Trainwreck Pixyteri / Sarah Guilbeaux / Ashton Winters - Glorious Nippon Cosplayer and Stomach Penis Pooner, she's peein' and poopin' the bed, mother is equally crazy

[Meowzers]

She's reposting cheap low-rent softcore. Looks like it's a promotional pic for some website.

Spoiler: Censored and not that racy. Just cheap

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I don't believe for one minute that Pixy finds these busted looking bitches hot. This is just a sad attempt to post something she thinks a straight male would post. Now everyone can see how straight and male and sporting a stomach penis she is and can never misgender her again. Good grief.

i took a peep at that facebook group and it's an amateur BDSM group. selling dog tail butt plugs, spanking with paddles, girls being bound to a rack and flogged and all that. these bitches look busted because let's be real, most girls into BDSM that share it freely on the internet are mid. you're not gonna see a sexy pornstar baddie posting this stuff for free.

what's interesting is that it's focused in the sadist and masochist parts of BDSM, and shares inspiring things such as...



so she's still on that whole women are masochists, men are sadists thing. i don't think she gets sexual gratification from hurting women, or from women in general. tbh, i think if she was given a strap and a flog and was faced with a naked kairi cosplayer tied to a rack, she would have a panic attack. but does she want to hurt women non-sexually? like, just for fun? who knows this straight sadist man arc makes me uncomfortable, gorls.

 

[Vampirella]

so she's still on that whole women are masochists, men are sadists thing. i don't think she gets sexual gratification from hurting women, or from women in general. tbh, i think if she was given a strap and a flog and was faced with a naked kairi cosplayer tied to a rack, she would have a panic attack. but does she want to hurt women non-sexually? like, just for fun? who knows this straight sadist man arc makes me uncomfortable, gorls.

A dark theory I have is she sees other women at her age that have families while she's still living with her parents without a job and she's mad and jealous. So she expresses her jealousy like this. I hope I'm wrong because that's a scary thought. I'd say she wouldn't do anything but people thought Chris Chan was harmless too.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

She's reposting cheap low-rent softcore. Looks like it's a promotional pic for some website.

Spoiler: Censored and not that racy. Just cheap

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I don't believe for one minute that Pixy finds these busted looking bitches hot. This is just a sad attempt to post something she thinks a straight male would post. Now everyone can see how straight and male and sporting a stomach penis she is and can never misgender her again. Good grief.

I bet she chose this due to all her pooping poses and wants to say, "see! These girls look like they're pooping and they're sexy so I was right!" or something along those lines.

My only real concern, other than they look like meth whores, is "exquisite pain toys". I honestly don't get the appeal or why Pixy would be into that.

A dark theory I have is she sees other women at her age that have families while she's still living with her parents without a job and she's mad and jealous. So she expresses her jealousy like this. I hope I'm wrong because that's a scary thought. I'd say she wouldn't do anything but people thought Chris Chan was harmless too.

That's probably closer to the truth. It's not that she's into pain and BDSM but she's angry that these girls can seemingly get guys but she's incapable of that.

 

[Dysnomia]

A dark theory I have is she sees other women at her age that have families while she's still living with her parents without a job and she's mad and jealous. So she expresses her jealousy like this. I hope I'm wrong because that's a scary thought. I'd say she wouldn't do anything but people thought Chris Chan was harmless too.

She always whining about how she wants love and why can't her dreams come true. All the while never seeing that her self sabotaging ways and terrible personality are the problem.

I don't think she's going to have any luck with women and she'd probably scare them. Her "flirting" went nowhere and she probably creeped some poor lady out. I'm thinking that she acts like a bad male stereotype or her past scumbag hole fillers because she thinks that's how men are. It's URGENT!

Well that and constantly crying about her ouchies, how old and fat she is and people being mean to her. So manry.

I hope that she just stays all bark and no bite. But maybe we can't write off her pushing her dad as a one time thing anymore. The last tard rage just took out a cheap cosplay prop. The next victim might be able to dial 911.

That's probably closer to the truth. It's not that she's into pain and BDSM but she's angry that these girls can seemingly get guys but she's incapable of that.

Back before the gender LARP the only way she could get guys was by being the town bike. Now she can't even do that. The jelly is overflowing. She may even think "These girls are filthy whores and will take my strap-on". Yeah. Not without $20 and some meth.

 

[Phouquehead]

but does she want to hurt women non-sexually? like, just for fun?

Probably. It's so painfully obvious that her being trans and her fluctuating "orientation" is all a reaction to how she's treated (or how she perceives to be treated). At first she thought she was turning into some kind of hermaphrodite and was suddenly repulsed by sex because she was hurt so badly by (or caught something from) her last FWB. Eventually she came out as trans, said she's not a woman, but it took several years for her to say she's a man and even longer for her to pick a new name. Then she goes back and forth between being "straight" and "gay" because nobody wants her now that she's old (and unhygienic and insufferable) but she's lonely, celibate and unable to provide for herself, boohoo. I guess the awkward summer date she doesn't want to talk about was a man or some flavor of troon who didn't offer to let her move in with him on the first date, and it turned her off from anyone male/masculine. Now she thinks a real and feminine woman will be nicer (aka a complete pushover) and let big daddy Ashton dominate her. Plus Ashton can take out years of pent up vengeance against all those mean, jealous bitches who wouldn't let Sarah shine back then and are now raising healthy families they don't deserve. She's in for a rude awakening if she's trying to flirt with women in inappropriate spaces and making references to BDSM to them right off the bat.

I really hope we're reading too far into her strange repost of fetish content. Maybe she knew something that sexual would get more attention than her usual munchie bullshit. But she's probably not lucid enough at this point to stir shit up like that.

Meanwhile, I still wonder if the """troll""" that made her freak out at the art walk was someone she knew from back then and just seeing them sent her over the edge. There was no misgendering as they didn't even interact with her. That person simply knew her before she trooned out, therefore they're a bigot and should be arrested for their forbidden knowledge, which is a hate crime in Ashtonland right along with reading minds.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

Back before the gender LARP the only way she could get guys was by being the town bike. Now she can't even do that. The jelly is overflowing. She may even think "These girls are filthy whores and will take my strap-on". Yeah. Not without $20 and some meth.

Or when her stomach penis finally breaks through and is revealed she'll be able to fuck them all with her new totally real and not fake at all manly penis.

No woman would be able to resist her then. Or so she thinks but we all know the truth. It's not that she likes girls it's that she hates being one and wants to somehow take out her revenge on herself by fucking another woman.

 

[Dysnomia]

Or when her stomach penis finally breaks through and is revealed she'll be able to fuck them all with her new totally real and not fake at all manly penis.

No woman would be able to resist her then. Or so she thinks but we all know the truth. It's not that she likes girls it's that she hates being one and wants to somehow take out her revenge on herself by fucking another woman.

It's a damn near seven incher and it's URGENT!

I guess the awkward summer date she doesn't want to talk about was a man or some flavor of troon who didn't offer to let her move in with him on the first date, and it turned her off from anyone male/masculine. Now she thinks a real and feminine woman will be nicer (aka a complete pushover) and let big daddy Ashton dominate her. Plus Ashton can take out years of pent up vengeance against all those mean, jealous bitches who wouldn't let Sarah shine back then and are now raising healthy families they don't deserve. She's in for a rude awakening if she's trying to flirt with women in inappropriate spaces and making references to BDSM to them right off the bat.

She had been posting about how she wanted to be dominant and would not be submissive anymore. Her retarded childish views on men and women have her thinking women=helpless fuckdoll. A lot of that is probably because she let herself be one for years and was treated terribly. She doesn't see the mistake she's making here. She will probably flip back to being "yaoi" again once enough women reject her.

Also remember that she's going to approach women not as a lesbian but as a man. So she is expecting straight women to be interested in her because she's a man with a six inch stomach penis and you will not harm her and it's illegal to misgender her. This is never going to go well. Her love quest is going to fail. Not just because she's repulsive. But because she expects straight women to see her as a dominant male.

And speaking of love quests, anyone else notice the similarities?

 

[athousandrustynails]

And speaking of love quests, anyone else notice the similarities?

This is too perfect thank you.


I was pretty skeptical about the schizo stuff until this time post. Uh peak schizo rambling there.

 

[Pedophobe]

This is too perfect thank you.

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I was pretty skeptical about the schizo stuff until this time post. Uh peak schizo rambling there.

Could be ayylmaos.

 

[Vampirella]

This is too perfect thank you.

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I was pretty skeptical about the schizo stuff until this time post. Uh peak schizo rambling there.

It starts in the 20s but untreated can end up like this. She had people that wanted to help her but she turned them down. This is her own fault.

 

[Falcon Sebben]

This is too perfect thank you.

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I was pretty skeptical about the schizo stuff until this time post. Uh peak schizo rambling there.

I'm male even though I have bobs and vagene because I also have a stomach penis that is totally real. Stop hurting me by saying I'm a woman. My strong male identity can't handle that.

But the time thing is ridiculous. All it means is she counts slow. It's actually not that difficult to learn how long a second is and to count them off without looking at a clock or counting Mississippis.

It starts in the 20s but untreated can end up like this. She had people that wanted to help her but she turned them down. This is her own fault.

Well I'd say Debbie and her father play a role in it as well. They should have seen the signs and taken her in for evaluation sooner. It's still not too late. They go in front of a judge, swear she's crazy and needs to be committed and legally it can be granted for a 48 hour hold. If she's legit crazy she won't be able to last that long without cracking.

 

[XYZpdq Jr.]

If she thinks rape ghost is bad, wait till she meets NYC subway bum.

Rape Ghost vs Subway Bum
A SyFy Original Movie

 

[Dysnomia]

This is too perfect thank you.

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I was pretty skeptical about the schizo stuff until this time post. Uh peak schizo rambling there.

Time discrepancies easily happen when you get distracted. Suddenly it's half an hour later instead of five minutes later because you were distracted by something. Time didn't alter. Your brain was just too tied up with other things to notice how much time actually passed. It's also possible she somehow changed the clock on her phone or car or it got out of synch. My laptop clock was out of synch last week and I didn't even notice until I saw it didn't match up with the stove clock at all.

But I think in Pixy's case it's 100% schizo. Maybe rape ghost is also a Time Lord or something.

So let's say she gets her waifu. How is she going to explain that her toxic snatch is actually a full blown stomach penis? We've seen the nudes. She's 100% female. Maybe she's all swollen again from her never ending infections. She might have an STD that keeps flaring. I just hope she isn't to the point where she actually sees the six inch stomach penis on the outside of her body and expects everyone else to notice as well. There's nothing there Ashton dear. You have a vagina. Not a penis. Please take your pills.

No, Sarah. You don't look younger in the photo on the right. Just slightly less haggard.



She seems to not understand how things like lighting, angles and facial expressions can alter your appearance to a degree in photos. Your face didn't change. The conditions of the photo did. It doesn't help that she looks miserable here. Her skin looks really dry. She should get some moisturizer. Stores have a whole manscaping section full of blue and black bottles of lotions and potions. But even if you pointed her right at them she'd probably still think skincare is for girls and not real men with stomach penises.

Had she started using moisturizer and sunscreen years ago she would probably look closer to her actual age and not have those huge sun spots. And speaking of sun spots. She really should get that one on her left cheek looked at. I swear it's getting bigger.

Also, how the hell do you take a photoset to critique your appearance and not notice your wrinkled collar and crooked tie? I guarantee that cheap strip mall suit shop shirt has never seen an iron in its life. Her tie doesn't even look tied right. It's probably the type with the neckband clip anyway. But it's so cheap that the knot is messed up. It bears the mark of some poor sweatshop employee who knows if they don't tie 500 more clip on ties by 5:00 they aren't getting paid. The whole ensemble looks sloppy. So when you couple it with the dry sun damaged skin, PCOS 'stache and the miserable expression she looks like a dumpy slob.

Yeah. You aren't getting any ladies looking like this.

 

[Vampirella]

She looks like a middle aged female trucker that smokes 5 packs a day and is well on her way of becoming Large Marge.

 

[Dysnomia]

Some nonnies on lolcow noticed something I didn't. She wearing fake bangs here. Why? Did she get another bad haircut? I thought there was something odd going on with her hair.

 

[rat fucker]

She seems to not understand how things like lighting, angles and facial expressions can alter your appearance to a degree in photos. Your face didn't change. The conditions of the photo did. It doesn't help that she looks miserable here.

I wondered if she may be autistic for real. she always has these unfortunate whiny expressions on her face and then complains about looking suddenly "so old". As if she has no control over her expressions.

Reminds me of how CWC faceblindness was theorized to be so severe that his own self image was based on his high-school appearance, having not he properly checked himself out or memorized his appearance in the mirror since then.

 

[Dysnomia]

I wondered if she may be autistic for real. she always has these unfortunate whiny expressions on her face and then complains about looking suddenly "so old". As if she has no control over her expressions.

Reminds me of how CWC faceblindness was theorized to be so severe that his own self image was based on his high-school appearance, having not he properly checked himself out or memorized his appearance in the mirror since then.

You may be on to something. Pixy has never been able to gauge her own expressions. Almost every pic she thought was kawaii was downright awkward or even hideous. And it's gotten a lot worse. She has become completely oblivious to how ridiculous she looks to others. Save for her frequent "I'm old and ugly" tirades. But if she had any sense of self awareness she'd see those terrible pics of the wrinkled shirt, crooked tie, fake bangs, demonic circle lenses and sour expression as a huge part of the problem. Instead she's going on about how she looks old in one pic in the set but young in another. Nothing else is wrong with this set, Ashton? Nothing? You sure? Maybe have a closer look and the problem will jump out at you clearly for once in your life.

It's just like with her infamous "I'm poopin'" pose. No matter how many times people told her what it looked like she didn't get it and continued to do it. She sees something we don't. And no matter what anyone tells her she ain't seeing anything else. I believe it's in all likelihood impossible for her to get it.

And regarding her magical time skip, I just had it happen to me because I was so distracted by watching Netflix and listening to the radio at the same time. It's 11:32 and there's some Christmas music on. I think it was Blink 182. And then before I know it it's 11:56 and the7-12 DJ is signing off for the night. It's weird but it happens. Pixy's was probably a schizo moment because she didn't even entertain that she wasn't watching the clock as closely as she thought she was. But if there really was a time skip there's a very logical explanation. She's such a head case.

 

[stingray]

She needs to be medicated. Badly.

 

[Picklechu]

She needs to be medicated. Badly.

She has been, but doesn't stick to any sort of medication schedule. I remember like 10+ years ago when Debbie would have to count out her antidepressants to make sure she was taking them.

 

[stingray]

She has been, but doesn't stick to any sort of medication schedule. I remember like 10+ years ago when Debbie would have to count out her antidepressants to make sure she was taking them.

Well, yeah, that's the catch with prescription medication. You have to take them as prescribed. Someone as manic, delusional, and autistic as Pixy cannot be trusted to take them responsibly of her volition. She's incredibly unstable right now.

Pixy would probably do best in a group home where she can be supervised to take care of herself, where someone can teach and assist her how to develop skills or concepts such as nutrition, cooking, and even teach her about proper hygiene care and how that affects your health when ignored. Clearly she was failed there by both her mother and the education system. At least this way, there would be someone who would properly supervise her and make sure she's getting the care she needs because their paycheck/job depends on it. This all might sound over the top for her needs, but honestly, I don't think so. She's so out of touch with reality to the extent that she possesses a severely childlike personality and perception of the world for someone at the age of 39. I'm curious to know how much of her time is spent just daydreaming.

Even an inpatient or outpatient program where Pixy's entire day, entire weeks were blocked out and scheduled by the hour with different activities similar to school, that structure and routine would probably really help her reach a nice rhythm of stability and predictability in her day-to-day life. It's really not just autistic or neurodivergent people who benefit from routine, either. I've worked jobs where my schedule was all over the place and it can make life a lot harder to handle, especially when you're living on your own.