In the overwatch Esports community, we have a tournament series Titled "Calling all heroes". Which has a Cumulative Prize pool of 140k. The tournament is meant to promote the visibility of underrepresented players in esports based on gender, so in theory women are supposed to be ones playing.

interestingly the tournament is almost always won by teams that have only biological males or maybe 1 female player. The last challengers Minor was won by a team of all biological male players.
Of YFP and NTMR the 1st and 2nd placed teams out of all of their players only 1 is female. The rest are all transgender or "nonbinary".

Everybody who was on the team that won the championship were all male players, and not a single one was female.

Eskay is a transgender twitch streamer who promoted the team and how they show that "girls can do it too". Even though they're no women on the team.
Just go on grindr. How autistic are you? I'm not even gay and even I know that.
I'm bad with talking to other people in person and I'm not attractive or charismatic so I fear people wouldn't like my and body or my personality.
Absolutely fascinating stuff, keep telling us everything. What gay websites are you researching?
Mostly grindr and reddit, I've heard of dating apps, but I considered how people do sex anonymously since I don't like how my body looks. I've realized though that anonymous sex is pretty dirty with weird people doing it, so I'll try to maybe start a relationship with someone.
When did you figure out you were gay?
Since I was a child people around me always said I was weird and would say that I act feminine. I disagree with this as I believe myself to be masculine but just in a unique way, but all the men I know would say things like how I was unmanly. I got older and was allowed on the internet and got in contact with people in the 2 games I liked which was overwatch and FF14 then I became friends with transgender people in these communities then afterwards I believed that I was maybe transgender due to how I acted very "feminine" until some other people on the internet explained how bullshit transgender beliefs are. Then I realize I'm probably just gay due to how similar I am to other gay men and how I'm not attracted to women. I was raised by extremely religious parents closed off from the world for most of my life except for gaming until I was almost an adult so I'm learning about socializing, sex and hookups.