@Naijella86
I asked you to refrain from contacting me, but it seems the taste of my name is one you can't help but open your fat mouth nice and wide for. Have you decided to stop wishing you could be me? or Liz? or any white woman? That's all you do, contacting tarot readers and attempting to cast half-assed spells to manifest a speck of dopamine to fill that gap between your teeth, but every time it backfires because you can't get right with God no matter how hard you try; you fucked that up long ago and that's why you fucking hate yourself and you're alone.
Does your employer know you were lusting after your female coworker? Does anyone know you sent a picture of your period clots to Tarl after he was already married? After five years, why have you been unable to find a man, woman, or animal to fuck? Does "Amy" know you sent her private messages to your ex, who you say is hideous but you wanted to marry, and he's a terrible person but you kept talking to him anyway? Hell you spent the entirety of my marriage asking me about Tarl.
Do you even realize how unattractive your self-loathing is? It is the biggest red flag, I've told you this.