"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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It's a bit ironic for you to complain about people not giving a damn about troons in tech, since most other people don't seem to have a problem with them.
There are plenty of us with a problem with them, sadly we can't do anything and continue to be employed. So, I try and contribute to Null's endeavors when I can be it the site, the pizza or the lawsuits.

Question--
I forgot where I saw this, but there's a user making transcripts of the MATI episodes isn't there?
I'm looking for the episode where Null discussed the tranny feeding hormone-induced breastmilk to children. I want to look at the study that was being cited.
I'm only up to March as I got sidetracked trying to find as many ones I had missed as I could.
 
But what is there even to listen to, that isn't completely retarded? (Not that I would trust a skooma addicts recommendation)
My Warhammer TTRPG that I am developing and playtesting with my friends. We stream every friday at 2:30 or when josh ends his stream, which ever comes first on my channel on the name colcoal you can find on youtube.
 
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Also they are Freemasons and literal government agents that were sent to the west in the 1800's to reclaim old world, pre-flood structures to use as "temples."
If by Freemasons, you mean they wear silly outfits and do stupid handshakes in their temples, sure. As for the claim that they’re literal government agents, that’s unhinged bro.
 
Such a suspension could have been contested through the appropriate process, or in any event simply obviated by distributing the newspaper via other means rather than using the services of the postal service. Like hiring paperboys.
if you've ever thought "wow that shouldn't be happening" when someone got banned by a major tech company that controls the majority of the market, you might be retarded
 
I'm not reducing myself. I am not kneeling. I will say nigger faggot retard and I will repeatedly say that I hope every US troop ends up washed up on the shores of Taipei, slaughtered by the Chinese. And I will say I hope violent niggers beat boomers to death in their retirement facilities that their shitty kids left them to rot in (deserved).
You wanna talk shit about Taiwan?
你這個混蛋閉嘴!天啊!我很高兴MATI离开一周,因为你会像下面的视频一样发出四个小时的声音。
 
In regards to Tuesday's stream re: addicts not recovering under the harm reduction bills, it's more than likely due to how the brain changes in response to drugs such as opioids. The way it was described to me in College is a lot of our hormones essentially interact with our brain in a lock and key method, however the way opioids and other drugs work is they just shove themselves into the lock not caring for how they fit. Overtime your brain can no longer accept any naturally produced hormones/neurotransmiters like serotonin and you have to get high to feel any sort of happiness.

My older sibling got hooked on a lot of hard stuff (heroin, pills) during time in College and the family essentially had to come to grips with the person we grew up with no longer existing. It really just changes their entire personality to just be about one thing. Hyper focusing endlessly and looking for anything to fill the void. Luckily no more drugs however it's like speaking to a teenager at all times, teenage rage and focus included. The other family members I'm aware of that got hooked on stuff like Fentanyl have either passed away or turned into thieves only caring for the next hit. Very depressing if I'm honest

I truly think the only solution is prevention but the blackpill scape of modern World doesn't bode well for that being successful.

I will also say regarding the depressoid topic I had a very similar experience in which I had spent years being depressed and ruminating in my teenage years until I looked in the mirror and realized how gay and cringe it was. I want to phrase it a different way but it's really what it took was that I realized being around other depressoids was insufferable so why should I continue to be like that?

I also think people just have zero tolerance for feeling sad, even in situations where it is called for. They'll do anything to avoid feelings of grief or any discomfort but feeling those emotions are a necessity even if it is unpleasant.

When my dad passed away I ended up watching him pass in the Hospital, it was obviously traumatic and I still get waves of sadness over it because I obviously miss and will miss my father for the rest of my life. When I speak to some circles of friends regarding this their first reaction is I should go be put on medication so I don't feel it. It's very confusing to me because it's obviously something that's meant to be sad, like you have to be able to cope with uncomfortable feelings without running to the doctor everytime. They were not too impressed with my thoughts on the matter since they are medicated.
 
When my dad passed away I ended up watching him pass in the Hospital, it was obviously traumatic and I still get waves of sadness over it because I obviously miss and will miss my father for the rest of my life. When I speak to some circles of friends regarding this their first reaction is I should go be put on medication so I don't feel it. It's very confusing to me because it's obviously something that's meant to be sad, like you have to be able to cope with uncomfortable feelings without running to the doctor everytime. They were not too impressed with my thoughts on the matter since they are medicated.
this is actually fucking horrifying
 
If by Freemasons, you mean they wear silly outfits and do stupid handshakes in their temples, sure. As for the claim that they’re literal government agents, that’s unhinged bro.
Joseph Smith (as well as his father and some brothers) was a literal freemason before he founded the LDS church. Many of the rituals derive from masonry such as the use of symbolism, secrecy, strict ritual, and the end goal of man "evolving" to become better than God. They, of course, deny that. The fact that they were given the temples means they were selected to inherit them by the government. I don't see how that doesn't make them government agents.
 
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