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Roketsune / Darosne / Christian Crawford / Field Marshal Crappenburg - Pedophile Activist Furry, Kiwi Farms Member, Verbose Cunt, Furry Drama Investigator
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You seem to enjoy having been declared a lolcow. Why is that?
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Legit question to subject of this thread, do you get off on being abused?
Your internet persona is either the dumbest idea since running with scissors was invented, or you get off on being treated like shit for liking fucked up stuff like pedophilia.
Your internet persona is either the dumbest idea since running with scissors was invented, or you get off on being treated like shit for liking fucked up stuff like pedophilia.
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Hello! I actually do admit to being A-Log. I harbor very malevolent feelings towards him and his mother. I really do like to watch them suffer.
You're pretty much correct. I actually seriously considered making my own thread at one point, but I decided to let someone like Yawning do it instead whenever I was discovered. I do like attention, especially if it's from a place I'm free to venture to and respond to people directly. And, let's face it, many of you want people like me to come and perform in their thread. This is a win-win situation.
Hey, at least I recognized that. By lolcow standards, that's a very high level of self-awareness!
That post on WrongPlanet was made in early February 2012, about halfway into a 45-day alcohol binge in an extended stay motel which ultimately persuaded me to sincerely seek help for my alcoholism (4 days from now is a special date for me on that front). So, while I was ingesting enough alcohol to KILL the average person, I decided it would be a swell idea to venture to a new place and introduce myself. This also was 5 years ago, when I was much less astute or diligent in written matters, and less perceptive in general. I frequently would combine two rather unrelated ideas (in this case, learning from mistakes, being honorable and not harming children) into the same sentence or paragraph and not bother reviewing the piece for more than typos before hitting Send. This instance of it was especially atrocious for obvious reasons.
So, that remark was the product of carelessness, literary immaturity, and catastrophic levels of alcohol. I was not alluding to sexual contact with children. I was merely trying to brag about how great I was morally in a very inept way while systematically destroying myself.
I was actually celebrating the return of Kiwi Farms, and before that I pretty much defended KF and sympathized with Null in a Twitter-based eulogy (though I knew its return was very plausible)
Actually, he really likes me. He even told me last week he really liked working with me, after a frank talk about my childhood and a couple of other things. He's highly attentive and empathetic, and when he feels my knowledge on something is superior to his he's capitalized on it by asking me questions and recording the answers.
I was merely handing candy to children and adults in full view of the neighborhood. Because I had to concentrate on the process of dispensing candy and speaking, I could not really process or remember what any of them looked like. I also wasn't out there because children would be there. I was out there because I consider Halloween a kind of high holy holiday of furrydom and I wanted to celebrate it publicly. If only adults did trick-or-treating I still would have done it.
It's pretty much impossible to not have at least occasional superficial contact with children, and it's not much more feasible to not live near where they congregate (schools, parks, etc). I don't even have much capacity for attraction to actual humans whether they're children or adults. Additionally, I find interpersonal relations very stressful, and just generally hate humanity. What would I even be able to do with children sexually in public and fleeting scenarios, anyway?
I never asserted that. Pedophilia isn't normal. True pedophilia and hebephilia- a preference for prepubescent and peripubescent children, respectively- are actually highly unusual.
Yes, I'm quite sure you have no fondness for MLP at all and you just volunteer for brony missions as part of your duty as a Kiwi Special Agent.
Responding to those sequentially:
- Mostly with Twilight Sparkle, as she's highly intelligent, articulate, and rational.
- Ehh, not really. There's a complicated explanation to the whole tactician and strategist thing. The short explanation is, military history and strategy is my lifelong autistic fixation, and that combined with my tendency to be cautious, perceptive, and strategically minded cause me to label and view my approach to life in general as such. I actually strongly dislike being deceptive or manipulative.
- That's not exactly what happened. I even have the landlord on tape admitting he didn't care what I wore outside the house (I don't wear tails and rave stuff as everyday indoor attire). The furry thing he just tried to exploit later on. The case was entirely one of gender-based discrimination (crossdressing). But it also forced me to improve my Home Front and now things as a result are better than ever, so I'm both indignant and grateful.
- I was diagnosed with autism at 13 within a psychiatric hospital. I have an extensive record of anxiety in more recent years, and I should also have a diagnosis of OCD (intrusive thoughts and fears, so-called "purely obsessional") from years ago when it was an acute problem (for whatever reason the intense fears are rare and fleeting now).
I can be turned on by adults as well, actually!
Oh, yeah. I definitely qualify for lolcow status, though I have many redeeming qualities and I don't mind being seen as strange or lolworthy.
I'm a fucking hebephile. How dare you mislabel me, you non-pedo neurotypical cishet scum?!
Right, and I plan on doing little of that here. It would not serve the needs or desires of myself or other Kiwis to endlessly fight over that or any other beliefs. A major reason I'm here is to make corrections or clarify when needed. A pedofur lolcow especially is liable to be quite misrepresented if there's no one there to counter rumors and presumptions.
I absolutely love @TranLord's thread. I was greatly amused by the waves of abject confusion, bewilderment, revulsion, and consternation from his inexplicable and inarticulate confession. It was made even more risible when he responded to someone asking why with "extreme indifference". And then someone with sexual ideology comparable to mine came in and casually set off new waves of the above reactions while most forgot about Tranlord. However, it ended on a note of mercy, introspection, and atonement when he admitted his post was an atrocious lapse in judgment and the thread was consequently locked. That's overall my favorite thread on KF.
Thank you for the compliment. Yes, I don't think people who intend to troll me will be satisfied, while those mainly interested in more material about and from me will be quite pleased. I'm very familiar with trolling dynamics and the culture of the forums.
Alright, I'll be honest. I'm actually the OP and I just decided to halal myself a couple of weeks ago for the lulz.
Being serious now, this forum has many furry regulars. Yawning, OwO, and Furrman I'm aware of, and of course there's me. If Katsu is one that'd be 5. If you count the brony then that's 6. This place is being systematically overrun by furries and transgenders.
Mostly mutual joy, edification, and satisfaction. Also, to prevent wild rumors and presumptions from flourishing unopposed.
I am someone with a highly insular, dull, and uneventful life socially and in generally. This is honestly the most excitement and attention I've received since I was in school. I exaggerated a little in my OP, but honestly, having a bunch of drama purveyors I well understand and may freely respond to staring at and interrogating me is a rather noteworthy and exciting development. Also, I saw this development as inevitable, so I might as well take it in stride and have some goodnatured fun with it.
So many lolcows fail to realize that if they don't respond to a thread as if it's a declaration of war and instead venture here and truthfully and pleasantly address people, the audience will overall respect them and not behave as enemies. Being a lolcow can ultimately even be a boon in a few cases. Instead, most lolcows who react at all elect to go to war, and Kiwis will happily oblige them and prevail.
No, I'm not a masochist. Acrimonious retorts will invariably be highly inconsequential to me, and I'm confident that the proportion of such will decline as people become accustomed to and acquainted with me. If I thought there would be nothing but venom and aggression to be encountered here, I either wouldn't have come at all or I would have just stuck to responding to fallacies.
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Are you literally so desperate for attention you're quoting everyone here?
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No. I merely was responding to everything which I felt warranted that, and there were many such items since I wasn't here for the first two weeks. I predict I won't usually need/feel compelled to give such massive series of replies in the future. I certainly hope I won't need to, anyway. All of this was mentally taxing.
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Why does this guy remind me of Autphag, if Aut used all his caffeinated energy to turn from racism to another justly unpopular position, wanting to fuck minors, and let a neon rainbow throw up on him?
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So you want to be a lolcow? I guess you'l need to tell us your opinions on age of consent laws and fucking animals.
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This seems to be a recurring motif with you-why are you so hell bent on broadcasting yourself like this? Surely going to buy groceries is just a 'pants-and-shirt' event. I understand that you are an attention whore, but you're going about it in a very unique way. And not necessarily a positive one.
Do you believe that this is a symptom of your autism? It has been shown that autistic individuals lack 'appropriate' sex drives in varying ways (like being asexual in some cases or by being highly deviant). Having interest in 2D but not real people strikes me as a malformed sex drive. Also:
Which means they sometimes are. From an admitted hebephile, this is slightly concerning. You can see why this is concerning, correct?
Dumb. Just call yourself a crossdresser or whatever. I would also like to call this a symptom of your autism, and I mean that in the most literal sense: your inability, due to your autism, to understand what it means to be X-gender.
From your InkBunny:
That's like being upset that someone who admits to being a rapist waltzing into a women's shelter. It's just a bad set up all around. Even if you, personally, will never molest any child, the fact remains that many of them can and will, and that will ruin at least one life. Their suspicion has nothing to do with YOU, personally. A therapist has no way to determine those who will offend from those who won't: they have to assume the worst. Same reason people who threaten to kill themselves, even if they're not actually going to, can be institutionalized for periods of time. Also, people who announce their deviancy is concerning in and of itself. It's no better than those daddy-littles who constantly post about their relationship. Why broadcast it?
Agreed. However, you also mention that things like aversion therapy won't work: what do you WANT people to do about people like you? Therapy cannot work if the individual in question doesn't want to get better, and many people who convince themselves that they are normal and that this is fine and that the therapy is a waste of time.
It is expected that people who have self-control not to commit the crime; if you're not going to commit the crime, why would you discuss the desire to commit a crime (note I'm not talking about literally committing a crime here: I'm talking about how saying that XYZ is attractive, which therefore implies that you have the desire to consummate the sexual attraction in some fashion, either by molestation or by consumption of child porn, etc) by announcing it to the world? If you are sexually deviant, keep it in your bedroom, away from other people.
You were discussing what services to use, and seeing as you admit to stating your hebephilia to your therapist, I can only assume that it is pertinent to your life. Not making yourself look wholesome, here.
Translation: "we fetishize gender, much like we fetishize animals. I personally, however, try not to look at things from the perspectives of other people because it contradicts what I want to be true. If I hear anything I don't like, I'll either stick my fingers in my ears, ignore them, or try to insane troll logic my way into being the one who's correct."
That and being exposed to sex at too young an age cause actual harm to children mentally. Being exposed to sexual activity too early creates malformed responses and behaviors. Children who are exposed to sex at young ages are more likely to be violent, or have great anxiety, or be depressed. This is not only true of children who have been molested, but also for children who discover porn at young ages. Their brains literally cannot comprehend it yet properly, and while I agree that there are some overzealous attitudes towards children's sexual developments, the fact is that children will grow into their sexuality as they age. You don't have to show them anything.
It's called "grooming." I figured as a furry you'd have heard the term before. Typically, simple, non-'inherently destructive things' are used as the gateways to acclimate children to sex, and is used as a manipulation tactic, because, again, children cannot process things like an adult would. It is at the very least manipulation, if not outright harmful in the long run. Don't try to downplay it just because it's not immediately physically harmful.
You have a slight-very slight-point. However, there is no one-size-fits-all answer, and the cutoff point has to be at some point. People can, will, and do have sex before 18. This is common knowledge. However, not everyone is ready before the age of 18, or frankly, for many years afterward. 18 is just the selected age when most people will be prepared by. There is also less issue between a 15 and 16yo having sex (which is rarely, if ever, prosecuted, and if it is there are usually some other circumstances) and a 30yo having sex with a 14yo. They are not the same thing, do not compare them as equal events.
We are moving in the opposite direction. Child prostitution was recently decriminalized in California so that the children could be sent to treatment as victims rather than arrested for prostitution. Note how sex with children is the central criminal issue, even then.
1. Religious schools are private and not regulated by the same bodies as public schools. People have the right to decide where and how their children are educated, even when they are wrong. Also, many colleges are religious. They banned too?
2. We live in the age of the internet. There is no reason whatsoever for any child above the age of 14 to not at least understand the basics of sex. Also, see the James Mitchell Terry Jr thread: one of his favorite arguments for why it wasn't rape is because he was teaching her sex.
3. Condoms are available for free fucking everywhere. If they don't have/want condoms for whatever reason, there are plenty of non-penetrative sex acts. Most people have hands.
4. This is highly extremist, and not all abstinence-only parents are religious.
+1 point for honesty. However, I will say that you are largely looking at things from a very limited perspective, and assuming that most hebephiles would be like you, assuming you are telling the truth and would never harm someone. This is demonstrably not the case.
Do I sympathy for people who have genuine sexual deviancy that they can't control? Some. You're right when you say it's not a choice for everyone. However, your cavalier attitude to the inherent issues surrounding it are at best silly, at worst worrying. The negatives of your suggestions here outweigh the benefits. What's worse: a small subset of people who cannot fulfill their greatest fantasies, or the sudden rise in sexually exploited children? A hebephile is not the first or only person who will not (or rather, should not) ever fulfill their greatest sexual dream. I want a MMF threesome with those two guys I see at the grocery store once in a while. I'm not going to get it. That doesn't give me the right to walk up to them and grab one's dick, even if it doesn't hurt them. I don't get the right to take my frustration out on other people, either, as many 'unfulfilled' pedophiles/hebephiles do. It ultimately comes down to self control, not their sexual desires. A hebephile with self control will never mention their deviant desires and simply live their life, and no one will ever be the wiser. At worst, they will stick to the letter of the law and never sleep with someone under 18 in the US (yes, I am aware the actual age of consent varies, but work with me). You cannot keep your mouth shut about it, and that is what is worrying about you. You have already admitted that you are willing to take your furry fetish to public spaces-and while many people are ignorant, there are also many who are fully aware of the sexual fetishism of furries. This altogether creates a rather disturbing picture of you, despite your articulate posts.
I am not proofreading this because it's fucking long.
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So if you're so hell-bent on receiving attention, why go through all the trouble to make a new account instead of just using your 'established' one.
That would have garnered you so much more notoriety and likely quite the spectacle as they pick apart your posting history as well as giving you a verified tag pretty quickly.
That would have garnered you so much more notoriety and likely quite the spectacle as they pick apart your posting history as well as giving you a verified tag pretty quickly.
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Your main account is part of @Jaiman's crew isnt it?
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This is either extreme self-confidence or a defensive tard mechanism coupled with delusionality. It's somewhat pleasant, but weird as hell nonetheless.
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That's what it looks like.
Reminds me of the SolidMario thread. Only this time the subject wants people to come to him.
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Hey @Roketsune why do you proudly call yourself a pedophile? That's not something you'd want to call yourself anywhere. Also why were you friends with someone who had access to child porn? Just wondering
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So like do the people you live with know you're a morally repulsive wannabe child molester?
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Just fyi @Roketsune is @Field Marshal Crappenberg .