I hate knowing i’ll never be normal or seen and be treated like a normal person. I hate that i cant live my life like any other woman People look at me, Stare at me, Laugh behind my back, They call me names and point at me.
I feel like an absolute joke, i shouldn’t even be calling myself a girl, or even a trans girl, i’m too much of a man to be called that, all i do is give a bad look to the community.
Whenever I’m included in womens spaces, it’s not the norm, it’s a favour: “you’re not a girl, be greatful we’re treating you as one” A cis woman will set the standards for what a woman is, but a trans woman? Oh no she’s not allowed to do that, she is trans.
The standards are set and decided by cis men and cis women, the superior beings. We, are meerly followers, follow their standards, be seen as your preferred gender!! But ita all a facade, they will never see you as the real you.
Cis people are scared about trans people being in their places, not realizing they’re the wolves ready to attack the sheep.
Trans spaces exist because cis people don’t understand us, they don’t want us, they hate us We can’t laugh at their faces, they’re the ones with power, we are too few to be anything but defenseless. Cis people who “want to help” do not exist, they can’t help, or want to help: “lets find a compromise between your human rights and my feelings, seems fair right?”. They just want to make you FEEL like they are trying to help. They aren’t.
Trans people are not safe either sometimes. Sometimes trans people are slaves to cis people wants and needs, and will do anything in their power to defend them despite the truth being obvious: “look, look!! I’m not like them!! I’m not on their side i’m on a YOURS, please accept me as a human being and let me live as one!!”
They say “its not all” but its always them.
