I know there are theories abound at what sent Nick over the deep end but I've been thinking about something and it kinda ties Nick's self destructive behavior together pretty well.
The poster (I think some people believe is Faran Balanced) put together his fall from grace tracking spreadsheet. I think they picked the "worst day ever" for a reason and I'll get back to that.
I think Nick's worst day ever was Kayla cheating on him (in some way if not by sex maybe flirting) and him finding out.
The psychological result of this:
- Kayla is willing to accept abuse and punishment.
- Nick feels trapped and resentful with the kids, hates god and his parents for controlling his life.
- Nick turns to drugs and drinking and is a total mess.
- For "revenge" and in lieu of breaking up, he forces Kayla into numerous disgusting sexual situations like hedonism and polycules.
- Kayla will accept anything, even another woman moving in with them.
- Nick cries on any female youtubers shoulders that is remotely f-able and tries to use their pity for sex, Anna TSWG, Nina Infinity, Melonie Mac you name it. They use him for clicks he uses them for tits. I think Anna served up April to him.
- My bet is prior to the polycule Nick used pity by crying to April how he was cheated on to forge the relationship and plan a swap.
- April's comment about not cheating makes sense.
- Kayla's comment in the court about "we did this" accepting blame makes more sense
Last but not least Aaron had noted that Faran was hit on by Nick. I think every chick was hit on by Nick on youtube and I bet he whined he was cheated on as a line to hook them. If faran knew this it explains why she used that day for the downfall.
Nick being cheated on, turning on god and the church and complaining there is much more to the story explains a lot. Except Nick, instead of forgiving or leaving her, tortured Kayla and destroyed his own life becoming the bad guy so no info will change those facts.
From October 12. Not shocked this is where it ended up, too much adds up. Kayla being willing to be a punching bag, Nick "sticking it out" but being allowed to cheat. Nick still "being in the right" April's attitude about "poor Nick".
At the time people had said, "you don't know the lore, Kayla was always an exhibitionist slut" thing is there is a difference between being a cock tease and a cocksucking whore. After recent spergs around "nerds" I will revise a little on the above about Nick's psyche and their relationship.
So Nick was a virgin, dork, nerd who got the hot slut with his families money. She was likely run through. He reveled in being the nerd with the "hot girlfriend" while fingering his warhammer toys and watching people like EVS drool on her. I bet he liked to have people drool over her and her flirt. It made him feel like he had something valuable. Then the day came when he found out she was actually fucking a neighbor. So yes, he liked her being exhibitionist to make him feel desired but his ego was utterly demolished when she sealed the deal and all of this abuse is about him getting every dark wish he ever wanted.
So little richboy nerd, forced to marry early by his religious family to keep the trust fund, now feels betrayed by everything, his family that "forced him" to get married early, marriage itself, god (his hate of god) because of his family. He now becomes anti-everything. He wants revenge on god, family all he was told to love and feels he was forced to miss out on the "good shit" of swinging because of. It never occurred to him he could have just got a job, never had to rely on a trust fund and lived however the fuck he wanted. But dumbshit lazy fuckhead Nick can't ever take responsibility for his own life. Genius that he is.
I also guarantee every internet slut from Nina Infinity to that star wars whore all heard this story ad nauseam but April was the only whore dumb enough to spread her legs for him (in real life anyway, I bet these whores cammed for him to get on his show and obviously he feels he is owed by people he lifts, Weinstein style, he knows how much its worth and wants these hos to pay up).
In the end Nick's ego has been demolished by Kayla and now Aaron, he will stop at nothing to get "even" and the more he tries the dumber he gets and the more laws he breaks. In his zeal to get revenge on his wife he turned her into the joke of the internet and Aarons cum bucket.
Only April wasn't the mother of his kids and he moved on and Nick will FOREVER be tied to the mom of his five kids, even if he is divorced the mother of his children will always be turned into a CUM GUZZLING WHORE because he was too small a man to forgive her. His kids will read this and know he prostituted his wife just to get revenge on her and in doing so made her ruined trash, true human shit and he himself is now below her, the most pathetic, cucked, miserable fucking loser idiot to roam youtube. A "lawyer" so dumb he can't even outsmart fucking Aaron.
April is pure filth homewrecking ghetto whore and a moron herself but she can always find a sucker who isn't online, dye her hair and move to the south.
