As she will be away for at least a month, I won't see her here again.
Thank you, FuneralCry, for being there.
Thank you for saying exactly what you said.
Thank you for saying it again and again.
You had not the slightest influence on my CTB decision, I came here just to research about methods.
But you gave me one of the most beautiful feelings, a feeling that was very rare in my life, if at all. The feeling of deep connection. And as I write this, tears are rolling down my face. No, it's not sadness. It's not tears of joy either. They are tears of understanding. They are tears of connection. It is a beautiful sadness. It is a deeply melancholic sense of joy.
A feeling that I will take with me on the bus. I will think about this feeling. And if I had to entrust only one person to be God, it would be you.
Because you are the opposite of even the slightest cruelty. You would not give cruelty the slightest chance to exist. And that's the only thing I feel is a valuable ideal.