I think it's very telling, and very alarming, seeing all these people in their 20s troon out and then end up in poly relationships with other troons, all sex obsessed and into shit like breakcore/scenecore nonsense. Embracing hyperreality to its fullest.
It's seeing a bunch of people give up on life and that's what's terrifying. In their heads, they think they are not giving up though- that's the thing, they are in denial.
And in general.... It's funny how a lot of people in this cult tend to like philosophy and history, and yet they don't seem to actually pay attention to it. They'd rather read Marx than Stoicism, and if they bring up stuff similar to Stoicism it's usually in regards to "da hardships of transitioning" as if one day they'll wake up happy. That if they keep chasing the dragon, ONE day they'll finally wake up content and fulfillied- since that's whats all the older troons manipulate them into believing, to me that's the most fucked up part. You wouldn't see these young folks go head-first into these beliefs if it wasn't for older troons pretending to be happy and lovebombing them along the way, always affirming how "oh I was soooo miserable back them, now I am soooo glad to be myself, if I had the chance to transition sooner I would’ve, don’t delay'' all the while constantly showing behavior that they are not happy whatsoever. Yet implying that lack of happiness isn't due to their choice of being trans, it's due to "discrimination" and the "evil conservatives” trying to kill us poor innocent trans folx. Even Buck Angel and Blaire White, they act like they are happy as trans when in reality their behavior/actions show otherwise.
Don't you think you deserve more than what you have? Don't you think there's more to life than this? When all of your well-being relies on external factors, why must you hurt yourself in such a way? What will you become if you were left stranded in a desolate village, without internet and material goods to define your identity? Where do you think you'll be in 50 years? Because I really don't think these people think about the future at all, hence why they're so ready to risk everything: their mental health, financial self, physical wellness, all the while still being in their 20s. They have this warped view that you can freely fuck around all you want in your 20s and by the time you are in your 30s, it won't affect anything. When in reality, those who really fucked around in their 20s are still struggling with mental and physical health issues in their 30s-40s and even 60s. Most millennials are unhappy as fuck, is that who you wanna be? The trannies in their 30s are even worse, they face arrested development. They still act like they are in their early 20s in the most dysfunctional way possible. And you want to end up like that? You want to end up miserable during the most defining years of your livelihood?
You’re not living life, you are merely trying to escape it. You are not embracing your true self, you are latching onto labels you’ve seen others use in a desperate attempt to try and make sense of this confusing world. You don’t ever let yourself just *be*. You never allow yourself to be bored or admit that you are directionless, you never let yourself figure things out on your own. Your solutions are always to look to others who share the same bad habits for an answer, that way you can keep pretending everything is okay. That it’s okay to keep jacking off everyday, that it’s okay to not wanna go outside, that it’s okay to remain severely mentally ill because “that’s just who you are” and that none of it is in your control because “the world is set against you”. Yeah, some of your mental illness is out of your control. But does that really mean you have to let it cause you to suffer? Do you have to feel this way, do you feel like you deserve to feel this way? And these people, worse off than you, why do you think you don’t deserve better? Why must you let others drag you down to their level all because they share the same surface-level interests? Being alone with your thoughts isn’t as damning as people make it out to be, it is a blessing in this current culture. It allows you to think, to have introspection. And being around others who don’t share the same beliefs and interests allows for you to experience a third-party analysis, the same thing that makes therapists so helpful. You need to be on the outside looking in, that way you can observe your own actions and grow. This is why believing in object reality is crucial. If everyone’s version of reality is true, what does that say about you? Where can you go from there? You are stuck walking in a maze, nothing but dead ends. There’s no incentive to take direction, forever remaining stagnant and at the mercy of whatever befalls you. You are no better than a prisoner, allowing your animal instincts to control you. Allowing everyone else to take advantage of you while you sit there like a fool none the wiser.
