I've got a quick comparison I'd like you all to consider.
Let me introduce you to Paul Harrell. Paul is a long time gun Youtuber who retired several months ago, due to the rapid progression of his terminal pancreatic cancer. Sadly, he is in very bad shape and has at most a few months left. This week he posted a photo of himself with his recently received +1 million subscribers play button. This is what he looks like now:
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Paul has certainly looked better. He's obviously unwell -- gaunt and looking frail. But given his situation he's holding it together as well as one could hope.
On the other side of our little comparison, our boy Nick recently crowed about successfully matching his college weight, and claimed to be at the peak of health. This is what he looked like during tonight's stream:
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I don't know what Rackets is doing to himself. Maybe it's the drugs. Maybe it's the booze. Maybe it's his manorexia combined with his poorly suppressed homosexual urges. It might even be the weight of some legitimate family issue taking it's toll. I don't know. But whatever it is, it's worse for his appearance than literally dying of cancer.