returns, and he starts freaking out again. This is around 5 mins after he smoked weed. Still energy to be on rat patrol tho.
He tries to fight through it this time, but the anxiety takes over. Kick chat is again very helpful, with one chatter thinking he might have a stroke.
Gambling continues, but after 5 minutes of struggling Austin taps out and goes lay down on his bed again. Ofcourse, right after getting felted. Also confirming he's not crying.
He comes back two minutes later, talks to chat about doing awful, but he's still fine??? He pauses the music, and goes lay down again. Complete dead silence for around 10 mins on his stream, the mic is obviously muted.
10 minutes later, music returns, and he's back. He will try again, and announces he will leave when he gets anxious again.
He seems to be doing okay'ish again for around 10 minutes. Chat keeps giving him fucking great advice. As his juice is stuck due to Venmo being annoying, he decides to end this stream to go to sleep. He's still visibly fucked up. He will be asleep for "a long time".
He ends the stream at this point, and goes to sleep for a couple of hours. He returns without looking anxious or having any issues. We get some speculation tho on what was going on with him. He might have been stoned, or just dehydrated. Ofcourse, he still has Body Armor (Superior Hydration) nearby to keep him hydrated.
He sloppily eats a sub, talking with his mouth full (apologies for clipping this, but this is the only point where elaborates on what went on with him) about what was going on with him in the previous stream. He claims he was so high he thought he was about to die.
That's all for now. I don't feel so good Bossmanbros, might lay down for a while
