The hints of future Nick were always there, even in early Nick. I started watching during his Greer streams, which were funny and informative-but also a bit mean-spirited. He took it too far, putting that plastic toy in his mouth to imitate Greer every single time. It was amusing once but as retarded as Greer is, his disability isn’t his fault. But Rackets used it every time he went over his court papers: he didn’t know when to stop.
I got bored because it was dumb. I stopped watching until Depp, and saw the trial mostly through him. But the drinking was getting bad even then. I always stopped before the reading of the superchats, because that’s when the drinking too much and slurring would start and again, a few nasty digs here and there. I kept tuning into this thread though so watched his fast decline.
I am kinda amazed people are looking up the effects of alcohol online, but then I guess they didn’t grow up with alcoholics. The drunk driving, the constant rancid booze smell, the embarrassment and not being able to bring friends over, the never knowing if you are getting slapped or hugged for the exact same thing, parties that are loud and go on all night and nobody awake for breakfast in the morning so the oldest feeds the youngest- it’s not on Wikipedia. I have lots of sympathy for those kids who probably went through much more, and this behavior will affect them for the rest of their lives. Drunkieta may have destroyed his brain cells but he also damaged his kids.
A million puddings for Dr. Phil, who once said abuse changes who a child will become-forever.
Sad but not unexpected to see Nick unrepentant. I don’t know if he’s smart enough to stay offline as I’m sure his attorney has advised but I’m guessing he will get very drunk soon, then all bets are off.