Yeah...I think I might have some bad news about that.
"Healing" is a long and boring process that mostly takes place internally, causes changes that show up so gradually that you don't notice them at first, and ideally results in the ability to make at least one post without referencing how great your partner is (NOTE: referencing how pathetic your now ex-partner was is only an improvement if it's both accurate
and stays up for more than 48 consecutive hours). That's especially true if your partner is an unusually prolific lolcow whose teets are large enough for an entire subcommunity of kiwis to suckle upon, but if you're able to idealize Nick Rekieta, then it's probably better to start with baby steps. That Bandaid's gonna hurt coming off.
"Transient euphoria", on the other hand, is a dysregulated emotional state that results from your brain's reward system leaking dopamine like a broken faucet. It's nice, sure, at least until you realize that you're literally unable to restrain your word vomit and have convinced literally everyone that you're abusing Vyvanse, but it's not the same as "healing".
If the world seems more beautiful than it ever has, you probably need to look around you to decide which of those two you're experiencing. Could your beautiful surroundings be described, objectively, as a crack house? Is your prince charming a washed-up YouTube influencer? Is scrotal penetration the only way he can make himself feel something after years of burning a hole in his septum with piles of Colombian Bam-Bam? If you answered yes to any of those questions, then you already know deep down in your heart which one it is.