- Joined
- Jun 3, 2021
this reminded me of this one experience I had that has lived rent free in my head for a decade. A long time ago I clicked on some amateur porn video because the girl was super hot and as the video progressed it became increasingly clear to me these people were literally IN LOVE and it was disturbing to watch. I've seen some crazy shit but that was the only time in my life a porn video straight up made me uncomfortable. I had to turn it off and I just sat there like what the fuck. I don't even know how to describe it. It wasn't like those produced "passionate" pornos or something it straight up felt like watching two people's most intimate moments beyond just the obvious sex part of it.Pour one out for the amateur couple I used to always watch and still sometimes do (she's just not in the mood sometimes, shut up). They nuked their account, most of their stuff seems to be completely gone. Some faggot redditor said they broke up, thats the only info I found. It made me wonder is it illegal to possess or re-upload their content now? Would it fall under revenge porn if one of them reuploaded it independently?
I have no idea if those people kept making content or that was a one off thing but it felt like somebody stole it and uploaded it, not like they recorded it for the purposes of putting online. it was like 10+ years ago so it was on some random sketchy porn site not a more mainstream tube site or something so who knows about it's actual origins but it had a weird ass effect on me at the time and I've never forgot it.
you know when you're young and have you "first real love" or whatever and you both basically worship the ground each other is on and think you're going to die old together? it was like watching people like that have sex. at the time I was much closer to having went through that whole experience in my life than I am now so maybe that's why I was so disturbed but I think even now I'd be like Jesus Christ and have to turn it off. Crazy shit.