Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[batteredpancakes]

u/LennysArtt has posted an update.
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Spoiler: Over 6 Months Post Op RFF w/ Complications

I’m on the fence about another shaft revision because depending on the day I really like the shape of it

I need to do better at keeping up with silicone scar massages but even without them all my scars are looking better each day! I was honestly a bit depressed over how much scarring I’d ended up with when it was all very dark and obvious, even tho at the beginning of all this I always said scarring doesn’t bother me at all, some of it was pretty intense.. however, I can now see all of it quickly fading away ) I was especially worried about the scar running through my penis connecting the two flaps because I was thinking it might affect glans?? because it used to be very hard and thick but it’s thinned out and softened up quite a lot already!

Swelling is still a bit up and down in the very inside of my penis.. mostly depending on how supportive of underwear I’m wearing. I’m not sure how normal this is, considering my repairs and specific complications. But I’m not going to be concerned until 1+ year post op because I was told that’s when all swelling is usually gone.

Glansplasty and testicular implants without scrotoplasty is scheduled for August 2024 and im extremely excited for both of those things! I’m a little worried about my implants having issues or rejecting but im hoping since I have quite a lot of tissue to work with I’ll be okay )

I’m waiting on my pubic hair to return and it’s coming in slowly but surely.. the patchiness now is honestly probably the thing I’m most insecure about for some reason I’m sure I could shape it to make it look a bit better but I’d rather leave it alone and let it grow some to cover more scarring!

I hope my updates help someone out who’s dealing with serious complications one day.. I remember how alone I felt going through all this in the hospital.. my gf having to go home early without me because I had to stay SO much longer than expected and we couldn’t afford lodging and necessities for her.. it was incredibly hard to deal with everything but also trying to maintain a healthy attitude and mental space for healing and not allowing myself to freak out and make everything worse (very neurodivergent here).. and I know it would’ve helped to see posts like this while it was happening. If you’re stuck in the hospital, or anywhere really.. dealing with a lot of mental distress I’d highly recommend binge watching/rewatching some funny shows on Netflix or Hulu until you can’t bear it anymore lol.. its the only thing that truly helped me get through it all besides my fiancée.. and while it can hurt to laugh, I think the positives outweigh the negatives in most situations if you don’t go overboard! )

Feel free to ask any questions here or reach out if you need someone to talk/vent to about complications <3

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She's lucky she's got off relatively easy despite being very obese and getting necrosis. I'm betting the upcoming surgeries will give her more problems.
Here's a recent comment of hers on the Type 1 diabetes subreddit. Showing off how unsanitary she is.

I recently got cellulitis in my lower abdomen from either my pump or CGM sites (they couldn’t tell which because they were pretty close and it was a large area).. now I’ve been avoiding the area for a bit cause it has tons of scar tissue anyways and making sure I’m extra sanitary.. cause it feels like we all start to slack on that after so many years ya know?

I doubt she can reach her phallus to clean it. She probably can't even see it without a mirror.
Random comment from her profile

I’m 20 now and my last planned (meaning no complications) surgery is in August 2024, when I’ll be 21. I’m disabled and don’t work besides I make money on the side from OnlyFans (not enough to live on, but enough to help my situation).

Dude she ain't gonna be alive for much longer.

 

[Hepativore]

I think it’s JP who said surgeons in general already have lower empathy than average, and judging by the contend of their work it makes sense. Now if they are after money and won’t hesitate to make a bpd hoe’s lips and nose super botched, I can at least understand a little bit. Any above board plastic surgeon in the West will stop at any procedures that’ll permanently blind someone or make someone’s nose collapse. I can’t even put myself in the shoes of a SRS surgeon. How tf do you wake up everyday ,rub your hands together and say “let’s cut breasts off little kids and staple a roll of arm meat on a retarded woman who’s gonna wear that stomach catheter for the rest of her life”

But I think that a lot of the plastic surgeons who operate in the SRS sphere have bought into gender ideology themselves, and so, they see the procedures that they perform on troons and pooners as "liberating" them from the shackles of biology and helping them reach their TrueSelf(TM) through HRT and surgery. They often turn their backs on their patients who suffer catastrophic outcomes or complications, because their former patients are being ungrateful and scorning the gift of SRS that they sought out said surgeons for. The trans movement has caused many people from all walks of life to rationalize all sorts of contradictory and dysfunctional things as it took hold in many institutions.

Plus, many other physicians and surgeons regard plastic surgeons as being not "real" physicians or flakes.

u/LennysArtt has posted an update.
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I’m on the fence about another shaft revision because depending on the day I really like the shape of it

I need to do better at keeping up with silicone scar massages but even without them all my scars are looking better each day! I was honestly a bit depressed over how much scarring I’d ended up with when it was all very dark and obvious, even tho at the beginning of all this I always said scarring doesn’t bother me at all, some of it was pretty intense.. however, I can now see all of it quickly fading away ) I was especially worried about the scar running through my penis connecting the two flaps because I was thinking it might affect glans?? because it used to be very hard and thick but it’s thinned out and softened up quite a lot already!

Swelling is still a bit up and down in the very inside of my penis.. mostly depending on how supportive of underwear I’m wearing. I’m not sure how normal this is, considering my repairs and specific complications. But I’m not going to be concerned until 1+ year post op because I was told that’s when all swelling is usually gone.

Glansplasty and testicular implants without scrotoplasty is scheduled for August 2024 and im extremely excited for both of those things! I’m a little worried about my implants having issues or rejecting but im hoping since I have quite a lot of tissue to work with I’ll be okay )

I’m waiting on my pubic hair to return and it’s coming in slowly but surely.. the patchiness now is honestly probably the thing I’m most insecure about for some reason

I’m sure I could shape it to make it look a bit better but I’d rather leave it alone and let it grow some to cover more scarring!

I hope my updates help someone out who’s dealing with serious complications one day.. I remember how alone I felt going through all this in the hospital.. my gf having to go home early without me because I had to stay SO much longer than expected and we couldn’t afford lodging and necessities for her.. it was incredibly hard to deal with everything but also trying to maintain a healthy attitude and mental space for healing and not allowing myself to freak out and make everything worse (very neurodivergent here).. and I know it would’ve helped to see posts like this while it was happening. If you’re stuck in the hospital, or anywhere really.. dealing with a lot of mental distress I’d highly recommend binge watching/rewatching some funny shows on Netflix or Hulu until you can’t bear it anymore lol.. its the only thing that truly helped me get through it all besides my fiancée.. and while it can hurt to laugh, I think the positives outweigh the negatives in most situations if you don’t go overboard! )

Feel free to ask any questions here or reach out if you need someone to talk/vent to about complications <3

It looks like a tumorous mass...as if she had a distended neurofibroma growing in her crotch.

 

[Jizzrag]

User u/Sara_The_Lost has been threatened with legal action by his butcher, dr. Zukowski, because of a Reddit post detailing his incompetence.

The original Reddit post “Has anyone else had issues with Dr. Zukowski?”

Spoiler: Text

Has anyone else had issues with Dr. Zukowski?

Had FFS with him back in April. Wokeup to find my catheter had been placed wrong and my bladder was screaming in pain from hours of not draining. Since then, He's talked AT me rather then WITH me at every post-op phone call. I've had issues with drooping skin, horrible scars, and a rhinoplasty/ septoplasty where he didn't seem to do anything except mess up the very tip of my nose. Add to that scars over my eyelids, one going waaay beyond the eyelid itself! Also, he unsafely left my dentures in my mouth for surgery - dentures I was not use to using and suffered painfull sores because I was forced to leave them in my mouth (he forced me to sign a document saying it was AMA to remove them) for OVER A MONTH.

I've had 2 UTI's since the procedure, the first ever in my life. I was going on one of his clients advice and on the advice of the community 12 years ago, but now its changed, and he's told a former partner of mine (A "Z Girl") that because i gave him trouble that he will never revise me. He's also asking over $800 for my medical records. He wont even give me the information on the maker of my cheek implants, so I have no idea if they are even FDA Approved! He also told me over the phone that "Doctors Talk" and he had information on my history with another doctor that he should not have. He's also a coward with no integrity (even though he touts his Military experience. I've known many in our armed service, all of them have the integrity and humanity that he does not have)- there, I've said the magic words that will get him crawling out of the woodwork - He doesn't like it when he's called out. He will not let you tape your conversations with him, so its literally your word vs his. But I've had a good friend listen in, and when It comes down to it, we'll be ready. No Laws against having a friend listen in so long as its not recorded.

Any help would be appreciated. I've spent over $43k and it feels like my face is worse then when i started! Oh, and I got Hustled for an additional $20 after I sent in the last payment of over $3k because of "Bank fees"

Its Really, Really Sad. about 2 days after the surgery, he came to visit me in my hotel room (One of the good things he does for his patients) he seemed to genuinely try and come across as caring , even to the point of mentioning that he might have gotten a bit caviler. Seeing a doctor have that kind of affect meant a whole lot to me, and I shook his hand after we discussed my problems with the surgery. I normally don't carry a grudge, and he seemed to agree that he would live up to his promise to take care of any problems I might have. All Of that was before I was told that he was never going to revise me. All of that before the next day when I and my partner at the time went to see him and he blocked the door until I signed a paper, which was then handed over to Michelle, his own personal notary public, to sign something she had not witnessed. All of that before I wrote an email to him explaining all of my frustrations, and he (through his Secretary Cole - again, h'es a coward and will not email you personally) ranted and raved that i had said after I woke up that i would sue him and that I make my living suing doctors, going from one to the next. Funny, I've never sued anyone in my life.

If your considering getting work done by him, Don't. Do your research better then I did, and Note how much of a salesman he is on the phone. If he was a good surgeon, then he wouldn't have to resort to high-pressure sales tactics.

If you need more convincing, and your willing to take my word, I've heard him say he's out of the business in as little as 3 years - So he has no reason to try and maintain anything like a reputation. Get their money, do something, and then kick them out the door would be how i would guess his motto is these days. I'll have pictures up soon enough, when I'm ready.

I Know writing this means I've lost any chance at getting a revision done as I Have no more money, my father sold his pride and joy, A classic car so I could afford FFS.

But its important for others to know - Stay away. Stay FAR away. He's well connected enough to have gotten me discharged from the ER. The same ER that was about to send me by helicopter to a larger hospital due to complications. Until he called. THEN he called me and said "Welcome to (State name other then Illinois)" Just that - he has enough money and influence to get an ER to discharge me in a state more then 5 hours away.

I could write alot more, but he's threatened to sue more then one of his patients according to the information here.

In a few years, he's gone. Good Riddance. Please don't be one of his last victims, like me.

UPDATE: The other day (Tuesday) he called and my voicemail picked up. He's trying to get me to delete this post. A few hours later, I receive an email from Cole, his personal secretary:
Hi Sara,

Dr. Zukowski called and left you a message a short while ago. He was very shocked and saddened to come across your online post and kindly asks that you remove it. He said that the two of you left on such a positive note the last time you spoke. Although you're scheduled to follow-up with him by phone next Wednesday, the fact that you're trying to besmirch his name and reputation in the court of public opinion may necessitate Dr. Z. having to disengage you from his care permanently. If you haven't already done so, please take the time to listen to his voice message.

Dr. Zukowski said that your desire to keep this up means that you do not want to continue a professional relationship, are willing to defame him in the chronicling of your care and indeed are working to damage his reputation, a legal matter that can be pursued in the Illinois courts if needed. Dr. Zukowski looks forward to talking with you next week and your kindness in removing your post.

Warmest regards,
Cole

So, yes. Now he's threatening legal action over this post. Again, all I wanted from him was to get the surgery I paid for, and now, maybe some consideration for the pain and suffering I've had to deal with. But no, rather then be a reasonable, ethical person (He STILL wont answer questions about my results or even give me information on the implants he used) he throws a tantrum because of a post on Reddit.

Again, unless his behavior changes and he starts to act with compassion and integrity, STAY AWAY! Read the writeup that this subreddit has, and note all the deleted posts. Note the wayback machine. A good surgeon doesn't spend his time browsing all corners of the internet for someone's critical post about him. If he is that insecure about himself, then you sould NOT feel secure about allowing him to operate on you. Enough said.

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“I've just been threatened by(Dr. Zukowski) with legal action unless i remove a post here! Help!”

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I've just been threatened by(Dr. Zukowski) with legal action unless i remove a post here! Help!

Does anyone know what I should do? I got the following letter in response to my reddit post here:

Hi Sara,

Dr. Zukowski called and left you a message a short while ago. He was very shocked and saddened to come across your online post and kindly asks that you remove it. He said that the two of you left on such a positive note the last time you spoke. Although you're scheduled to follow-up with him by phone next Wednesday, the fact that you're trying to besmirch his name and reputation in the court of public opinion may necessitate Dr. Z. having to disengage you from his care permanently. If you haven't already done so, please take the time to listen to his voice message.

Dr. Zukowski said that your desire to keep this up means that you do not want to continue a professional relationship, are willing to defame him in the chronicling of your care and indeed are working to damage his reputation, a legal matter that can be pursued in the Illinois courts if needed. Dr. Zukowski looks forward to talking with you next week and your kindness in removing your post.

Warmest regards,
Cole

My OG post is here, updated:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Transgender_Surgeries/comments/17qff0w/has_anyone_else_had_issues_with_dr_zukowski/?rdt=32915

I have the email archived, and as soon as I can (I'm recovering from top surgery) I'll post a link to the file.

Thank you for any help you might offer. I'm afriad that, at this point, an attorney wont be willing to help me.

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It’s not often I’m sympathetic towards trannies but damn, these butchers needs to face the wall.

 

[Jacques1194]

It's easy to call themselves that when their only form of activism is to make aesthetically cute posts on instagram saying "there is no ethical consumption under capitalism" or another over repeated phrase. Their militancy is shallow and only think about themselves. See how many troons are sporting ill-fitting clothes from Shein when it's well known to be a not sustainable brand.

TBH its not just troons.I see so many "anti capitalist" leftists who suddenly become the biggest dick riders of capitalism whenever its to "own the right".For example, i saw this one lady who claims to be a marxist who said she was going to see the new Little Mermaid movie to give the "fascists" the middle finger by showing how anti racist she is.Its like lady you're the idiot who these capitalist companies are trying to bait into support them by race swapping characters XD.

I agree, it's not 100% anymore, but it's still a very pervasive mindset, and it's one of those things that just makes people really uncomfortable. After all, if you can't even trust your doctor, then just who the hell can you trust? I think COVID really started to expose just how corrupt a lot of these so-called "experts" really are, but honestly, you don't even need to necessarily convince people that they're corrupt. You really just need to demonstrate that doctors are people. As people, that means that they can be wrong. They aren't infallible. Doctors make mistakes and screw up all the time. People like to bring up the example of lobotomies (never let people forget that António Egas Moniz, the doctor who came up with the procedure, won a Nobel prize in medicine for his "discovery") but there's plenty of examples of doctors getting things horribly, unfathomably wrong. It wasn't all that long ago that doctors were prescribing cigarettes as a treatment for anxiety. Doctors fudging the numbers and prescribing massive amounts of opioids for pain relief. The list goes on and on...

I've noticed pro TRAs who are trying to rewrite history by claiming the majority of doctors never supported lobotomies, or the whole idea of doctors pushing smoking cigarettes having health benefits were never actually doctors, but paid actors who pretended to be doctors in order for companies to sell their product.Despite the fact that you can literally find articles from the 1930s to 40s where they were really doctors that were sponsored by those companies, and approving it.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

I’m 20 now

It's disturbing to see so many young people and sometimes even teens get their genitals butchered. 20 is barely being an adult. These fucking idiots. Jesus Christ. They have no life experience and in the case of trannies very often no sexual experience before mutilation (see Jazz Jennings).

What a nightmare.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

@batteredpancakes
I’m 20 now and my last planned (meaning no complications) surgery is in August 2024, when I’ll be 21. I’m disabled and don’t work

How - HOW - is a "disabled", unemployed 20 year old able to afford any of this. Dad's insurance covers her?
But surely any sane parent would be contacting the insurer and having their child removed from the coverage if they knew this was what they were planning? Surely?!

 

[Stupid Sexy Flanders]

But surely any sane parent would be contacting the insurer and having their child removed from the coverage if they knew this was what they were planning? Surely?!

To be fair, if they don't get these surgeries they'll be really annoying with their constant suicide threats and maybe this will be what finally kills them off and the parents can be free.

 

[Sissyagamben]

How - HOW - is a "disabled", unemployed 20 year old able to afford any of this. Dad's insurance covers her?
But surely any sane parent would be contacting the insurer and having their child removed from the coverage if they knew this was what they were planning? Surely?!

Found the answer in her post history, the … part is a part battered pancakes already quoted

I’m super lucky to have the best insurance possible for this through my step moms work (I haven’t even spoken to her in years.. for good reason) and I haven’t paid for anything yet beyond maybe $100 for meds and bandages from the hospital. I started medically transitioning at 13 and got phallo at 19… My mother and partner are very generous and supportive and have helped tremendously with things like rentals and gas/food.. I’d say my journey was smooth sailing besides the actual physical recovery lol

Lol indeed. Snow whites evil step mom has got nothing on this bitch

 

[Iron Jaguar]

Snow whites evil step mom

Are you thinking of Cinderella?

 

[Sissyagamben]

Are you thinking of Cinderella?

They both have one at least in the Disney movie

 

[Iron Jaguar]

They both have one at least in the Disney movie

I must admit, I've never watched either.

 

[Florch]

His wound is separating and....he's fine with this. Doctor seemingly isn't even concerned that one whole side is lifting up.

These zombussys age like wallpaper

 

[pink cigarettes]

I must admit, I've never watched either.

Yeah it's way worse than Cinderella. Snow White's stepmother the Queen hates that Snow White is more beautiful than she is and has a huntsman take her to the woods to murder and mutilate her (remove her heart). He fakes doing it, that's why she has to live with the seven dwarves. Later the stepmother finds out she's still alive and disguises herself as an old hag and tries to give her a poisoned apple.
Now, if the Queen had instead simply poisoned her with testosterone and told her "I'm your friend! Now let's have your breasts cut off" it would have solved the "petty female jealousy" problem much more easily.

 

[lolcow yoghurt]

Random comment from her profile

She is 20 and has the body of a 60 year old Turkish man (and I would never have sex with her)

 

[Peaches Demure]

She is 20 and has the body of a 60 year old Turkish man (and I would never have sex with her)

That's a grave insult to all Turks. This chick looks more like the final form of the trans walrus from the movie Tusk.

 

[OttoWest]

It’s not often I’m sympathetic towards trannies but damn, these butchers needs to face the wall.

That’s assuming the troon is telling the truth. The troon (u/Sara_is_Lost) in question is a 46 year old adult man who is at least 6’ tall and admits he weighs 265 lbs so a big ol’ hon who is never gonna pass:



He also is looking to get a rot pocket (paid by Medicare of course!) but claims he’s already been dumped as a patient by two clinics (Dr. Meltizer and Brigham Womens in Boston). He states doctors are putting malicious notes in his medical records. Has probably had an “It’s Ma’am!” Moment in at least one office.

 

[Jizzrag]

That’s assuming the troon is telling the truth. The troon (u/Sara_is_Lost) in question is a 46 year old adult man who is at least 6’ tall and admits he weighs 265 lbs so a big ol’ hon who is never gonna pass:

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He also is looking to get a rot pocket (paid by Medicare of course!) but claims he’s already been dumped as a patient by two clinics (Dr. Meltizer and Brigham Womens in Boston). He states doctors are putting malicious notes in his medical records. Has probably had an “It’s Ma’am!” Moment in at least one office.

I mean, yeah, of course it’s a looney troon. That he’s a degenerate freak is to be expected. Still though, a surgeon who’s browsing social media to sue everyone who‘a speaking out about his methods should be named and shamed. He’s probably even worse than the average butcher.

 

[Fapcop]

I mean, yeah, of course it’s a looney troon. That he’s a degenerate freak is to be expected. Still though, a surgeon who’s browsing social media to sue everyone who‘a speaking out about his methods should be named and shamed. He’s probably even worse than the average butcher.

Again. It’s a troon we’re talking about…

I totally wouldn’t be surprised if they HAD parted on good terms, as the doctor said, he perhaps had explained something about the choices he had made and why he hadn’t done the procedure as aggressively as the troon had liked, but agreed to a revision in six months, if necessary.

Only to a few days later see the troon accuse him of causing UTIs, malpractice, and a shoddy job.

For a hysterical troon, everything is a botched operation, since they don’t look like the cartoon woman they want to look like.

And when it turns out that one of the risks that they warned you about pre surgery actually happens? While that’s malpractice of course!

 

[No Batty Boys in Jamaica]

I think it’s JP who said surgeons in general already have lower empathy than average, and judging by the contend of their work it makes sense. Now if they are after money and won’t hesitate to make a bpd hoe’s lips and nose super botched, I can at least understand a little bit. Any above board plastic surgeon in the West will stop at any procedures that’ll permanently blind someone or make someone’s nose collapse. I can’t even put myself in the shoes of a SRS surgeon. How tf do you wake up everyday ,rub your hands together and say “let’s cut breasts off little kids and staple a roll of arm meat on a retarded woman who’s gonna wear that stomach catheter for the rest of her life”

I’ve read that circumcision surgeons do it because they can make thousands of dollars an hour, there is a 49.999% chance a baby will have a proper foreskin and a 50-80% chance the parents approve (depending on how many Indian, Asian, and Latinos there are in the area). It’s guaranteed money. They don’t have to worry much about the patient dying. They’ll even admit that JH Kellogg was discredited, but point to bullshit studies about penile cancer and STDs. They also have the surveys from spearchuckers in Africa who do it to kids instead of babies. Of course they’d say they liked being circumcised, because any kid who refuses is banished from the tribe.

In a sane world, these surgeons would have to wait for a kid with severe phimosis to be born.

I think most gender surgeons are similar, but they have fewer patients and thus charge more money. If the patient sues, most likely they signed a mountain of waivers, plus the experimental and elective nature of it means that suing for malpractice is difficult. Instead of JH Kellogg, their founding quack is John Money (and tangential, but with psychiatry it’s Freud). Instead of flawed statistics about penile cancer and STDs, they have WPATH and flawed studies about suicide rates between transitioners and non-transitioners.

In both cases, they are fucking with the reproductive system, which is the one system that a person doesn’t need to live. Removing someone’s cock and balls technically isn’t the same as removing someone’s brain. But the goal of life is to reproduce, so I think castrating someone without a life-or-death reason should warrant severe punishment.

TLDR greed is the most common explanation for bad behavior.

 

[On a Journey]

'Adea', doing a terrible impression of a woman, lists his fears after getting SRS

This might be Adea's craziest video yet.

3 year SRS UPDATE (uploaded July 16 2023)

• He apologizes to “the SRS community” for saying that he regrets the surgery, really he just regrets the technique/method.
• Says he can still get the colon (pronounced wrong) surgery, which he thinks is the newest one (I’m pretty sure PPT is newer), “there’s so much more good things about that type of surgery”.
• Does not regret the surgery at all, had no choice, couldn’t live with a penis anymore, typical 'no regrets' speech.
• This is the wild part:

“The scariest thing psychologically is, it was the fact that I was not expecting it to turn out the way that it did. I didn’t watch any videos about it, I didn’t read anything about it, I basically didn’t even know anything about the surgery. I don’t think I’ve ever said this before, even when I got the surgery and I had to start dilating, I was like what the fuck, I did not know this. Because to me, I had to get it. The thought of me looking at stuff online and like seeing a bunch of shit about the surgery, I didn’t want to stress out about it. Had my date fixed, I knew when I was going to get it, but I didn’t read anything, I didn’t look at any videos. I signed the papers that like if something goes wrong, if you die, whatever, I signed them but I did not read them. I would just flip through the pages, sign it, because to me there was no point in reading all that because like, I’m still gonna get it. . . I had all these complications that I didn’t know could happen. . . I did not know that I had to like spend all my days for the four months after surgery in my bed, depressed, wanting to kill myself, it was so bad.

He didn’t fucking know he would have to dilate. Another L for ”informed consent”.

• “Every single time I’ve had relations with a boy, the next time I dilate it’s like the most painful thing ever and it bleeds.” He then says it's getting better and doesn't bleed anymore, so one of those statements is false.
• He still gets anxious about having sex because there’s a part of him that will always think it’s a sensitive place that shouldn’t be messed with.
• “You can say it’s better because I’ve always hated [anal]”
• His current boyfriend has a big dick so he has to make sure to dilate before they have sex.
• “A lot of girls that had the surgery lie, they lie about their depth. And it bugs me so much because like, yeah, you wish you had more depth, but then why would you lie to other girls and make them feel bad?”
• "The smaller dilator I go up to the 4th dot, with the green one I go to the 3rd dot, and with the orange one I don’t fucking know because I don’t do it.”
  • I looked up the dimensions of these dilators: https://www.soulsource.com/collecti...ts/soul-source-grs-vaginal-dilators-large-set. The "smaller one" is probably the purple dilator which is 1.125 inches wide or the blue dilator which is 1.25 inches. That 4th dot looks to be like 5 or 6 inches down the dilator. The green one is 1.375 inches wide. Orange is only 1.5 inches wide, and apparently that's too large for Adea to comfortably dilate with. Archive
• Some guys have said that they feel “a wall”.
• He copes by saying that biological women only have 6 inches, which is retarded because ours stretches and his can’t.
• “It was not an option to not get it”
• After the surgery his genital dysphoria lessened but other sources of dysphoria popped up. “In my head I only wanted to get [vaginoplasty]. Now I got a BBL, now I wanna get my face done, and now I’m gonna get my boobs done. So it doesn’t make sense to me how like it gets worse. I feel like it’s intensified on other spots because the bigger one is gone, so yeah it’s kind of like a mental illness”
• Claims his orgasms are better post surgery, especially from penetration (yeah right).
• He still dilates every day, after THREE YEARS!
• He’s had sex with guys that didn’t realize it wasn’t real. Are men actually this retarded or were they just too polite to say anything?
• “I wanted what I was supposed to have when I was born”. You are MALE. You were supposed to have A PENIS.

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