Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

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if the other person is flirting or saying sexual stuff sometimes while talking on the phone, then its gonna make me turned on while we are talking. If someone says they want so much to have sex with you and how sexy they think you are, then its natural for you to think ok if she is interested in me in that kind of way, she wont be weirded out if i tell her i masturbate while thinking about her.

i do agree my sex addiction has severely messed up my brain. But i dont think its permanent. Or at least the most horrible parts that are messed up arent permanent. I am sure that psychologically ones past will remain with them forever and in some says always have some permanent damage from it, but i believe anyone can rise above the permanent damage and minimize the damage by cutting it off. I know it wont fully repair even after cutting it off, but i think our brains can heal a lot even after we fuck them up so much. So there is hope for me yet.
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Your autistic retardation rears its head. What you were doing was a step or two removed from shoving your hand down your pants and cranking it to a woman on the bus or slipping your phone under a bathroom stall in a lady's room. It could even be worse depending on how you view things because you did it to someone you know. You once again show that you have no understanding of relationships, trust, or social contracts. I've never polled anyone of the women I'm friends with, but I'd bet my mortgage they'd be disgusted if they found out one of their friends busted a nut while thinking of them. The fact she's even talking to you says a lot.

Never change.
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Well so far I have never violated a person's privacy. I have objectified and treated women degradingly in my heart. But i have never done anything like under a bathroom stall or anything like that. I never have done anything illegal to a woman.

What do you think the fact that she's even talking to me says?
 
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Oh, this is the origin of Melinda Scott? What a blessed/cursed thread.

Anaiah Carlson said:
Well so far I have never violated a person's privacy. I have objectified and treated women degradingly in my heart. But i have never done anything like under a bathroom stall or anything like that. I never have done anything illegal to a woman.

What do you think the fact that she's even talking to me says?
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That she didn't know you as a person very well, and thought maybe you'd get along. Also she's young and single and probably likes the attention.

And what does the fact she's no longer talking to you say?

To make it easier for you, just never pull your dick out or even mention your dick, or anything you do with it, unless someone else specifically does first.
 
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You're trying to shift blame onto her for you being a degenerate.
If she didn't want me fetishizing her she shouldn't have talked to me!
Relationships aren't so different from driving a car. Do you know how to drive? Cars, like people, are mostly predictable, reactive things. One of the first things you learn is that you do not, and very, very rarely, need to push the gas pedal all the way down. You slowly ramp things up to a comfortable speed, and once you reach it, you take your foot off and only gently tap it now and then to maintain your cruise. Does this make sense to you?

A twenty year old does not need you to ram the gas pedal down and try to break the speedometer. You don't need to go from 0 to 220mph in under 6 seconds. If you take a defensive driving course, they teach you that knowing when to slow down is far more important than trying to accelerate.

So. Here you are. You wrapped your shitty Honda civic around a tree because you thought someone talking to you was a guaranteed life pass to slaying puss.

Do you learn your lesson or do you buy another civic and aim for the next tree?
 
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Oh, this is the origin of Melinda Scott? What a blessed/cursed thread.


That she didn't know you as a person very well, and thought maybe you'd get along. Also she's young and single and probably likes the attention.

And what does the fact she's no longer talking to you say?

To make it easier for you, just never pull your dick out or even mention your dick, or anything you do with it, unless someone else specifically does first.
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Except she did ask about it like asking me how big it is, and saying what she wanted to do with it.
 
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Anaiah Carlson said:
Except she did ask about it like asking me how big it is, and saying what she wanted to do with it.
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And....?
You are experiencing a disconnect with what is real and what is real to you.
You genuinely don't understand what you've done wrong, and people have been explaining it to you in this thread for a while now.
You mumble that you did wrong and promise you're not a bad person and that you'll do better.
This is the reaction of children who are punished. They don't actually know what they've done wrong, they just say what they think you want to hear to make the problem go away and return to equilibrium.
 
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Anaiah Carlson said:
i believe anyone can rise above the permanent damage and minimize the damage by cutting it off. I know it wont fully repair even after cutting it off, but i think our brains can heal a lot even after we fuck them up so much. So there is hope for me yet.
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This fascinates me, as it displays the parallels of a pornsick brain with a brain that’s been warped by substance addiction. On one hand unrepentantly making excuses for behavior that you admit is deviant and problematic, and then on the other hand saying ‘oh well I’ll clean up my act one of these days’. I once watched a man and a woman bum cigarettes off me and tell me about how they were cleaning up off meth and trying to get their kids back from the state, then proceed to walk across the street to cop more meth. Thank you for helping me learn a little more about the human condition.
 
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Anaiah Carlson said:
I have objectified and treated women degradingly in my heart.
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Didn't you drool all over your ex's face? Women don't like that, moron. Treat women like people, with a little dignity and respect, and you'll get farther than jerkin' yer gherkin during a video call.

On another topic, are you still payong OF e-whores large amounts of money on the reg? They're used to being treated as objects to be masturbated to. Maybe stick to that, not creeping out your co-workers.
 
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She thinks its big but I tried to tell her its average and that most men have roughly the same size and that mine is normal size. But i showed her with my hand and she a partial imprint one time in my shorts that makes her think its big but i told her nope just average sized
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I was more asking in inches or centimeters or whatever
 
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Anaiah Carlson said:
Multiple times, she has been upset with me because of my excessive lust. For example, she doesn't like that I masturbate to her pictures. Another time, we were talking on a video call, and she saw in the reflection of my glasses that I was touching myself as we were talking. Well the thing that upset her recently which is why we aren't talking is I told her that I screenshot her ass while we were talking on video calls.
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YOU. ARE. FUCKING. HOPELESS.
 
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