Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Hepativore]

God I love Devo so much.

Booji Boy would probably troon out to go along with the cultural inertia of the times.

 

[Robert California]

I've watched the film that south park episode took the images from, the xploitation "Let me die a woman" and let me tell you,
things havent changed that much. You have your HSTS that pass rather well, the creepy AGPs and the zero efforts, although I havent seen anyone on a Kevin-tier of creepy.
The whole film is available on archive.org if you wish to watch it.

Timestamps:

• 14:22 Explanation of SRS
• 15:36 Gratuitous fake self mutilation
• 18:49 Samuelle Hyde
• 19:05 AGP
• 20:00 They;ll never know the difference
• 23:13 Dilators! Totally "Not a fetish"
• 26:32 Mother taking hormones => Gay, lesbian, crossdresser or troon spawn. Hard essentialism there truscum.
• 27:30 Slippery slope of the Gay to Troon pipeline.
• 30:00 Pooners start here, also the Freudian penis envy and biological YWNBAM truths go up.
• 33:00 Frog voice. She passes rather well but... Pooners be pooners.
• 39:00 WTF!? That happened? Psych looks like a massive (pun intended) pervert
• 40:30 Description of SRS procedure, 4 surgeons plus assistants. If that was the standard... How did we get to the one man teams like the Gallagers of the present?
• 42:42 THE MONEY SHOT (AKA: The complete version of what we saw on South Park)
• 44:00 Amhole sex. With "virgin" bleeding.
• 53:50 halfway through that interview, uterine transplant mentioned, from a formerly married man #NotAFetish
• 55:55 Bolt-ons then, just like now, like to point outwards. Butcher doctor praises how lucky the troon is to have that femenine body.
• 57:35 A live shot of Dilation
• 59:10 Detailed shots of Amhole as the doctor describes all the things. Yes, it is as horrifying as it sounds.
• 1:01:30 Amhole sex (faked, I presume)
• 1:06:00 About to e married, decided to 41% instead

Highlight: Samuelle Hyde, mass shooter.
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Ahhh, I’ve been wanting to watch this for awhile. Thanks for sharing.

So I watched the whole thing, and wow, that was…not what I was expecting. Documentary? Educational? Porno? All of the above?

All I know is I feel kinda gross.

 

[Sissyagamben]

Jesus Christ

Very late but:
From the comments:

Minnightphoenix
I have a consult set up with Dr gast but I’ve been nervous to go to her due to mixed reviews.
If you don’t mind my asking, did you do a full, shallow or no depth?
I’d love to stay close to home (NE WI) and I just had Dr Chaiet for my FFS and everything went great with his team. If you could give anything, I’d be greatly appreciative!

Huh?? Is seeing the picture not enough to tell this guy NO NO NO NO NO

Also, @AfghanBlue sorry for your lost. I naively thought the Midwest is wholly spared from rotdoggery by prayers from Vatican but alas.

 

[Diana Moon Glampers]

"erases the depth of experiences of tans and queer men"

Isn't erasing depth the whole point of these butcheries?

 

[AfghanBlue]

Also, @AfghanBlue sorry for your lost. I naively thought the Midwest is wholly spared from rotdoggery by prayers from Vatican but alas.

My pooner is English, as am I, back down south though, where there's more of it about.

A kind of funny one here..

This troon is panicking and luckily 4 days is stupidly early (as in, "not a shred of research on my life altering elective surgery" stupid) to be judging anything yet, there will be swelling for weeks if not months.

But just the description and the kind of throwaway nature of someone's gossipy tone describing changing their whole face for the rest of their life, came off pretty comedic.
"This is so shameful"

"Microcephalic baby rat goblin/I look like a worm" this kid is an artist, the word his paintbrush (his face, his canvas)

 

[Cougar Pump]

My pooner is English, as am I, but from when I lived in the South east of the country, where there's more of it about.

A kind of funny one here..
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This troon is panicking and luckily 4 days is stupidly early (as in, "not a shred of research on my life altering elective surgery" stupid) to be judging anything yet.

But just the description and the kind of throwaway nature of someone's gossipy tone describing changing their whole face for the rest of their life, came off pretty comedic.

"Microsephalic baby rat goblin/I look like a worm" this kid is an artist, the word his paintbrush (his face, his canvas)

I don't find that at all attractive

Love how the AGP honesty creeps out there.

I look like a worm

Now I'm imagining a troon Warren the Eagle

 

[Iron Jaguar]

My pooner is English, as am I, but from when I lived in the South east of the country, where there's more of it about.

A kind of funny one here..
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Lol.

"Earthworm TIM"

 

[batteredpancakes]

Update for the suicidal pooner TrappedinaBocks. She hasn't killed herself yet thankfully but she's gotten roasted by another TiF by calling her phallus the 'beyond meat of dicks'.
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Feeling extremely unwanted post phalloplasty

I'm post op the "typical" 3 stages, I was in a relationship during my erectile implant surgery. some comments were made (mind you she had just smoked a bunch of weed) that knocked the wind out of my sails. I thought at least men would be into me after that ex ghosted me. However all the men I hooked up with pre relationship and a lot pre phallo were dissapointed some to the point of anger I no longer had a vagina.


I recently got my hopes up talking to a pansexual woman who seems completely unfazed by my situation, however she has a very busy life and my gut is telling me that maybe she's losing interest because when we tried to make plans she was like "I'll get back to you".

This was after I tried to make things work as smoothly as possible. (we live in neighboring cities) I just don't trust anyone anymore. after someone who says they want to be with me for life just ghosts me after 2 years and my previous relationships havent been great either (don't worry I've Taken stock of my own short comings as well).


I also hooked up with another trans guy which was something I never thought I'd do, but life changes people. He was pre-op well non-op and kept making comments about how "gratifying it must be and I honestly wanted to say "it would be if you'd shut up" then he made a joke about phalloplasty being the beyond meat of dicks. I have a good sense of humour but from a stranger? I was like nah.


I just feel like I like my body when alone but no one else wants it and that really fucking hurts. I feel like phalloplasty was a death sentance for sex and dating I didn't get a nice huge one like the dudes on only fans, Idk I'm just tired of never being enough.

She has two other recent posts on r/FTMmen and r/askwomannocensor
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Both posted 17 days ago.

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I hate being trans and therapy isn't helping / I feel like I'll never find love
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy with being a man, I don't wish to de-transition. I've been privledged enough to be on testosterone for over 10 years, have keyhole top surgery and have all lower surgery completed.

I still have horrible height dysphoria and I often feel my dick isn't real enough due to a lack of medical tattooing. My height dysphoria is so bad I've thought of saving for leg lengthening.

I'm bisexual, though I'm only really romantically into women. That said I haven't had sex since my breakup minus a one time hookup that went horribly for me. I've found the men who wanted to be with me before were all chasers who only wanted me for my pre op junk. My current junk though makes me feel not worthy because it's constantly not "good enough" or what people looking for trans men want.


My last relationship has torn my heart open more than I can express. I wanted to marry that woman. I try to look up dating advice and either get that "redpill" crap or "just be yourself. Watching the other guys at work it feels like I should follow the mysogynistic advice, but I don't want to be like that.

I'm just so fucking tired of being left for cis men, I get it, I don't blame them, but if I could flip a switch and not be trans whether that me becoming a cis man, or me being happy in a female body and having not gone through all this I would've.

It just feels like being put into a motorcycle race with a bicycle with a flat tire. The song by billie eilish from the barbie movie "what was I made for" resonates with me so much because i keep asking myself why would I be made this way.

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I'm a 31 year old trans man who is having severe difficulty dating due to feeling I'm not manly enough. I hear so many things that contradict each other when looking for dating advice. What advice would you give someone who feels like he's constantly making mistakes with women?

Disclaimer: I am over 10 years on testosterone, I am not visually detectable as trans, I have lower surgery completed meaning I have a penis and balls and all female parts of my anatomy are gone.

Okay, now that I've clarified that I've been reflecting on my past relationships a lot lately. I lost my dad recently and he was my inspiration for how to be a husband. I'm a little old school, I want to be a provider, I want to bring flowers for no reason, make who I'm with feel special.

I'm realizing that the mistakes I may have made in the most relationship I lost which I am not over despite it being well over a year. I spent too much time with her, I texted too much, I think I was clingy after my last surgery partly because I felt guilt for being less mobile and feeling like a downer.

I also had/have low confidence. My ex had a work environment that was mostly men and they were all huge guys. Now I'm blessed for a trans man at 5'7, but I still have qualms about my height and muscle mass, etc. I vividly remember a dinner where a huge attractive coworker started describing in great detail how he'd had a threesome and at the time I didn't have my erectile implant and it just made me feel awful, partly because my ex had this look in her eyes listening to his story like he was suoer attractive to her.

My ex was into group sex with her longest relationship due to both being bisexual. It wasn't polyamory, but more of a let the other enjoy other people as long as all parties are present. Our relationship went downhill very rapidly after last new years eve. I agreed to go to a sex club, but was so self concious comparing myself to the other men around me I couldn't get into it. Shortly before that she'd seen my dick fully hard and was happy, but was super stoned and made a comment about it being "the coolest science experiment possible". I immeadiatly pulled the sheets up and decided to not have sex.

I try hard to be a good partner, but I feel like no amount of therapy is helping my self image, the woman I dated before this one was with me prior to lower surgery and when she left me for a cis man she said "I'm sorry but it's more exciting because his body is normal".

I caught my most recent ex texting a coworker things I'd get reemed for shortly before the breakup and one day she showed up for a date that I was planning for some time and said she had to "talk" she had been sexting me 2 hours before I just didn't understand.

I apologize for the long post, I just feel like all tje advice I get is contradictory. I also feel like maybe someone like me isn't meant for love. I want to improve myself and be worthy of a family and be a dad, but I also know that willl be a difficult journey due to my situation. I just feel like a burden to who I date for being trans.

Perhaps I'm putting my partners on a pedastal, maybe my confidence is too low, maybe I do too much to compensate for being trans, I feel like it's a flaw and I wish I wasn't but I can't change it.

I don't want to listen to these "red pill" dudes on youtube, but then I think of my sensitivity and think it's too much, I just feel as though the advice I see is one extreme from the other or "just be yourself".

My current junk though makes me feel not worthy because it's constantly not "good enough" or what people looking for trans men want.

I often feel my dick isn't real enough due to a lack of medical tattooing

Moving the goalposts eh? And when she eventually gets tattoos she'll still be miserable and have the same issues.

 

[Mellow Malevolent]

Imagine trying to have a relationship with a short guy who's crippling insecurity pours out every time he sees someone over 5'8''. Beyond the physical stuff, it always sounds like these people would be just exhausting to have a relationship with, even if you could get over the mangled genitals.

 

[sheepworldvizor]

The song by billie eilish from the barbie movie "what was I made for" resonates with me so much because i keep asking myself why would I be made this way.

Needs to try Just by Radiohead.

 

[thefreshmaker]

This is completely anecdotal of me and I can't back it up at all, but I've been told by someone who used to work in GRS that the backslide in standards is coming exclusively from the patient side, as in actually requested, because it's faster and cheaper and faster, now now now is every patient's priority now, not appearance or comfort. I'm guessing it's a knock on effect from all the suicide baiting.

It makes sense; used to be a procedure only those who are so rich they make up problems even knew about, let alone would elect to undergo. Now the main audience are 18-25 year olds without any savings.

It's only part of the story though. The butchers who do this would use this as the excuse if they could, they don't care at the end of the day. Doctors, especially surgeons, make an insane amount of money to the point that good ones will routinely refuse to bill or offer big discounts to those they know or those who need the service but don't have the means to acquire it. These "Doctors" are not discounting a quality service, they are skimping on quality, bilking insurance and Medicaid, and hiding behind consent laws to avoid negligence torts and charges.

 

[Iron Jaguar]

another TiF by calling her phallus the 'beyond meat of dicks'

This is excellent.
"I Can't Believe It's Not Weiner".

 

[Peaches Demure]

we aren’t attempting any kind of subterfuge when describing ourselves as male or female

You sure about that?

 

[Kitty kitty cat]

So I watched the whole thing, and wow, that was…not what I was expecting. Documentary? Educational? Porno? All of the above?

I had a good chuckle when those sexscenes popped up. Nothing is quite as unerotic, as two flaccid penises, one of them attached to a "woman" with weird boobs, rubbing against each other, or the weird "1 sex after surgery" where the guy leaves with a "thanks lady".
Who, what, why is the only thing I kept thinking.
Another golden scene, is the dissection of the troons anatomy. The Dr. with pointer that kept poking that man with an obvious male body, upgraded with implants while calling him a "real" woman.
My sides..

 

[Kiislova]

Documentary? Educational? Porno? All of the above?

Cinema, from the sexploitation boom of the era.
The director of the movie, Doris Wishman, is name dropped on the article for obvious reasons

 

[ItsaKnife]

but she's gotten roasted by another TiF by calling her phallus the 'beyond meat of dicks'.

I don't understand why she's hooking up or looking for a partner when she has 0 sex drive, but I'm happy because her dating life stories are always so funny. 10/10. Went from complaining about a woke bi woman basically treating her like a real guy but w a micropenis to nailing a fellow ftm who laughed at her for having an Impossible Burger on her crotch

 

[Anasa Tristis]

Posted on r/phallo

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
And to run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
And to love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far

To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march, march into Hell
For that heavenly cause

And I know if I'll only be truе
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie pеaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest

And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable, the unreachable, the unreachable star

 

[Otterly]

This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far

Sorry luv, best we can do is a lifetime of regret.

 

[batteredpancakes]

u/phalloplastyjourney 's graft is still looking gnarly.
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Day 4 post-op
Was told my balls are looking really! Most people have blue/gray balls at this point but my are just flesh color. On the downside I was left without a heater or fan on my leg for a while by one neglectful nurses assistant (she got in trouble) so it started bleeding a lot and the next picture is it scabbing over after the heater. Last picture in donor leg. Still covered.

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[Thomas Eugene Paris]

Not leprosy, but something exotic like M. chelonei or M. kanasaii. Very hard to treat.

M. abscessus is the one in the news here. I don't envy the hypothetical ID resident who has to decide what is neovagina and what is purulent vesicle in the aftermath of a super euphoric trip to the medspa, that's for sure.

Vegetable_Error_3220's phallus has unraveled and is now flat at the tip.

I feel pretty proud of myself for calling this one.

CreativeAd9445 Day 5, Day 7 post op -Penile inversion

This one looks like some kind of mantis.

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u/phalloplastyjourney 's graft is still looking gnarly.
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Day 4 post-op
Was told my balls are looking really! Most people have blue/gray balls at this point but my are just flesh color. On the downside I was left without a heater or fan on my leg for a while by one neglectful nurses assistant (she got in trouble) so it started bleeding a lot and the next picture is it scabbing over after the heater. Last picture in donor leg. Still covered.

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Yikes, that's certainly a...large one. Totes cis appearing, though. Another life saved by modern medicine!