Plagued Ruben Sim Derangement Syndrome - Because it's definitely a good look to attack a guy who takes down pedophiles.

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Holy fuck I refuse to believe that meltdown was actually real. It sounds like a fucking copypasta. I think one of my favorite parts is "loser version of hitler" and "*Deep breath in... and out...*" And of course, they're a furry. Anyways here's their about.
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Apparently they got Ruben shadowbanned for everyone with their ISP. However, I literally have never heard the ability for an ISP to shadowban YouTube channels. I don't know if this is a special case or they're just plain lying.
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This feels like a parasocial relationship. Ruben doesn't know about this person, yet this person is screaming to the abyss that Ruben must be pissed that an ISP blocked his channel, in a country where Ruben doesn't get much views from in general.
Speaking of shadow bans and YouTube. @Ruben Sim maybe you should make your own website and post all of your videos there and use Google Ads to get revenue there, and post all of your videos on third party sites like Rumble for example. Maybe use other ways that your fans can donate like Ko-Fi, Crypto, Master Card, VISA and more.

I'm saying this because last time furries and trannies tried to get YouTube to ban your account. So its nice to have back-ups in case your YouTube channel gets deleted. It may sound extreme but it could be worth it in the long run.
 
Speaking of shadow bans and YouTube. @Ruben Sim maybe you should make your own website and post all of your videos there and use Google Ads to get revenue there, and post all of your videos on third party sites like Rumble for example. Maybe use other ways that your fans can donate like Ko-Fi, Crypto, Master Card, VISA and more.
I'd be up for that. iirc he uploads bascially all of his videos to BitChute and to a lesser extent, Odysee. I'm also up for other forms of payment since I dislike Patreon's form of payment mainly being monthly subscriptions.

I think the issue for keeping a website around is cost. Yes technically you can get away with having a website for free by using GitHub pages with something like Catbox to hold the videos, but it's not foolproof. Plus stuff like DDOSing could happen if he did host it himself.
 
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SIDE NOTE: Back in June of 2024 I interacted with this hyper clingy inbred (parents&grandparents were literally cousins) Palestinian woman on a Meditation Discord server who turned out to be (i later found out) a mentally retarded child predator on Roblox who somehow hasn't been banned from that game despite her absolute zero self-awareness and the fact she shows off screenshots of all the shady stuff she was doing with underage kids.
I've always said there's no shortage of people who dislike me, but it takes a special type of person to truly hate me.
 
I've always said there's no shortage of people who dislike me, but it takes a special type of person to truly hate me.
I don't think she's one of your haters (not sure how aware she is of you), but I could write an entire novel about the aforementioned Palestinian woman who was a Roblox / Discord child predator, because I spent months in 2024 learning as much as I could about her, which culminated in me putting a (hopefully permanent) stop to her deeds. Had no clue about Roblox or its massive pedo problem beforehand, but my opinion of the game is severely colored by her. I certainly will never recommend that game to anyone and I'd recommend any parents prevent their kid from playing that game (and from using Discord), because somehow she was NEVER banned from either platform! Which is why I took matters into my own hands, though I won't share the full story.

However, despite me refusing to share the full story (it's really long and involves a lot of personal details), here are *some* interesting pieces of info off the top of my head...

She was absolutely unreal. I had no idea ANY woman on the internet could behave the way she did. Her IQ was definitely somewhere in the low 80s, and if she was just a tiny bit dumber, she would literally be *too* dumb to use the internet, which makes her pretty close to the literal dumbest person on the internet. You can only fit that criteria by hitting the sweet spot of "dumber than everyone else online, but still not dumb enough to be unable to use a web browser"

An anecdote that'll tell you a lot about her, is that back around 2020 she was obsessively stalking this underage kid (she was 19 at the time), who exploited her stupidity: she would willingly give her passwords out to any male stranger who easily persuaded her by being a tiny bit affectionate. After the underage kid used that to screw with her Roblox accounts, and after his friend group added her to the Discord group chat they were in, to entertain themselves by showing her how she was "hacked".... she made a video with a title that was something like 'evidence of hacking'.

The video, like many of her other vids, merely consisted of her scrolling through the aforementioned Discord group chat where the friend group was collaborating on. Multiple YouTube videos on her now-deleted channel often involved silently scrolling (with sad, woe-is-me music in the background) through group chats and private chats, presumably posted to signal how much of a poor downtrodden bullied victim she is, while being totally unaware that anyone watching would get the impression that she is someone with genuinely "pedophilic propensities." I'm not kidding...she was so lacking in awareness that she would post videos of chats where the desired effect was "feel sorry for me" but the actual effect was that they would BLATANTLY indicate she's a predator.

In the aforementioned video, one of the friends of the underage kid mentioned that she shared her one of her passwords with him...which was her mom's phone number.

Side Note: Again, as mentioned before, she made that video to complain and portray herself as a victim for sympathy; her entire YouTube channel was chock full of...well, I don't even know how to describe it? Morbidly fascinating 'content' in the "Found Footage" sort of way? Let's just say she really might have become more infamous than Chris Chan someday, but I probably nipped that in the bud for her own good and everyone else's own good.

Anyway, four years later, she interacted with me for the first time. Long story short, after I decided she needed to be driven off of Discord because I discovered that she was doing a lot of..."illegal and illicit activity" on that platform (I'm phrasing it that way because the full truth is a lot grosser), I used the fact that one of her Discord passwords was her mom's phone number--keep in mind that she was literally still using that as her password, despite the fact she already had accounts taken down years before 2024, from the fact she handed her passwords out so easily. I should also clarify that I discovered the aforementioned Discord password from the same *publicly available* YouTube video I talked about in the preceding paragraphs.

Final Result: she was driven off of Discord and... thanks to further moves I made, intimidated out of preying on anyone anywhere on the Internet. For the sake of making sure the situation stays that way, I won't reveal any of her online aliases. Highly doubt she'll ever accidentally stumble upon this thread. Even if she did, she possibly wouldn't even realize that this post is about her.

I'm omitting a lot of details for the sake of saving time and for the sake of making sure no one can ruin the work I did by telling her what I did. There are *many more* morbidly fascinating lolcow stories I could tell about her. I am not exaggerating when I say she is worse than Chris Chan and worse than many other people who are talked about on this website. Some of the things I included in this post may raise more questions than they answer, so if anyone here is curious about anything I may have left out, feel free to message me.

I guess one thing I learned from all this is that even if a child predator is extremely stupid and lacking in any form of social awareness, Roblox and Discord are so shitty at moderating that those types of people persist on those platforms for YEARS without getting banned.

Her YouTube was taken down because of some psy-ops I did. Anyway this post needs editing for grammar, structure, etc. I'll do that later.


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edit: to give any readers of this post some hints as to how... 'morbidly fascinating' in a lolcow esque way she is, here are some screenshots of her antics

context for these 3 screenshots: these are from her now-deleted YouTube channel. Video dates back to around 2019. There was someone at the time who was exposing her for obsessively harassing underage children. What's particularly hilarious about the vid was the absolutely shoddy editing, because in the middle of the video, as you can see in the second screenshot, the camera view suddenly zooms in with zero explanation such that ~20% of the words aren't even visible to the viewer - there are some other things she said in the video, but even if I showed you those other parts, you wouldn't have been able to discern what she was trying to say because of the sudden zoom-in that obscured ~20% of the words. There are so many layers to the vid that she should be grateful I chased her off the Internet before she could become infamous. Notice how it got only 31 views in 5 years.
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I submitted some of the screenshots to Claude AI , which hilariously roasted it

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screenshot of some of the thumbnails/video titles from her now-deleted youtube channel
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screenshot of one of her discord messages in one of her now-deleted discord servers; I didn't bother whiting out the username because you can't actually trace the actual profile through 'Sagittarius', as its the display-name rather than the actual 'base name'. And yeah, this screenshot really says a lot about her character.
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screenshots of discord messages from one of her other now-deleted discord servers:

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screenshot from her now-deleted youtube channel, where she shows off some Roblox house as if it was some magnificent thing, like one of those MTV shows where a rich kid flexes their mansion. She casually mentions "I'll STALK for ever" when she walks by a Roblox 'mural' on one of her Roblox house's walls of the Roblox avatar of the underage kid she was obsessively harassing at the time.
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screenshots of some of the emails she'd send people; here she's referring to some underage kid she was stalking, whose friends helped him evade getting stalked, by showing her screenshots of him texting them threats and then later telling them that he was going to go to jail for threatening them. That was the fake backstory so that she would stop trying to message him, but he didn't want to hurt her feelings by telling her the truth of why he stopped messaging her.

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^she would often threaten to stalk people if they pissed her off, and openly boasted about how she 'stalked' boys in the past, and would refer to what she did in the past to threaten anyone who'd cross her

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^ this is a picture of her venting to some other guy because an underage boy didn't respond to her in a day and a half (literally...the kid was someone who would respond to her VERY quickly. The kid had a much faster reply speed than most people in this day and age, he would patiently try to emotionally support her out of the kindness of his heart despite her completely uncharismatic sex pest antics...and just because he hadn't replied in ~36 hours at some point, she started talking about him in this way, and then showed off the screenshot of this to other people while apparently having zero clue how bad it made her look)

the following is a thumbnail from one of her videos, presumably made because she was enraged about a breakup that was the 'fault' of one of her female friends. The aforementioned female friend was someone who patiently and kindly supported her for years, who merely told her ex-boyfriend (the only one she ever had who wasn't underage), that she was getting sexual with other guys on the side, some of whom were underage. The thing is, the breakup had *already happened* by the time the female friend informed her ex-boyfriend, so it wasn't even the female friend's fault, nor was it the female friend's fault that the subject of this post was sexually harassing underage kids.

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I'm not even sure what "doubt my dreams before I've had my own personality" means. I do know she wanted to become a famous DJ, and thought that making music through this Roblox music feature called 'SPLASH' would make her become famous; in fact, I saw a message from her on Discord to some other people, dated from 2020, where she said something along the lines of "when i bcum femus DJ i could get my fans to do anything i i want lik i could ask em to give me the address of {{insert username of the underage kid she was stalking at the time}} and my fans would give it to me". She was so lacking in any awareness of how the real world worked that she not only thought she would become a famous DJ through SPLASH (which I guess is like thinking you'll become a famous guitar player through Guitar Hero), but that her inevitable fans would just mindlessly follow her every command and easily locate the real-life-address of some random kid from Roblox, just because she'd provide them with his Roblox username.

Oh and she'd make shitty looking strip clubs and sex dungeons on Roblox. There were also screenshots of her Roblox character being in bed with the Roblox character of some underage kid she was grooming at the time. And there was a video of her in early 2020, advertising a future "Roblox wedding" that was going to happen later that year on her birthday, and in the comments section there were multiple people pointing out that the user she was saying she was going to marry was underage. And one of the comments said "looks like he left you ;( " because apparently the underage kid ghosted her (lol).

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I'm sure most of you are perplexed at her horrific English. It turns out English is her only language despite her being a Palestinian who lives in the Middle East. She is literally so stupid she wasn't able to pick up the Arabic the rest of her family knows. Her bad English spelling and grammar is due to her mental disabilities (plural!) rather than her foreign background. Her parents and grandparents were cousins with each other. I talked to someone who knew her in high school, who revealed that she would randomly go up to students and tell them (unprompted) that her parents were cousins. Apparently she would also drool on herself in class.

She has a typing speed of around 10 words per minute (likely due to cerebral palsy). She routinely misspells basic words -- e.g. "inportent" rather than "important", "perents" rather than "parents." In fact if autocorrect wasn't on her device, she'd misspell almost every single word she types. If you see any correctly spelled words in the above screenshots, it's because of autocorrect, and for some reason she is so unconsciously insistent at being bad at spelling that her devices' autocomplete-suggestions has misspellings of basic words, which was apparent in some of the videos I've seen of her typing (e.g. 'loveing' would be an autocomplete suggestion). Sometimes she'll spell a word correctly and then add a misspelling of the same word right after (e.g. "im ganna kale ur fuckeing parents perents" , "heers wat im gonna ganna do u sun of bitch, your accounts ganna be reported reparatid" , "THIS THIS DUDE IS LITERALLY IN TEARS TIERS").

Her mind is also so broken that aside from violating the English language, she would violate obvious logic, saying things like "IF YALL bitchs kent even unrstand why i iam not a fuckeing pedo thann why the fuck would yall tell people im a pedo because i am a pedo. YA I AM A FUCKING PEDO BITCH SO STOP CALLING ME THAT". Perhaps it was due to her bad English which would sometimes make her forget to include a 'not', which would make her say things like "im ganna shot my mouh" rather than "I'm not going to shut my mouth." But even beyond that, she would write sentences that still wouldn't even make any sense even if you corrected everything about the grammar and spelling. For instance, she would tell a group chat "no im thanken that y'all didnt hack my fuckeing accounts because yall would admit because yall bitches ganna hide", which presumably translates to "Now I'm thinking that none of you hacked my accounts, because if any of you hacked my accounts, you all would admit it due to the fact that you all are cowards who want to hide."


While sexually harassing underage boys, they often would view her behavior as more comedic than intimidating because of her obvious retardation and utterly atrocious English. But somehow Roblox and Discord never actually banned her, which...again, is why I took matters into my own hands.
 
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I think the issue for keeping a website around is cost.
I think it wouldn’t be too hard. Null made a tier list of Internet services some that he still uses. Plus it’s not like he’s running a huge forum, he’s simply uploading his videos, so cost may be low. The only issue I guess would be server storage.
 
Her IQ was definitely somewhere in the low 80s
She has a typing speed of around 10 words per minute
Low 80s is an incredibly generous stretch for someone who can supposedly only type ten words per minute. I'd gauge it's more in the range of the lower 70s to upper 60s. Normally this would be the moment I'd make some quippy remark on McNamara's morons, but that would be insulting to McNamara's morons despite the definitive retardation of McNamara's morons.
 
Low 80s is an incredibly generous stretch for someone who can supposedly only type ten words per minute. I'd gauge it's more in the range of the lower 70s to upper 60s. Normally this would be the moment I'd make some quippy remark on McNamara's morons, but that would be insulting to McNamara's morons despite the definitive retardation of McNamara's morons.
10 words per minute is just something I said off the top of my head. Her typing speed is artificially increased a bit due to autocomplete, but I've seen videos of her where she types in Roblox and it's really slow. But yeah, maybe her IQ is upper 60s / lower 70s. If she had an IQ just a tiny bit lower, I'm pretty sure she wouldn't be able to use electronic devices.
 
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Self censoring oneself on a fucking YouTube comment of all things must be the most pathetic and retarded thing ever, I wish every single one of those faggots to burn alive for ruining the modern discourse.
Jesus Christ I'm MATI.
Can't blame them if it means getting by kiketube's faggot censorbot problem, but something tells me he really is that much of a niggercattle programmed by (((community managers))).
 
Self censoring oneself on a fucking YouTube comment of all things must be the most pathetic and retarded thing ever, I wish every single one of those faggots to burn alive for ruining the modern discourse.
Jesus Christ I'm MATI.
Happens to the best of us. I assume they self censored because YouTube has a habit of shadowbanning people's comments if they swear too much or be a meanie. I'm more pissed at YouTube for trying to sanitize online discourse.
 
You know, for the sake of ensuring she never goes after any kids on the internet ever again, I'm going to reveal her multiple online aliases across multiple platforms which include (but aren't limited to): HillaryShea, DJ 747 SPLASH, marwcandylove, Roblox Marwcandylove, catloverwaffles, EmilyMadison, iiiMissGalaxySPLASH, meowa, Salvia divinorum, Sagittarius, empath, blitzo

note that her current Discord usernames include, but aren't limited to: HillaryShea, catloverwaffles, Salvia divinorum, empath, Sagittarius, DJ 747 SPLASH, dj747splash

She technically still is on Discord, but is so afraid of being outed as a pedo once more that she uses the platform less these days. HOWEVER, I included the aforementioned Discord usernames so that she won't ever use that platform for child predation ever again.

For the sake of ensuring that her deeds are attached to her name in perpetuity, her name is Marwa Asfour. Born December 20, 2000. Lives in Kuwait, sometimes spends time in Jordan and Egypt. Comes from a somewhat wealthy Palestinian family. Her older brother apparently is romantically interested in a 12 year old girl (pedophilia runs in the family) and is a heroin addict, which is probably more-than-merely-illegal in Kuwait.

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(there are more, but too many to list; she has tons of different aliases)

I was mistaken in my earlier post. Turns out she deleted most videos on her HillaryShea youtube channel because she probably realized how much of a pedo they made her look, which took YEARS for her to figure out. But the channel is still available. Also - she kept almost all videos on her DJ 747 SPLASH channel up.


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here are some thumbnails and video titles from her DJ 747 SPLASH channel. Each song was made through the 'SPLASH' feature on Roblox. Also, the roblox avatar in that vid "The stalker you'll never get away from" is one of the aforementioned underage kids (who was 11 years old at the time the vid was made) who she obsessively stalked. The person on the right-hand-side in the thumbnail is her. Yes, she LITERALLY made a song with that thumbnail pic, openly boasting about being a "stalker" who the 11 year old kid would "never get away from." You can't make this shit up!


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The stalker that you'll never get away from​


^at least she spelled all the words right in this title...but come on! why would you make a video like that, and literally construct a thumbnail pic with devil horns on yourself, with the roblox avatar of the 11 year old kid on the left...WHY? Unless of course you're legitimately retarded.

There is this guy who is retardedly in love with her named Javier Marrero Carrera who apparently told her to put the video on private, but she refused to do so, so it's still up.

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pic related is the guy who is apparently in love with her and supposedly wants to marry her (probably a predator himself?). Last we heard, he lives in Cairo, Egypt and might be wanted by the police. He tried to advise her to private that vid titled "The stalker you'll never get away from" because it obviously makes her look like a psychotic pedophile, but she was so proud of her music and being a 'content creator' that she refused. Video has been up for YEARS.


Here are more examples of her posts, just in case you want more of her atrocious English

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this is what you get when you search up her old alias marwcandylove on twitter


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this is her old twitter account

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here is one of her more current twitter accounts
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^context for this one was that she was harassing users who were exposing her pedo behavior online. "XLRedos" was the 11 year old kid she was obsessively stalking who was the subject of that vid "The stalker that you'll never get away from"

also, here is an unlisted youtube video from her 22nd birthday that shows you how she behaves to a long time female friend who patiently emotionally supported her for years and a boyfriend who was very patient with her for many months, longer than anyone else would tolerate. She would share this video around with random strangers on Discord to highlight how much of a persecuted backstabbed victim she is, despite how the video makes her look COMPLETELY UNSYMPATHETIC.








the above twitter link is a video she posted of a new haircut; in the vid you can see traits of what is likely to be cerebral palsy. She has a facial twitch in the vid. Also, when you take into consideration her extremely slow typing speed and low IQ and the fact that all she can do in the gym is walk around, she likely has cerebral palsy. Though all she says she has is "slow processing speed" (in reality it's way more than just that, she has been confirmed to have literally drooled on herself in high school and grabbed a male student's penis in high school; she was bullied in high school for being a literal sped, but despite being a sped her parents would let her have unsupervised access to the Internet because I guess it relieved pressure off of them to have her be so distracted by it).

She also made another song with the same thumbnail as the "the stalker u'll never get away from" video.


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she was advised to put this one on private as well, because it was about the same 11 year old kid she was psychotically harassing, but she insisted on keeping it up (for over 4 years now) because of how proud she was over being a "content creator" and "songwriter" and eventual "famous DJ".

In fact, she related an anecdote once about how her family scolds her for being 'lazy' and "always being on the phone all the time." She said that when her family tells her that she should stop being so lazy and should get off her phone/tablet, she replies with "COME ON LIKE BRUH! IM A CONTENT CREATOR!!!!"

meanwhile, the "content" she "creates"

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RIt's a curse if you hate Ruben Sim so much you are actually 100x worse than the actions he did.

Worse, they are actually 100x worse than anything he accuses them of being.

If you're not a shameless degenerate who spreads filth around in kiddie games like Roblox, you've got no reason to hate or fear Ruben Sim.
 
@Ruben Sim can I direct message you on here? I am looking into building a discord infrastructure similar to yours and need pointers, it's focused mainly for discord channels/reddit as opposed to roblox&moderation.

A recent event involved a furry of the now popular webfishing game basically wiping their entire server full of evidence and I do not want it to happen again. There are tens of thousands of boykisser, ERP, roblox, furry and webfishing servers I'd like to permanently archive for evidence.
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If you are busy, please point me to somebody who I can discuss this topic with.

The closest thing to something like this is you (modsfordummies) and @spy.pet.

If neither are options and you haven't got the time, then that's fair and I wish you well. Cheers.

The follow is not for stalking but for enabling DMs since I set it up for people I follow only.

Edit: users proficient in JS (bots), Rust, C# and basic discord server functionality who'd like to volunteer, write on my wall and I will follow you to enable DMs.
 
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