"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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You wonder why Cloudlflare is making such a small profit?
Every time I think about this, my mind immediately jumps all over the assumption that they're making their money by selling information that passes through their systems, possibly with shell companies. Source: my ass, so don't take it as more than a guess.
 
I don't even know what you're trying to say at this point.
I think you're being paranoid when dealing with certain people and are reading far too much into things. You accuse me of gaslighting which in my mind highlights that paranoia. I understand that in your position you have a lot of enemies who are doing a lot behind the scenes to fuck you over but not everyone is out to get you. That's all I'm saying.
 
Null had a section about wanting Shad's associates cancelled and "going to the dark side."
And I don't think it's hypocritical. Or at least not in a way that's very important. He is just expecting the system to abide by its own standards, in a morally straightforward way. He isn't being deceitful, or even trying to directly gain from it. While the problem of hypocrisy is one where morality becomes confused. So allowing people to avoid groveling is the real crime.

I also think it's fine to be bad in the interest of something with far-flung stakes and implications. All moral philosophies, great men of history, and even just our moral intuition as humans know there's a difference between petty bad acts and someone taking the burden on themselves for the sake of something greater. I doubt Null has any issues being 'accountable' to any of the consequences of cancelling Shad associates.
 
I liked the shadman bit, but I disagree about your demand of a pound of flesh from everyone involved.
you deserve their scalps.
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Not everyone.
 
I think you're being paranoid when dealing with certain people and are reading far too much into things. You accuse me of gaslighting which in my mind highlights that paranoia. I understand that in your position you have a lot of enemies who are doing a lot behind the scenes to fuck you over but not everyone is out to get you. That's all I'm saying.
How is Josh point out that Metokur's channel was remonetized after he participated in gay scripted drama with Keemstar being paranoid? How is Josh pointing out that Jim completely deflected this accusation by trying to make a big joke out of it being paranoid? If it was anyone else doing this obvious pay for play nobody would have any issues with Josh pointing it out. He has every right to be annoyed with people like you telling him he is autistic/paranoid/hates Jim for noticing the obvious.

Your attempts at sweeping for Jim are bad and you should feel bad.
 
Metokur likes anime so obviously he's a pedophile. He seems like a pretty likeable and entertaining pedophile, so if his streams are your cup of tea it's still it's fine to like him and want want to watch his streams, or whatever. Idk why people are so reluctant to admit that a pedophile makes stuff they like. If a pedophile made me a really good burger I'd be like "damn that pedo just made me a kickass burger you guys should start getting your burgers from the pedo burger shop".
 
I think you're being paranoid when dealing with certain people and are reading far too much into things. You accuse me of gaslighting which in my mind highlights that paranoia. I understand that in your position you have a lot of enemies who are doing a lot behind the scenes to fuck you over but not everyone is out to get you. That's all I'm saying.
I must be paranoid too because I think Jim's comments were obviously spurred by Null's statements. It's a really tortured "joke" otherwise, and barely fits into any other context. Maybe Null is wrong to think Jim is deflecting,, as that implies covertness, maybe Jim just found Null's comments annoying.
 
ok so the answer for a lot of women would be not to get married at all and get a job. sound familiar?
Divorce has its place. The saddest part of that whole rant is that you'd sooner imagine being a single woman with only the limited romantic options that emerge most prevalent on Twitter, than imagine yourself a suitable candidate for husband/father. If there's only just these extreme online versions of contemporary male, what's that make you?
Plenty of good men and good women out there. You just have to go outside & meet them.
The negativity has been depressing on the listener side, ironically enough.
 
Not everyone.
I can fix him

Divorce has its place. The saddest part of that whole rant is that you'd sooner imagine being a single woman with only the limited romantic options that emerge most prevalent on Twitter, than imagine yourself a suitable candidate for husband/father. If there's only just these extreme online versions of contemporary male, what's that make you?
Plenty of good men and good women out there. You just have to go outside & meet them.
The negativity has been depressing on the listener side, ironically enough.
What are you talking about? Are you trying to coach me? I'm not asking for your fucking advice. I don't need it. Thanks!

I must be paranoid too because I think Jim's comments were obviously spurred by Null's statements. It's a really tortured "joke" otherwise, and barely fits into any other context. Maybe Null is wrong to think Jim is deflecting,, as that implies covertness, maybe Jim just found Null's comments annoying.
If I'm not upfront (to avoid pissing off the fanboys) I'm called passive aggressive. If Jim is literally being passive aggressive, it's my fault. Fuck off.
 
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I don't even know what you're trying to say at this point.
I haven't seen any of the messages involved, but if someone's schizophrenically arguing with the dribbly dog man on random minutiae, whatever spirit animal guided them to do so has either a mandate from heaven or an issue with big smelly gay boys who run big smelly gay boy websites. You have my axe, fellow gigachad anti-christ-nonappreciator
 
I don't get where the confusion is coming from in understanding Jim. He literally reacts the same either way.
The conspiracy is true. Keem used backdoor connections to get Jim remonitized, all WITH JIM'S knowledge:
Jim laughs in his face for doing something so meaningless for him and the faces of those who accuse him of it and intentionally makes an edgy stream making fun of child abuse allegations.
The conspiracy is partially true. Keem used backdoor connections to get Jim remonitized, WITHOUT JIM'S knowledge:
Jim laughs in his face for doing something so meaningless for him and the faces of those who accuse him of it and intentionally makes an edgy stream making fun of child abuse allegations.
The conspiracy is false. It just so happened that Jim was streaming enough that his monetization was renabled like he said in the stream:
Jim laughs in the face of youtube doing something so meaningless for him and the faces of those who accuse him of it and intentionally makes an edgy stream making fun of child abuse allegations.
But this:
Metokur likes anime so obviously he's a pedophile. He seems like a pretty likeable and entertaining pedophile, so if his streams are your cup of tea it's still it's fine to like him and want want to watch his streams, or whatever. Idk why people are so reluctant to admit that a pedophile makes stuff they like. If a pedophile made me a really good burger I'd be like "damn that pedo just made me a kickass burger you guys should start getting your burgers from the pedo burger shop".

is just fucking crazy and proves my point. You all fling the pedo accusation way too easily. "Ah this dude likes gundam model kits? HOW MANY CHILDREN HAVE YOU RAPED!?"
 
What are you talking about? Are you trying to coach me? I'm not asking for your fucking advice. I don't need it. Thanks!
I'm talking about you chiding your audience to imagine being a woman. Why would I or you or any man need to try and imagine being a woman who longs for a good man? I've no profound level of sympathy for this. I am a good man; I have a good wife who seems to think so too. If we can do it, certainly it's not so desperately impossible as you make it out to be. Do you not think yourself a decent enough man to marry? You don't want to get married or maybe you don't enjoy sex & romance with women?
Or are you still looking at it from the perspective of a single woman, rather than a single man?
 
Metokur likes anime so obviously he's a pedophile. He seems like a pretty likeable and entertaining pedophile, so if his streams are your cup of tea it's still it's fine to like him and want want to watch his streams, or whatever. Idk why people are so reluctant to admit that a pedophile makes stuff they like. If a pedophile made me a really good burger I'd be like "damn that pedo just made me a kickass burger you guys should start getting your burgers from the pedo burger shop".
I'll say this, Jim (or Jade) watches Made in Abyss based on the DVD's on the Anime Avenue image. Made in Abyss is "softcore" (it's pretty explicit) lolicon/sotacon content. The author, Akihito Tsukushi, is 100% pedo even by Japan's standards. It's worse than that, he's into gore and other nasty shit too.
 
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