I like how Alexis kept saying real names and Big Al was like "stop saying real names" basically confirming that those are their names. Like gorl come on how dense are you?
Like we didn't know Jade's real name literally years ago. I remember when Becky said Jade's name on a phone call during a live stream and Amber tried to claim it wasn't actually her name, just an in-joke between them, but she still went off on Becky and chewed her a new asshole.
LOL are people still believing this? Probably about 90% of people on benefits are gaming the fucking system. It’s not always their fault, sometimes they have to. But whatever Colleen got from Uncle Sam was barely enough to cover the outrageous grocery bill, so she was getting help from somewhere or something. This bitch wasn’t surviving on beans and rice to pay the bills, I can tell you that.
Two things can be true at the same time. Colleen might have gotten money for doing feeder fetish work, though of course she couldn't come out and admit it due to fear of losing her benefits, but regardless if she got paid for it or not, it doesn't negate the fact that Emily is still an actual feeder. If they made money- like many artisans, they earned income doing what they loved.
IWhat is she trying to accomplish with all this?
Besides attention, clout and money, she wants-no she needs-to prove that she's right, and she thinks this will somehow make Amber "see the light"and dump Tommy. For someone who claimed to be best friends with Amber, and know her better than anyone, Alex seems to actually understand fuck all about her behavior.
If Amber thinks she's in love, it won't matter how much proof she's shown that the new person is bad for her and that they don't really love or even care about her. It also won't matter if someone points out to her that she's repeating the same mistakes that she made previously, and that she claimed to be just as much in love with Wifey, Destiny, Becky, Valentine/Erica, even with Becky, even though it was as she swears she's in love with Tommy.
Amber lives in the moment, the past is as if it never happened and it doesn't matter how obvious someone else's true motivations or feelings are, if Amber thinks she's in love, she's going to chase that feeling and that person forever, at least until it comes crashing down and they inevitably leave her. Then she'll cry and claim to be broken hearted until the next love of her life shows up three days later.
If Alex really understood Amber she'd realize there's no point in trying to get her to break up with Tommy. Amber is going to be with Tommy as long as Tommy allows it. Alex can either accept that fact and deal with it, or truly cut ties with Amber and move on, because Amber will never, ever change.
BTW, I suppose that sentiment about Colleen being Tommy's one and only true love is that secret thing she said to Amber that Alex thought was so horrible and abusive, but that Amber doesn't think is so bad , even though it upset her initially.
If Tommy did tell Amber that, I would agree that it's not abusive, its truthful and she did her a favor, but like I said, Amber will never accept a truth that doesnt align with her desired narrative. She'll rearrange things in her mind to fit the reality that she wants to believe and will tell herself that Tommy really does love her, truly and deeply, but she's understandably still in mourning over someone she cared about, so of course she's going to say she loved Colleen more than anyone, but she just needs time to heal that's all, but she really, really does love Amber, really really guize.
