Pic #1 is 6 weeks poat op after dilating and showering, pic #2 is 5 weeks before dilating. Hey y'all, The past couple weeks have been interesting. My swelling has receded in my vulva, but my clit has become very swollen and totally exposed, with not much of a hood to protect it. Obviously, I am pretty concerned about the way this looks, not to mention it is VERY sensitive and constantly getting rubbed by the slightest motion. I went to the doctor to show them and tell them about my concerns and their short answer was, "yeah, that looks strange. It's probably very swollen, try to be patient as it may retract up into the hood over the next year". In some ways it feels just as dysmorphic as my old genitalia, so I am really hoping this look changes. Otherwise, I will plan for a revision this winter to address this as well as to define my inner labia a little better. Doctor Nigriny's inclination was to reduce the size of my clitoris, bur I would MUCH rather have a better hood constructed to cover it so that I retain as much sensation as possible. Anywayyy, in other news, everything else seems to be healing fine. I can get a solid 5" with the big orange Soulsource dilator, and after the initial discomfort of getting it inserted it feels VERY good. I've enjoyed softly fucking myself at the end of some dilation sessions, and I can't wait until I am cleared for sex! My external incisions are mostly closed up at this point, with very minimal blood coming from around my clit as well as a spot on my mons pubes. I'm still wearing a maxi pad constantly. As I have pretty heavy discharge, odorless and mostly clear but alighted brownish. Seems normal from what I've read and been told by my doc. The most exciting development, however is that I had my first orgasm!!! As unsightly as my clutoris is right now, I've wanted to try and cultivate some love towards my healing body in all its imperfections. I am happy to report that my clit responded to some gentle vibration couples with gentle stroked of my dilator. I had a very intense, very relieving full body orgasm this morning. It was definitely different than before, and definitely better. I feel very happy about this, and who knows, I may eventually come to lovey little "fun button" even though it looks a little strange. Questions welcome,
please no judgemental comments about the look of my pussy. It's a work in progress, after all

-Dawn-