Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

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Straight women liking edgy white men is very problematic, unlike Lily's fetishization of edgy black lesbians. Seriously though, what's with Lily's seething over these types of characters?
This is an easy question to answer - Lily is racist.

I only know little about Astarion but the general consensus I've stumbled across if I find him online is he's charming and funny and the delivery of his lines really help his character, and I generally agree that he seems like a fun character. In a similar vein, Hunter is praised for his characterization and how he was written as an abuse survivor which, as I've mentioned, is far more explicit here than you normally get from a cartoon. People eat both up like crazy.

There is legitimate appeal to these characters, and usually it's just the fact they're written well or have a charming personality. But that never fits into the narrative of how racist the fandom is for liking the white character. People like Gwen Stacy but far more love Miguel, Miles, Hobie, and Pavitr. I'm not gonna assume the fandom just hates women, it's just the other characters have far more appeal.

You'll often notice how the criticisms for these types of characters is always race-based and an attack on an entire group's character. If you were to switch the roles and say people only like a Black Astarion because of woke culture then that sounds pretty stupid, there's a myriad of reasons he would be a beloved character, so why jump to race? Racism against white people is still racism regardless of what Twitter told you, Lily.

It's also not progressive, shocker, I know. It never sat well with me that to praise black people she has to punch down on white people which makes us look better by default. We're doing fine, Lily, we don't need you to white (lol) knight us. I don't need every black character to be popular solely because of their race, that's, shocker, racist and patronizing. If you like the character, fine, but don't like them just so it makes you look good. Nobody who's not chronically online actually cares. There's actual racism to combat and you won't win it in a Twitter argument against someone who plays Baldur's Gate.

Last point here but at least when characters like Astarion or Hunter are liked it's usually because of their personality. Lily's fetishism towards black characters has nothing to do with their characters, it's just the skin tone and hair and nothing more. Not the culture, not the personality, literally nothing than the surface-deep bullshit. Her insistence that Skara, a background character who had a hard time saying no to a bully, had an arc going on more than Hunter, an abuse survivor and child soldier, did always spoke to me like she was only fond of Skara solely because of her skin tone. And would you look at that, I was right, because Hunter's criticisms are far less about how he was written and much more about his skin tone.
 
she talks about her malnourishment as a kid.
Because they actually fed her when she was in the hospital she came out much heavier and taller with a growth sprout.
She was 80 punds when she went into the hospitan and came out 150 pounds.
The reason for the lack of food was money.

Courtney said too that her father witholding food from Lily, this is seriously fucked up.
Iirc she spent a year at the youth care facility place, so she gained 70 pounds in a year? I mean that's not impossible but it seems like an exaggeration to me.

Either way that household fucked everyone up.
 
The race-swapping argument always felt like a moot-point to me. If they made Astarion black and Wyll white, would they actually be any more or less popular? Maybe there'd be more porn or something if that's all you care about but everyone says Wyll is just kinda boring, so if you swap his race you just get a boring white guy instead and black fans getting a charming, funny and well-written black vampire. In a way, there'd still be a weird cult of personality around Astarion because he's now got a race card to play against people who don't like him and Wyll is left with nothing. People won't hurl slurs at him or his fans anymore, but now he's just a guy. No one hates him. No one likes him. Gains nothing but neutrality and you only make Astarion fans weirder about him. Good job.

Like, Kaiden is no one's favorite Mass Effect character, and FemSheps probably only settle for him if they aren't into aliens. he wouldn't be any better if they made him black--they tried that, his name was Jacob and he wasn't really any more interesting.
 
She shares that Cameron calls hel Lils, but forbids her chat to call her that.
She is eating any semi positive attention from Cameron UP. I can't decide which one is worse, she either doesn't particularly like that nickname but it's her newly beloved brother so she takes it or she loves it and wanted to brag about her brother having a special nickname for her (a very common thing) but she wants to keep it special so she doesn't let her viewers call her that (she also hates her viewers).

She might also made that up.
A lot of people got on her case for talking positively about Cameron. She doesn't care because he keeps it to himself and he isn't as conservative as he pretends to be. He isn't as bad as leftists pretending to be inclusive.
"She is bigoted but it doesn't affect me personally so I don't really care"-Lily, a true leftist. She truly doesn't care about anyone but herself.
Lily tells a camping story. They used to do it as a family when she was young, the stoped after a bad experience with rain.
She retcons the reason for it a minute later saying that she refused to go camping because she didn't want to be in the same tent as Courtney.
Her parent were anal about leavng her home alone thus nobody went camping no more.
She is a horrible liar
She stutters and mummbles herself trough the lie, she talks about her malnourishment as a kid.
Because they actually fed her when she was in the hospital she came out much heavier and taller with a growth sprout.
She was 80 punds when she went into the hospitan and came out 150 pounds.
The reason for the lack of food was money.
Did she look up her thread again?? Pretty sure people were talking about how her malnourishment didn't make sense like, 2 days ago.
Complains about weebs again. A way to check if a person is weeb is to ask them about their favorite Ghibli movie. Lily'sfavorite is Only Yesterday.
She likes that it's about something and has something to say.
Omg she is the "my favourite thing about the movie is that it feels like a movie" meme
You'll often notice how the criticisms for these types of characters is always race-based and an attack on an entire group's character. If you were to switch the roles and say people only like a Black Astarion because of woke culture then that sounds pretty stupid, there's a myriad of reasons he would be a beloved character, so why jump to race? Racism against white people is still racism regardless of what Twitter told you, Lily.

Lily has a very right-wing approach to politics but backwards and she combines that with the "holier than thou" attittude only the most annoying white liberals could muster. She is basically one of those "X movie is woke garbage because there's a black guy" type but a leftist.

The thing is, she could have a point. People sometimes act weird when it comes to black characters, but instead of making a video about the topic with some semblance of research and citing actual examples of these attitudes (like people losing their minds over Yasuke on Assassins Creed and saying it isn't realistic when he actually existed or the Arcane fandom treating Mel like shit), she inserts this in all her fucking videos in the most condescending way possible and the makes (honestly kind of tasteless) Hitler youth jokes on her Tumblr.

It's specially pathetic to me that Lily presents herself as a spokesperson for Black people (and only Black people, Asians and Latinos can fuck off) when she is fucking WHITE. It's so cringe
 
One of my stalkers in particular takes great care to make sure its thumbnails always show it laughing or looking smug, but actually watch what its streams and you'll see it screaming at the top of its lungs in blind idiot rage.
Hoo boy, Lily! NOT a good look for a trans woman. She's very obviously referring to Sai ofc

Calling someone an "it" is a pretty obvious attempt at completely dehumanizing them, and considering Lily is trans it feels very pointed. Calling someone an "it" has a loooooong hateful legacy when it comes to trans people, and I highly doubt someone that hates the q-slur is gonna be ignorant to that. The fact that she went to "it" instead of "she" or even "they" if she wanted to obscure who it was is pretty indicative of how hatefully she sees this woman. Pretty gross ngl.
 
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Didn't Lily used to brag that he was making enough money as a kid to make his locker an unofficial pharmacy for all the girls who totally went to the local school creep when dealing with their period pains?
Calling it now, Courtney stole all of that money for drugs and boyfriends or something.

Hoo boy, Lily! NOT a good look for a trans woman. She's very obviously referring to Sai ofc

Calling someone an "it" is a pretty obvious attempt at completely dehumanizing them, and considering Lily is trans it feels very pointed. Calling someone an "it" has a loooooong hateful legacy when it comes to trans people, and I highly doubt someone that hates the q-slur is gonna be ignorant to that. The fact that she went to "it" instead of "she" or even "they" if she wanted to obscure who it was is pretty indicative of how hatefully she sees this woman. Pretty gross ngl.
Wasn't Lily told that some trans people use the pronoun "it" and so using it in such a dehumanizing way has bad connotations? Even then, just about every minority group has been labeled an "it" on purpose because they weren't considered human. That's not very progressive of you, Lily, tsk tsk. I'm almost disappointed.

I think my favorite part is while Sai milks the amount of views she gets from reacting to Lily's bullshit, ultimately she's never once taken Lily seriously and it's so funny to watch Lily place Sai on the same level as the super-scary stalkers who literally just repeat already public information anyone can find on Google. (It didn't even take me long personally to find Stockholm when I first heard about it, I literally typed in "Stockholm Lily Orchard" and literally this is the first search result that came up.)

It's easy to forget that at the end of the day Lily is in her thirties bitching about a cartoon because she hates women, especially successful women, and will never cope with the idea that some people can make a career out of not being hateful or trying to one-up white people.
 
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Anonymous asked:
You said that you never tried to beat Courtney up but on your previous blog you told about how one time you punched her fifteen times in the stomach when you two were arguing over TV channels and she was hitting you in the forehead with the remote.


That's called self defense you idiot.

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I can’t believe these clowns are bringing up the remote story. It’s going to take me forever to find that post, but Courtney addressed that story. She said something to the effect that you didn’t even land a punch. If I remember right, she said something along the lines of you running away after she hit you. I might be blurring posts here, but I can’t emphasize how often she brings up your physical weakness at that age. I guess she thinks it’s funny.


She does think it's funny. She thinks abusing people is funny, and she likes mocking people for being unable to fight back. If she thought she could get away with it, she'd be using the rape apologist playbook gleefully.
Granted she exaggerates to make herself sound tough, Courtney loved turning on the crocodile tears when it benefitted her and she wasn't bigger than me for very long.
It wasn't until after I got back from the hospital that I could actually push back against her.
As you have seen, Courtney's a bully. I brought up how she kept getting into pissing contests with her friends and having hasty makeups, and the reason that cycle existed is because Courtney got REALLY angry with someone when they didn't do what she told them to do.
But it wouldn't last very long because Courtney would have the inevitable realization that for all her beliefs that she was the "normal one" and the "good one," in practice the only person who actually liked her was me. She wrote in her diary multiple times about how when she and her friends were 'fighting', they made no effort to actually mend fences with her. Hell, I mended those fences more times than she did because when Courtney was fighting with her friends, she was also bothering me.
A lot of the time Courtney was bragging about how she used people. She had one friend when we were kids who she basically used for gossip and admitted to it to my face multiple times. Their friendship ended for good when I told that friend what she was doing.
Courtney's behaviour has always turned people away from her. Fuck, she started fighting with Poppy, Ethel and Brittany within minutes because she wanted to be in charge. She's been ostracized from other extended members of the family over the years because she just can't behave herself. All of her partners were either with her under duress, or ended up dropping her somewhere on the side of the road because is terminally unpleasant to be around.
And she says shit like this

When we were kids, I was the only one who could stand being around her. I was the only one who actually liked her at all. And that lasted... right up until the point she started abusing me. But I was fully aware of the kind of person Courtney was before then, and offered her friends my sympathies often. But she simultaneously wants people to love her, but also obey her like minions. And she's only ever had that once.
By the time she hit High School, Courtney was just straight up sequestering herself in her room all day. Nobody wanted anything to do with her, and after I came back from the hospital I didn't want anything to do with her either.
Everyone who meets Courtney eventually realizes she's a nasty human being who has nobody to blame for her situation but herself.

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Anonymous asked:
These people claim it's wrong to call them Stalkers just because they aren't moving to Canada as though Cyberstalking isn't a well-known thing. The simple fact that they are so opinionated about whether or not you talk to your brother proves they have an inappropriate investment in your personal life that has nothing to do with the alleged crimes they claim justifies all this.


They're all psychos with nothing to do. They barely qualify as people.


A lot of people got on her case for talking positively about Cameron. She doesn't care because he keeps it to himself and he isn't as conservative as he pretends to be. He isn't as bad as leftists pretending to be inclusive.
Cameron's Tiktok video, the one I archived about the fight with those two girls in Halifax. That's deleted now. Cameron likes to delete things well after the fact. Most of his comments archived here are now deleted. If Lily is putting a bug into his ear that he is being watched I would not be surprised. But I also wouldn't be surprised if Cameron told Lily to jump off a bridge for telling him, a single man with two kids,

what to do online.

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I remember hearing Courtney say that your brother did stuff to her when she was three, and apparently, he is three years older... making him six? If something was happening, wouldn't that also mean something was happening to him? She's confusing.


She also claims she "recreated her trauma" (read: raped) another girl at school.
Courtney's fucking insane and she relies on people being too angry at me for existing and being trans to care.
"recreated her trauma" (read: raped) another girl at school.
Lily is remember something Poppy said and putting it in Courtney's mouth.
 
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Watched a bit.

Lily was talking about a canadian kids show where the host was voicing all the characters. She keeps making comparisons to her life that absolutely nobody can understand.
Like if you gotta be an adult hosting a children show you have to have the same energy as my father reading Harry Potter to my sister.

The hike she went to recently was not for herself but for the anime video. It's a bit in the upcoming video.

It was a three hour hike but it took her five.
It wasn't that long ago where she was walking that distance every day, from her childhood home to the public library. Working a desk job has put a number on her. She thinks about renting a office space away from home so she's forced to walk.
Chat suggest that she's getting older and she denies that she's not at that point, she's only 32. She insist that it's not because you loose stamina with thirty but because of a sedentary lifestyle. According to Lily 40 min of walking a day is enough of you.

Yet you apparently can't manage to walk even that Lily.

Chat: Is the pupet wearing jeans or a skirt?
Lily: It's denim shorts.

Who cold have told with that design.

She shows up some fanart she got of the new puppet.
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She's thinkig about writing Assana ans Saige in a polyclue with Rens OC's.

She says she enjoys taking serious adventure stories and making them as domestic as possible. Niva is supposed to annoy every nation so much that they can't wait for the next Avatar to arrive.
I missed bits an pieces but she dropped some lore on some other Avatar characters she created, Nicoma, which is kinda a recreation of her life.
This Avatar is traveling alone, without a team avatar, but has many friends around the world. She has a brother with whom she has a good relationship with and a sick mother. Whenever she goes out to master an element she returns home for a couple of months. Her brother postpones his weeding for when she returns and her mother recovered, when she returns from airbending training her sister in law is pregnant, when she returns from earth bending training, she meets her new niece and her new baby brother.

The thing about Avatar that always interested her was that being the Avatar takes away theirlife. Whatever plans fo life you had are gone to smoke as soon as you find out you're the avatar at 16.

A friend in Voicechat muses about an concept of the Avatar where they're life falls apart for other reasons and THEN they find out they're the Avatar on top of that. She dismisses the friend because she doesn't understand where he's going with it and he appologises.
 
I might be misremembering this or mixing up stuff that doesn't belong here, but didn't Courtney talked about this? More specifically, about how her diary was on her underwear drawer?
I remember a underwear drawer being part of Courtney's story somewhere and her diary being mentioned, but can't remember the exact context.

Invading someone's privacy, to openly admit that you did it "multiple times", and somehow think that makes you look better in any sort of way is insane, Liliana. You're insane.
 
I might be misremembering this or mixing up stuff that doesn't belong here, but didn't Courtney talked about this? More specifically, about how her diary was on her underwear drawer?
I remember a underwear drawer being part of Courtney's story somewhere and her diary being mentioned, but can't remember the exact context.

Invading someone's privacy, to openly admit that you did it "multiple times", and somehow think that makes you look better in any sort of way is insane, Liliana. You're insane.
that entire thing is amazing. if thats what lily is comfortable telling us, what is the stuff she isnt?

shes out here telling the whole world that she played a hand in ruining her sisters friendships, inavaded her privacy and victim blames her for being rejeted and mistreated by a family lily has told us multiple times is abusive

yikes
 
The hike she went to recently was not for herself but for the anime video. It's a bit in the upcoming video.

It was a three hour hike but it took her five.
It wasn't that long ago where she was walking that distance every day, from her childhood home to the public library. Working a desk job has put a number on her. She thinks about renting a office space away from home so she's forced to walk.
Chat suggest that she's getting older and she denies that she's not at that point, she's only 32. She insist that it's not because you loose stamina with thirty but because of a sedentary lifestyle. According to Lily 40 min of walking a day is enough of you.

Yet you apparently can't manage to walk even that Lily.
Due to her previous brush with cancer she now has a higher chance for her skin to be damaged and return the carcinoma she developed.

This walk without protection was a reckless decision and all it’s going to be for is a visual aid for her “see I love adventuring I walk everywhere” bit of her Antarctica video mark my words.

Lily you do not like walking, you’re still that child playing with staffs out in your backyard pretending it’s a lightsaber. You do not like to move or travel outside of your mind. Regardless. Wear layers or sunscreen next time, you idiot.

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how do u like ur steaks cooked


Every way. Bloody, well done, rare, steak is steak.
Her worst opinion. :lit:

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Anonymous asked:
So still think the Democrats are worth anything after they all played "no violence" about Trump getting shot?


You sound like the kind of guy who thinks the waitress is actually flirting with you.
Politicians have to condemn violence. They don't get a choice not to. If a politician came out and said "lol you had one job" they would never be elected again.
Politicians have to talk in the safest possible lawyer speak imaginable and it's for a very good reason: because you're stupid. And if they spoke in frank terms, you'd be stupid and angry.
We've got a small army of people playing ego purity right now refusing to vote blue because they only care about a single issue they have a child's understanding of.
And as funny as it would be for a democratic politician to say "your political literacy is so bad that your positions are indistinguishable from that of a paranoid xenophobic fuckwit as he has violent grunting sex with a pile of damp moss" they would be throwing their career away because the public would get extremely cranky over it.
So they have to speak in soft noncommittal language because of they spoke about their opponents with the same vitriol their opponents speak about them, a bunch of Democratic voters will cry tears about stooping to their level. Because for a lot of leftists it isn't about being right or doing right, it's about being "better" than someone.
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Do response videos count as harassment? I mean actual edited videos not those crummy streams. I found one that I wanted to watch but I don't want to support anyone harassing you if those kinds of videos count as that


I have yet to see a response video that wasn't either harassment or fanboy coping and seething.
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Well golly, is that Lily Orchard calling me, an old gender non-conforming lesbian, an "it"? Funny cause I'm quite sure if anyone anywhere dared to call her an "it" she'd never shut up about it, shrieking bigotry and Nazism and rallying well-meaning people eager to look progressive to mass harass the offender into a pile of ash.

So I guess my take away from this is I'm gonna keep making Sai-chan really smug in my thumbnails.
Lily does that regularly to those she cannot control, Sai. I hope you don’t take it too personally. It’s the way her brain covers for itself and is a balm to her bruised ego. Her being told no by women usually is the trigger to this behaviour. Lizzy is a rat that needs her skull caved in according to her.

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Anonymous asked:
The reason you don't like astarion is because you just don't get the appeal of a troubled bad boy.


Stick your balls up your ass and clench yourself castrated.
Astarion is not a "troubled bad boy." He's Nathanos Blightcaller by way of the Duggar family as interpreted by a Family Guy cutaway.
Get some Garrus Vakarian in you.
Calm yourself, Lily. It’s a video game.
 
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Calm yourself, Lily. It’s a video game.
It's weird to me that that ask of all things riled her up so much. Why is she so personally invested in what fake video game character is better to date? They're not fucking real, and of course the metaphor she uses is a family infamous for incest lmao.

Also the score is in for the place further than the universe video
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It gets the very quantifiable alphabetical score of "star".

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I have yet to see a response video that wasn't either harassment or fanboy coping and seething.
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Stay classy Lily.
 
No, actually that one anon is onto something that's a really fun idea for an Avatar. Just someone who is a total, utter loser whose life is already in the gutter. They just got fired, girlfriend left them, house was robbed, worst day of their life--and then they find out they're supposed to be the Avatar and bring balance to the world. I mean, what better things do they have to do? Real 'Kung-Fu Hustle' type energy.

Why does Lily's chat have cooler ideas than her? As in, ideas that want to engage with the world and medium--all of Lily's ideas just want to take the setting and make it as dull and irrelevant as possible to focus on lesbians living in a cottage somewhere in Mordor.
 
She's not done responding to "criticism"
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Why is it that any time you get criticism, it's never your fault and it's always the stalkers and the haters and the "I'm trans" and boohoo


Well because it's always people making false accusations against me, complaining about things I never did or said, being aggressively pedantic and hostile for absolutely no reason, and throwing near constant self-protective insults at me for no reason.
That's not criticism. That's you throwing a little bitch tantrum for absolutely no reason.
You could try criticizing my actual work, and not the deranged fantasies that only exist in your own head. But that would require you calming down for five seconds and we all know you're terminally outraged ass is never going to do that.
Why would I take ANY criticism from people who make shit up? You tell me to do better, I do better, you're still seething and shitting yourself over shit from twelve years ago.
Move on with your life.
Don't like me? Don't watch.
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I honestly think you're ultimately winning because no matter how many response videos you get or how popular they get, Twitter gets absolutely outraged that you're still posting videos.


The dirty secret of "deplatforming" is that you can't actually do it without the Youtuber in question willingly quitting. Even if you take the brute force method of poisoning the algorithm by spamming drama videos, they'll still have enough of their audience to continue.
Lindsay Ellis chose to quit. Nobody ran her off the internet. However vicious the harassment got, it was ultimately her decision to quit.
Conversely, Channel Awesome was hit with more scandals than common sense and Doug Walker continues making content to this day because he just doesn't care and who in their right mind gives up a meal ticket just because Twitter's mad?
Ditto Cinemasins. Being the butt monkey of Youtube doesn't change the fact that they're still extremely popular and pull in a shit ton of money.
Way back in the early phase of Youtube, there was one Youtuber who was just hated by absolutely everyone because all he did was make bitchy "parody" videos of more popular Youtubers to piggyback off their name and called it comedy. And everyone at the time hated him, and he utterly refused to stop.
That was Jacksfilms. My how the times have changed, eh?
The problem is, high profile "cancellations" like Lindsay Ellis gave people the impression that you can just bully and dunk someone off of Youtube, and you can only really do that if the person in question is possessed of enough ego to be genuinely affected by it.
The truth is most people only care if their business is in the green. They don't care if viewership drops or growth slows down. They don't care if your response videos "ratioed" them, all that matters is if you're in the green. And if you're in the green there's no reason to really change.
We've all been saying "Twitter is garbage" for years and for good reason, so the reaction most people have when they learn Twitter is mad at them is "Who cares? Twitter's for ******s anyway."
And lemme tell ya, if you think they're mad now, imagine if they knew how much I actually made. They'd be popping blood vessels.
I wanna focus on what she says on the end.
The truth is most people only care if their business is in the green. They don't care if viewership drops or growth slows down. They don't care if your response videos "ratioed" them, all that matters is if you're in the green. And if you're in the green there's no reason to really change.
We've all been saying "Twitter is garbage" for years and for good reason, so the reaction most people have when they learn Twitter is mad at them is "Who cares? Twitter's for ******s anyway."
And lemme tell ya, if you think they're mad now, imagine if they knew how much I actually made. They'd be popping blood vessels.
Back when she was making her second Bitch Eating Crackers video, she was saying how much her financials were suffering and how she needed people to get on her patreon.
Now that the drama has calmed down somewhat she is bragging about how much she makes. This was her two months ago
 
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