Inactive Audrey E. Hale / Aiden E. Hale - Troon Terrorist

Her raging over not getting freelance artist work is interesting. She was shit at art, no one in their right mind would pay for those autism scribbles. I blame the adults around her for never telling her the truth that art was not a realistic career path. Stop coddling these autists.

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So she's a failed artist mad at an entire religious institution for calling her chicken scratch shit? Is this the origin story of troonie mcpronouns the blue hairdth serial killer or Adolf Hitler? More at 11 folks.
 
Some people just don’t have the IQ to fucking make it. It’s kinda tragic, in a certain sense. Of course some little rabid fuckmonkey would complain she’s being held to the same standards as a full human being. What did she expect? People like this don’t really have anything useful to do in modern society. They should be living out in teepees on the fucking plains.
No, she was failed and coddled. She should've been privately laughed at, forgiven (I mean, for having been a tranny sperg, pre-massacre), given a new lease on life, and put into a job program, but lib culture with its worship of the inner world and weakness doesn't allow for this.

Supposedly she was in love with a black girl on her youth basketball team (like third grade or junior high) who she stalked for years. All accounts the Black chick is a sane and just is playing college ball while studying.

The morning of the shooting she messaged like 5 former middle school friends. The black chick got a love confession.
I'm not up to date on pooner lore but she was in love with several girls. Sydney died young. Paige (is she the P.A.P.?) and Nikki are still alive. One of those is a Christian girl who called her Audrey and the pooner didn't mind, IIRC she got a love confession but it was the regular level of creepiness that the girl didn't take as sexual.
 
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Wondering if she was in the beginning stages of schizophrenia. There's something about the way she writes that's throwing off red flags in my head, it's like it's one step away from word salad.
It sounds like she fell for one of those job scams on Indeed. The whole "fake checks" thing, she probably received some funds, and they told her that she had to cash the check, then had to send some money out (probably via Western Union; sometimes they'll have you buy stuff and send it). But then your bank figures out the check is bad, and claws the money back and you're in the negative while the scammers get to keep the money you sent them. It sucks. Sometimes they'll also tell you that you have to pay for equipment or background checks. There are all kinds of ways fake jobs scam you.

The love life of Audrey Hale summarized.

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Just make an account on Her, faggot. Fuck it's not that hard. There are bearded men on there that pretend to be women named Regina that get it, what is this shit.
 
I sorta agree. However, Audrey has been dreaming of murder since middle school. She was always a pyschotic bitch and was going to destroy others' lives someday regardless of motive.
I don't know that we can say that. Lots of people struggle with lots of things. Maybe I'm just getting old. You say she was dreaming of murder since middle school. I see a kid who was showing issues at a young age. Her parents were probably too uninvolved and let her spend too much time online. School probably didn't care. Either it was too liberal and told her it was a good thing and natural and encouraged the derangement, or it was too conservative and just thought if it threw bible versus at her it would magically fix the problem.

Worse case scenario Audrey Hale was intentionally created by a broken system designed to confuse, demoralize, and destroy people until they don't even feel human anymore.
Best case scenario Audrey Hale was a kid who was crying out for help for years only to be ignored and neglected by the people who could have made a difference.

Either way you want to look at it, its a problem. I'm not trying to say she doesn't deserve everything that happened to her. She made her bed. She has to lay in it same as anyone else. I'm reading these pages and she just sounds completely fucking broken to me, to the point that not a shred of her humanity survived. I just can't help but wander what sort of cancer has to be so evil, and so pervasive that it can completely break a person like this to the point that they're not even really human anymore. Just a scarred, deformed mockery of what they should have been.

There's a saying that when you kill someone, you don't just kill them in that moment. You kill all that they were, all that they are, and all that they'll ever be. Audrey was dead before she loaded her guns and went out that day. The ideas planted in her soul by the fucked up society we're now living in had long since killed the girl she'd been, killed the person she grew into, and destroyed her future forever, as well as the future of her victims.

Like I said, maybe I'm just getting old. I have a hard time hating Audrey Hale despite her horrible crimes. I find it very easy to hate the circumstances of her creation though. She's a symptom of an untreated cancer. There will be more like her.
 
Usually I post when something is done, but for the sake of not wasting multiple people's time doing the same thing:
I am currently transcribing this from page 1 (For the sake of readability, searchability and autism. ) - if anyone else is doing so already, let me know please and I'll restart from a later page and we can collaborate and make a cohesive final transcript with a uniform style. I'll incorporate @Kettle Cooked's page 34 if that's alright.

Godspeed, friend. I'd offer to help more but my attention to detail isn't as good as yours.
 
bro wtf goes wrong in a girl's mind where she:
1) wants to be a boy
2) is super into anal
3) very specifically wants to buttfuck natal brown girls

like this chick is a successful fed experiment to transplant the /pol/tard gene into a woman.
She was a gay teenager and had a crush on a specific black female classmate who was not gay. This type thing generally sorts itself out in most humans. But she got infected by the current year mind virus. Mutilating herself in order to transform into what her crush (who literally went "who?" When told of the shootings) would accept.

And the Psych profession no longer seeks to treat mental ill ess and provide counseling and therapy. And instead is invested in Validating the individuals mental illness in defiance of actual reality. Psyche aleways had a cult like status to it. But in recent years it has gotten literally insane.
 
More stalker-like behavior from Hale. This has more creative effort put into it then nearly everything else in the manifesto.

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"Averianna" refers to Averianna Patton who was on the IT Creswell Middle School girl's basketball team with Audrey years ago. Before the shooting she texted Averianna.

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Is there anyone else making a transcript
Inside cover

D(arkness)

Nature

(Infinity symbol)

P.A.P inside a heart next to it B.A.V. Also in a heart

2/27/95

7/13/95

Everything Hurts



Page 1


WHY DOESMY BRAIN

NOT WORK RIGHT??

CAUSE

WAS

I M BORN

WRONG?!!

Nothing

On Earth can

Save me…

Never-ending Pain.

Religion wont

Save



Page 3

I feel like shit cause

I missed thegymon a Saturday…again

FUCK ME

I guess Im hot

As hear

As

Consistent

As

You…

(Her)



Page 4

ITS ALL A LIE

SCAMMERS

Cheating mfrs

Stay the fuck away from all of em

Pieces of shit

Clever and crafty ithere own stupid way

Ruin lives by emotional stress

Money is filthy when itsstolen

Not earned

Waste ur time

Liers

Red flag shits!

If its too good to betrue, it is scumbags

Make transactions complicated

Copy and paste email conformations usesome elses identity

More than 2 step w/??? money transfers

Asking for money (“e.g)”refunds”

If I pay “200 you pay “100” à negotiation

Using different profile picture than picturesoosts (socials)

Each step in the process i trying to take more $ from you

Use a different email address than the name

Pressure you to give them money

Write fake checks w/ the wrong company name

[fake emails confirming you applied and have an interview but no # of the company to call]

Using google meet chat and not emploryer/company./com

[Shady but complicated things aboutmoney and its should not be comoplicated]

Shady communication

Jobs, job searches, commissions,socials,emailstv contests

Muther

Fuckers

Are

Everywhere

THE INTERNET CAN?? IS A DANGEROUS PLACE
This is all I can do right now this shit is giving me a migraine trying to read it again. I tried to keep to the format of the journal as much as I could.
 
That too, but there’s been a massive push in recent years to normalize anal sex both in porn and pop culture.

It might be because of my raging hatred of fags, but it’s not organic. Partly porn site Jews pushing it to mock Christian groups and partially to normalize the idea of getting shit on your dick.
Pretty sure the owners of most of the big porn sites are muslim.
Not sure what that means in the grand scheme of things, but it might explain all the incest porn.
 
If I were her parents I would've burned the fucking things.
I'd burn them just because she used them to act out her violent rape fantasies. That's some cursed shit.

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God this poor fucking woman. Living with the knowledge that some literal who you played basketball with had you in her thoughts when killing children. I hope she doesn't find out how far the obsessions went.

Or how she could have been a victim if Audrey decided to go the stalker route instead.
 
So she divides people into three groups angels, supremes, and clones.
Supremes, as in the leader of witches in American Horror Story Season 3: Coven? There is a non-zero chance of it being this cringe in origin.
Worse case scenario Audrey Hale was intentionally created by a broken system designed to confuse, demoralize, and destroy people until they don't even feel human anymore.
She could have just been a psychopath, i.e someone born without empathy. Not all psychopaths become killers, but not all psychopaths have bad childhoods either. I'm not convinced anything 'made' Audrey this way, she seems like a narcissistic cunt who only thought about herself and had not a shred of empathy. When she couldn't get what she wanted, she hurt innocent people because that would make her famous.
 
Pretty sure the owners of most of the big porn sites are muslim.
Not sure what that means in the grand scheme of things, but it might explain all the incest porn.
I assume you’re fucking with me, but Porn is largely a Jewish industry. Mind Geek and most other Internet pornography companies are all heavily Jewish.

Wouldn’t surprise me is Saudi’s are investing oddly though.
 
I'm gonna be honest of all the possible motives I could've imagined for her to shoot up an elementary school, "I want to die and go to heaven so God can give me a penis so I can fuck black people in the ass" was not on my radar.
In a way, I'm glad the manifesto is complete shizo gobbledegook. I was worried it contained stuff about crazies/cults/feds grooming shooters, hardcore political shit (e.g. "I did this for trans rights"), or something that might cause more immediate concern.

I'm certainly not trying to defend this scum - I do not possess the faculties necessary to forgive someone who killed innocent children because that person was mad at the world. However, I was expecting it to be much worse because of the delay. If this were some white supremacist neo-Nazi wannabe, the manifesto would have been front-page news for weeks.
 
I'll be honest, the Indian freelance job scam thing makes her sympathetic. I almost fell for one of those things and the swing from "this is the break I've been working toward!" to "the Earth is populated exclusively by lying scum and all of this is pointless" is real. I wonder if that was the straw that broke the camel's toe.
 
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