Interesting that you mention manic episodes. I can't find the exact video I'm looking for on her Instagram, but she's in a white and black stripey shirt and is talking about 'Gate 58' in human design, and what that is, as far as accessing joy for no particular reason at all, during the time in which Luna had just been diagnosed and was supposed to die soon, according to the doctor.This looks like an extra, extra manic episode. Like she can see the links between all these slides that normies can't.
So many typos, but "a cucumber slimed and chopped" is my favorite. Robyn, please get some real mental help.
Her description of joy, that comes from nowhere in particular, sounds to me kind of like a manic episode. I wonder if her experience of euphoria for no reason might be something that makes her feel she's worthy of being a 'guide' to others, when really that could just be a more fun part of having bipolar disorder. Most people I don't think would feel moments of great joy in the midst of their daughter almost dying. Big shifts mentally, like receiving that news, though, can and often do trigger episodes of bipolar mania.
I feel like I've heard murmurings of ppl here wondering if she could be bipolar, but I'm really only seeing that now after fully exploring her absolutely prolific Instagram and sensing some of her 'spirituality' might be connected to experiences w/ her mood being so high for no reason that she thinks she has spiritual abilities that others lack.