Guys ease down with the puzzle pieces. I already have more than enough in my life that aren't pieced together to understanding myself better.
I don't want another catalyst that pushes me to get another spectrum check at the doctors.
Come on man, you're just being retarded now. You clearly have some good points here and there, don't end off with the most incel-tier comment of all time.
It's part of the generational programming. Can't help but blackpill here and there. Gets some poison out of the system.
I'm no longer an incel but I've clunged onto those blackpill thoughts even more, now that I've got experience on shallow hookups.
Working hard for something that didn't lead to any meaningful change, that shit can be numbingly despairing.
I used to resent fakecels like Gerbert Johnson but finally understanding that sex doesn't really fix anything.
It gave me the perspective that
You either die from thirst or drown in it. There is still the underlying depth to the problem that is taking you nowhere.
That's what the incel vs fakecel dilemma started to feel like.
I'll be honest, salary has never come up in any date I've ever been on. Maybe it's about the country I'm from, but none of the "incel walls", like height, cock size or salary has ever been discussed with any date or partner i've had. I know it might be something subconscious that you think about, but apart from a friend telling me she couldn't date a guy because he was balding, I really haven't heard much of it.
It's still a topic I tend to doom and gloom about.
Afterall I've seen too many milennial failures and career cows to make me very queasy about what life path I should take.
I always check the job market, political climate, and current trends and status quo. Taking into account numerous factors to envision a "realistic path" to take or none at all.
I'm still young(New graduate) and I don't want to get into a field where my time investment will reap no rewards or future, I also certainly don't want to take a course and dropout with money and time wasted.
(I haven't taken a loan or acquited debt yet. All spendings from my savings and cheque, but I need to get some loans at some point so I need to plan carefully.)
Can't take the plunge, even if I won't die.
Put a girl you sincerely love as a factor, then you can multiply those worries tenfold to the point where I feel like I'm going through a minefield with only one obscure and definitive direction that won't blow me up.
No it won't dude, go read a damn book or something.
My doc recommended this to me.
Any recommendations from your end?
Addressing the quote. Yeah, I didn't really gave much of a shit to validate that point, It's just something I went with because "roasties" was used in this thread.
It was also a byproduct of retardation stemming from the very fact that having sex gave me the hubris to feel "superior" to my peers
and most farmers to an extent.
Gotta keep it in check. I shouldn't even flaunt it since it warped my perception on sincere relationships.
Thanks for the info guys. I learned that I need to start reducing the fat, and get the meat that really matters front and center in my posts. Viewing my past replies I can feel that they tend to be very overbearing and filled with unnecessary information.
I wanted to reply to the quotes that I've missed but I'm past the point of coherency that I'll just spare my remaining energy to prevent myself from writing inebriated responses in this thread.
You got my word. I won't shit up the thread.
