Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms

The only thing I ask for, is a part of the writing credit.
If adding/finding some links gets you writing credits I can think of a few other users who earlier contributed links that should get it before you.

I hope you plan on doing more than just adding links if you're asking for credits in the OP.
 
Alex seems to be having a moment of clarity.

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Joining a hate forum pretending to be moral, what was I thinking?


 
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He also posted this a while before1000021424.jpg
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I wanted to express myself without getting bullied, we truly live in hell.
Truly an oppressed soul, a martyr for freeze peach
 
I never thought he would push me to saying I hate someone. I don't do that. I am pissed off he even made me mad enough to type that. Fuck you, Alex. You lying PoS. You being a liar to suck the forums ass then getting surprised when people are giving you shit for being the biggest two face is staggering.


@Toji Suzuhara, I still don't get his obsession with you. You bearly seemed to have even interacted with him.
 
@Toji Suzuhara, I still don't get his obsession with you. You bearly seemed to have even interacted with him.

It's not so much about what people have done to him (even though it also is about this), it's more about users themselves

If you go through his kill list, you will realize that it's mostly made of people who he wanted to be liked by. Users with a high post count and who are generally liked on the forum.

He keeps repeating that he was a user treated with reverence, and he probably see them as peers. And they betrayed him by mocking him.
 
He keeps repeating that he was a user treated with reverence, and he probably see them as peers. And they betrayed him by mocking him.
He might feel he was respected, but it was clear everyone pitied him or tolerated him because he was clearly an autistic. Any ideation of respect was a mirage fabricated by his own mind.

it's mostly made of people who he wanted to be liked by.
So what you're saying he had some parasocial one sided relationship with users. So is Toji Alex's oshi? LMAO.

e: you know it's true, Toji-tan♥. lululullul.
 
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It's not so much about what people have done to him (even though it also is about this), it's more about users themselves

If you go through his kill list, you will realize that it's mostly made of people who he wanted to be liked by. Users with a high post count and who are generally liked on the forum.

He keeps repeating that he was a user treated with reverence, and he probably see them as peers. And they betrayed him by mocking him.
That makes a lot of sense. It’s not just about who was the harshest to him, it’s about who he thought was 'important' and wanted validation from. When those people didn't treat him the way he wanted, he saw it as a personal betrayal. It's probably why he ranked AnOminous higher who just called him names higher than the person who actually doxxed him, one was just an enemy, the other was a 'peer' who turned against him.
 
He might feel he was respected, but it was clear everyone pitied him or tolerated him because he was clearly an autistic. Any ideation of respect was a mirage fabricated my his own mind.


So what you're saying he had some parasocial one sided relationship with users. So is Toji Alex's oshi? LMAO.

e: you know it's true, Toji-tan♥. lululullul.
Idk how in the hell so many of you know about that name
 
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So what you're saying he had some parasocial one sided relationship with users. So is Toji Alex's oshi? LMAO.
I think he made this crystal clear when he started mentioning other users he likes, (such as @From The Uncanny Valley if I remember well.) to thank them for not joining into the thread.
 
As a user who has previously been on his kill lists, I really doubt I was held with any reverence whatsoever by him or anyone else on this website. :story:
He probably didn’t revere everyone on the list, but the pattern of him targeting more well known users still stands. Some people are there just because they pissed him off, but a lot of his more bigger grudges seem to be against people he wanted approval from. It's less about universal reverence and more about his perception of status and betrayal.
 
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