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This sounds like what you're talking about:God I wish I remember which fucking stream it was but I have the distinct memory of him talking to someone months ago (maybe over a year at this point) and admitting that during one of his mushroom trips he had such an extreme ego death that he actually texted Natahan’s mom saying things like “I’m a piece of shit. I’m a horrible person. Please keep Nathan away from me. Etc, etc”
He basically admitted that he is a terrible human being and in that psychedelic state let go of whatever guards he had that keep him propped up on his high horse to state that his Son would be better of without him.
So if you really want to go for the gut, Destiny “not caring about Nathan” is not why he abandoned him in Nebraska, instead it’s cause deep down he knows he’s a piece of shit and doesn’t want his son to turn out like him…..ouch
You can use https://knowyourinfluencer.io/ to search through his youtube transcripts, pretty good for finding receipts.