
This one just seems weirdly tragic to me
I agree, it's as if he wanted a daughter (or at least a child) before, now he has to settle for
being the daughter, sort of like Chris Chan
becoming the boyfriend-free girl he always wanted rather than
finding one (even if those chances were slim to none). Also his "best future" is him going to his (presumably) grandma's house? Pretty sad future if he couldn't even be bothered to find anyone else to talk to.
"Trans person almost admits he sees himself as a 'hot stranger' sometimes" Lol he can't even stop his brain from recognizing it doesn't look like him.
"5 year old me would totally accept me as I currently am!" If the other versions of you had issues with how your life turned out, 5 year old you would be just as shocked and disappointed, just in a more childlike manner, like "who are you" or "ew those are girl clothes."
"I feel more
connected to my body and emotions now" Isn't that a job for a therapist, or at least thinking it over without any outside influence? If your last resort is taking hormones, wouldn't you want to think it over and see how you
really feel about your situation before taking a drastic step like that? You could feel "more connected" by meditating or exercising, but no, take the worst path and take hormones instead of confronting your mental issues.
Maybe if he had thought over it in a more objective way, he could see that "Oh, maybe it was me thinking I needed to have kids now that was the issue, I can just slow down a little bit" or "My body doesn't look the way I want it to be, but I can change that through exercise/dieting and not through crossdressing/taking hormones," if those were his issues. Those choices aren't easy, but at least you can reverse them and they won't have any negative impacts on your body (unless you stop exercising of course).
Also these comics are clearly cope. "W-well I totally feel better right now as a woman than I ever did as an icky man" doesn't make sense if you have to repeat the message to yourself and others 100 times.