Im a troon who uses kiwifarms irregularily, usually to lurk in various forums. AMA

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SandyCat said:
This thread reads as attention seeking feel bad for me behavior

Go to a non-pozzed therapist, do what they tell you (assuming its actually helpful things that dont involve chopping your dick off or affirming your gender delusions), put in the work the therapist tells you to do to improve yourself, find actual meaningful things and relationships to fill your life with and you'll no longer feel the need to power level on a gossip site for attention.

And stop taking hrt. Detransition into a femboy instead.

Fucking hell never mind you're too far gone at this point
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to address a few things in your comment, no, im not "seeking attention" from kiwifarms, there are other, far better places to do so. with all due respect to the kiwifarmers, this isnt exactly the kind of place that screams acceptance.


in regards to therapists, i am looking for someone who is neutral, and not biased in their approach. i realized that alot of the therapists i sought before would give similar answers, as if they were all reading things from the same playbook. honestly, i feel like for now, not going to therapy is the best approach to take, atleast for the time being.
 
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SSj_Ness said:
Konosuba is hilarious, others jacking it to Megumin isn't changing that!


Why don't you go to church? Also, who are you voting for?
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i havent gone to church in almost.. 20 years or so? my mom was taking me and my sister growing up, but for reasons i still dont know, we stopped going, and never looked for a new one. in regards to who im voting for, im voting for trump, just as i did in 2016, and 2020 respectively.
 
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Day Walker said:
How old where you when you got unfettered access to the Internet?
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honestly, i was a pretty sheltered child. never really got full internet access until i was 17. my mother had a tight leash on the things i could communicate on, the things i could do on a PC, console access, etc.
 
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SIMIΔN said:
Wouldn't testosterone supplements be able to replace what would have been produced by the testes?
All FF has lost is the ability to become a parent (unless they've frozen sperm).
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Yeahhhh, about that? i was actually rendered infertile due to an accident i got myself involved in when i was 9. it involved a cliff, and a tree. im sure you can guess what happened
 
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Getting your nuts snipped isn't terminal, testosterone replacement therapy exists. Plenty of normal men lose their nuts to cancer or an accident and get on that sweet legal roid supplementation. Can be astoundingly positive for long-term mental health and wellbeing, too. I wouldn't recommend anyone ditch their nuts, but if you are in that position there's a very positive path available to you.

Pep talk aside I do have a question - Where do you stand on the idea that someone can be born in the 'wrong' body, as this notion seems to the be root of the trans nonsense. You are your mind in your body, there's no 'wrong', it simply is. You can feel uncomfortable with your body and especially with the maturity process, most people feel this to at least some degree. But troons seem to fall for a completely incorrect notion that this dysphoria means their body is somehow 'wrong', and that there is some kind of magical 'fix'. Do you actually believe that, or at one time did you?
 
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Fur Faggotry said:
i havent gone to church in almost.. 20 years or so? my mom was taking me and my sister growing up, but for reasons i still dont know, we stopped going, and never looked for a new one. in regards to who im voting for, im voting for trump, just as i did in 2016, and 2020 respectively.
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You're cool, I hope you can find your way out of all this shit.
 
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Cougar Pump said:
Where do you stand on the idea that someone can be born in the 'wrong' body, as this notion seems to the be root of the trans nonsense. You are your mind in your body, there's no 'wrong', it simply is. You can feel uncomfortable with your body and especially with the maturity process, most people feel this to at least some degree. But troons seem to fall for a completely incorrect notion that this dysphoria means their body is somehow 'wrong', and that there is some kind of magical 'fix'. Do you actually believe that, or at one time did you?
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at one time, i did believe that there was a sense of wrongness, with how it was described to me. "gender dysphoria" as i understand it, is basically someone being born in one gender, but not feeling like that gender. the way someone described it to me, was basically in a sweater statement. essentially, they said "Imagine youre trying on different sweaters, and there are too many sweaters that dont quite fit right. then you find a sweater that wasnt found before and its a perfect fit". of course i thought that was insightful as fuck but looking back, its pretty retarded.


im of the mindset that you can do whatever you want to your body, as long as it doesnt directly affect those around you, especially kids. id *really* like to know why so many degenerates use the trans identity and moniker to prey on children and/or animals..
 
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Fur Faggotry said:
Yeahhhh, about that? i was actually rendered infertile due to an accident i got myself involved in when i was 9. it involved a cliff, and a tree. im sure you can guess what happened
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The feelings of wanting to troon out are more understandable.
You were already infertile, already attracted to men, and already low-t.
You had already lost what others would have to sacrifice.

That being said, don't proceed with surgery, you'll open yourself to far more complications giving yourself a wound you have to regularly force open. As to whether to present as male or female, I really don't know. Testosterone would probably improve your mood, but age isn't kind to effeminate gay men on the dating market. you should ask other late-stage desisters for advice.
 
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SIMIΔN said:
Testosterone would probably improve your mood, but age isn't kind to effeminate gay men on the dating market. you should ask other late-stage desisters for advice.
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Is this new slang that I don't know about? I thought they were just called detransitioners.

For the OP: how much do your monthly meds cost? I don't want a hard number just curious if it's 50ish, 500, etc.
 
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Fur Faggotry said:
honestly, its a question i ask myself sometimes. in terms of my dating life, ive never really had success with biological women, especially in high school. i started dating biological males after i graduated, and things just.. kinda went from there.
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Reading through this thread it seems like your life has been nothing but a series of bad decisions that all stemmed from this. Why don't you just stop making poor decisions based off of hopelessness and self-pity?
Fur Faggotry said:
i didnt. maybe some part of me just wanted to cling onto something that gave me some semblance of purpose? im probably delusional, but im too far gone to go back :(
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This is called the sunk costs fallacy. It's something gamblers do. They keep digging themselves deeper because they figure they've already invested too much to just stop. It's never too late to just stop fucking yourself over.
 
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Have you ever questioned the idea that aligning your brain with your body is far simpler and less fraught than aligning your body with your brain?

I'm not convinced that major medical interventions are any more healthy for you (in fact, I firmly believe it's absolutely worse than trying to "correct" what's going on in your brain).

Do you feel physically healthy?
 
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