Dunno... I kinda would hate for it to stop but if I were Sam I'd never come to this thread xd Like come on - Nig Nog is harsh but also kinda right. I'm having so much fun reading this shit I feel like I'm exploiting Laylithe xd
It is super funny and Nig Nog aint wrong there, but going at her after that savage caveman handling would have been like kicking a dead horse lol.
By the way, can you imagine when you were kids if your mother was a mentally deranged retard obsessing over Styxhexenhammer666 and constantly getting angry on some forum?
Learn to stop. You've allowed this thread to know EXACTLY who you are through paragraphs and paragraphs like spilled out pages of dear diary. Nig Nog and few others have said some harsh shit but only in retort from what you've given us. That's your fault. Lol. You don't get to say that we don't know who you are. Sorry their words sting. Some of us have in all honesty have tried to help you out and dare I say have swung our pendulum on your side but you always always swing it back to the side of everyone laughing at you in less than 4 hours. Lol. Not sure if this thread is a way to cope. But you really should just move on from this. Like,.... for real reals logg off and become irrelevant to it instead of refreshing the pages.
Stop it.
Get help.
Or not. And we'll keep laughing and poking at your misplaced ego.
Learn to stop. You've allowed this thread to know EXACTLY who you are through paragraphs and paragraphs like spilled out pages of dear diary. Nig Nog and few others have said some harsh shit but only in retort from what you've given us. That's your fault. Lol. You don't get to say that we don't
I was harsh, all right. The thing is, her words, stated beliefs, and actions paint a clear picture of who she is, which is a low-functioning BPD who lost her kids and is enough of an impulsive berserker to feel justified in calling the police on someone who helped her. She's a dime-a-dozen caricature of a Cluster B waif who relies on the largesse of many a Cap'm Savaho. But they will not save her. Neither will she save herself until she understands what a carcinoma of a personality she is. I believe she has zero insight into why she leaves a wake like an EF5 and contributed to the decline and fall of Tarl. She's the biggest asshole around. She needs a wakeup call, or she will end up being one of those grizzled shopping cart hags hanging out at libraries and making beer money by selling toothless blowjobs. As bad as BPDs are when they're young, they are far less comfortable and cherished after they hit the wall and nobody notices them anymore. If she stays terminally online, she'll have to catfish thirsty suckers when she's old. She's clever, but I don't know if she's intelligent enough to want to mend her noisome ways. It's one of the most crippling disorders around, and Sam has it in spades, reacting to every situation without evidence of foresight or planning, just lash out and screw the consequences.
The older I get, the more it seems like this moment just never comes for most people, and you have to just give up on them.
If someone's main problem is their lack of self-awareness and introspection, then they're never going to just wake up and notice that about themselves one day—because that would take introspection. And they won't ever see it if you try to point it out to them—because that would take self-awareness.
I used to be Mr. Optimistic, giving everybody a fifteenth chance to try to get through to them and help them. But with stuff like this, there's just no fixing it.
A couple of comments from Styx Friday, April 4 live stream:
"This dude doesn't wanna help himself so why even try to help him? He refuses to go to the doctor as he said on yesterday's stream so just leave him be to suffer, Not our problem.."
"Muh insomnia while drinking Red Bull and chasing it with whatever boxed wine is in her coffee cup"
"why no chat on Rumble?"
"because he doesn't want to talk about passing out on the quartering a couple days ago."
I didn't watch any of the stream for comments of my own, I leave that to the dedicated archivists around these parts.
The older I get, the more it seems like this moment just never comes for most people, and you have to just give up on them.
If someone's main problem is their lack of self-awareness and introspection, then they're never going to just wake up and notice that about themselves one day—because that would take introspection. And they won't ever see it if you try to point it out to them—because that would take self-awareness.
I used to be Mr. Optimistic, giving everybody a fifteenth chance to try to get through to them and help them. But with stuff like this, there's just no fixing it.
If she notices that she habitually places blame for her own noxious actions on others ("external locus of control"), she might start to compare and contrast with others and eventually learn (with help) how to cope and how to ride the waves of feeling shameful and unworthy WITHOUT lashing out. But nobody else can do that for her. Tarl can't. In fact, paying for her attorney was the opposite of tough love. He was naive. Your new way of letting these human dumpster fires keep on burning is tough to do, but pretty sane.
A couple of comments from Styx Friday, April 4 live stream:
"This dude doesn't wanna help himself so why even try to help him? He refuses to go to the doctor as he said on yesterday's stream so just leave him be to suffer, Not our problem.."
"Muh insomnia while drinking Red Bull and chasing it with whatever boxed wine is in her coffee cup"
"why no chat on Rumble?"
"because he doesn't want to talk about passing out on the quartering a couple days ago."
I didn't watch any of the stream for comments of my own, I leave that to the dedicated archivists around these parts.
He took another whiz break midway through, came back, and gradually turned into a slowed down halfwit, just like yesterday, faggy, campy voice and all. These potty breaks are new.
It's hilarious.
Wednesday Quartering stream - he's "sleepy" and it makes him doze off, mumble, answer nonsensically and be unstable.
Thursday stream - he's gripped by insomnia and is even more sleepy, yet he sounds fine.
Friday stream - he's finally gotten some rest and he sounds fine once again, comparable to the previous day. [EDIT- pre bathroom break, anyway.]
It sure helps clear things up when he leans into his sleep problems and how he's had them for years and years. Oh? Lol, and he's only been so zoned out the one time, then? Ok.
Also, apparently his faggy affectation is supposed to be a Stolas voice from Helluva boss, I seriously though he was doing a George Takei voice.
He's been leaning into acting exactly like that fucking cartoon character for a while now and it's really sad to see a grown man do that. It's on par with how those creepy Tik Tok videos of people acting like cartoon characters with their mannerisms exaggerated. Know what I'm talking about? With the voice overs. That's what I see when he's all drunk and drugged up and faggin out.
His faggy slumped hand lol
I take back the meth use comment. Noone on meth would start nodding out like he has been.
Back during the gropestream in September, You-know-who was scratching his head and he got all into it, like a cat enjoying cranial stimulation. Made me think he mighta been on something like ecstasy (not that I would know). Bear in mind he was mostly awake for the entire Biden debate(grope) with no bathroom breaks, which is still on youtube, just type 'gropestream'. So is it just excessive alcohol now or a combo, possibly too much caffeine which affects sleep?? Styx, if you see this. Get help, or an AA sponsor. Just be a normal internet lolcow, not one who's gotten old and who's udders have shriveled. I say this as someone who watched you back in 2019.
Thank you for the clips. Its understandable, as Styx's energy resembles the Raphamales after the 1 hour mark. That said, some shenanigans and notable moments do happen. Here are some of the notable clips after the 1 hr. mark to add to your collection.
1:01:29- 1:01:56 Didn't kill anyone
responses to a superchatter, He did not kill anyone, forgetting the whole black magic curse he preformed and took credit for killing the DA. or playing ignorance.
1:02:45- 1:03;28 Doesn't care about the Kino Casino
Kino Casino mentioned in the livestream by a commenter, says he doesn't care, pauses, then deflects to its only a misdemeanor, nothing to worry about. Calls it the Kino Crap-a-chino. Reiterated he doesn't care again.
1:04:04 - 1:04:32 AND 1:08:12 - 1:08:27 No stream co-host, Paused stream for unknown reasons
After responding to a superchatter regarding a possible co-host on his show, he looks down after something happened, and he has to pause the stream. 3 minutes and 40 second later he returns, no explanation, no nothing. I suspect something spilled and he needed to clean it up. Someone pity superchats him some money for V8 and to get some sleep.
1:10:31- 1:10:37 He is a window licker (out of context)
Funny out of context quote. He is not really admitting to licking windows.
1:11:06- 1:12:06 Will not get help, Herbal cures preferred. No Cure.
He has not seen a doctor for his insomia, as he prefers "herbal" cures. Has a dead air as he reads the comments, then Commenter tells him to STFU if he will not get help, which says there is not cure for him
That settles it. He has a terminal case of Cringe. He can never fully recover from it
1:12:24 - 1:13:00 Tiny Titmouse in chat
Styx comments how he doesn't do the timestamps and, after a delay, says that makes him sad.
(TinyTitmouse has been helping out Timestamp at the MATI streams instead. Timestamps for the Mad at the Internet stream on March 28, 2025)
1:13:38 1-13:54 Will not repent or stop playing with demons
One commentor asks him to repent and warns that demons are messing with his sleep and will be his downfall. The warning falls on deaf ears, Tarl Warwick telling the commenter plainly "no, it will not be."
1:16:38 1:17:02 Joe Rogan appearance?
Styx thinks he can get Joe Rogan on his show after a commenter mentions it as an idea for his show.
1:22:54- 1:23:52 So out of it, cant even grift properly , almost throwing up.
After making a noise like he is going to be sick, he is asked by someone in the comments how to get into the occult after "an encounter, very weird experiences and want to look deeper into it" Styx struggles to find words to shill his occult editorials. He is holding his stomach with two arms while saying this, possibly because he was about to throw up.
1:24:02 abrupt exit after someone talking through the door
After reading a comment talking about all the Chinese sellers on eBay probably buying cat someone sold on eBay (previous conversation in stream involved someone selling their cat on eBay) Styx remarks they probably roasting it up, after hearing someone in the background and ending his stream abruptly.
You need Jesus, for your soul's sake stay away from Tarl. He is going to burn in hell for domestic abuse and witcraft. If you in your mental/spiritual illness go back to him he will only drag you hell with him. Satan is a liar he hates us any deal you make with him ends with eternal damnation. Look at Tarl he pledged his soul to Stolas (either Satan in disguise or a demon serving him) and it has ruined his life. Please don't make the same mistake!
Edit if you neglected/abused you kids you should KILL YOURSELF NOW
"I'm very good in bed and smart and charismatic."
Tarl, you're as good in bed and as smart and charismatic as a fat retard wiping himself clean while crying after a major fucking accident
It's hilarious.
Wednesday Quartering stream - he's "sleepy" and it makes him doze off, mumble, answer nonsensically and be unstable.
Thursday stream - he's gripped by insomnia and is even more sleepy, yet he sounds fine.
Friday stream - he's finally gotten some rest and he sounds fine once again, comparable to the previous day. [EDIT- pre bathroom break, anyway.]
It sure helps clear things up when he leans into his sleep problems and how he's had them for years and years. Oh? Lol, and he's only been so zoned out the one time, then? Ok. View attachment 7177473
Also, apparently his faggy affectation is supposed to be a Stolas voice from Helluva boss, I seriously though he was doing a George Takei voice.
Why does Quarterpounder keep having that tricorn-wearing faggot on his show? I remember several months back he said he suspected Styx had been drunk on air.
"I'm very good in bed and smart and charismatic."
Tarl, you're as good in bed and as smart and charismatic as a fat retard wiping himself clean while crying after a major fucking accident
My son, an occasional viewer, said, "He should lose that faggot hat." His first impression. "I'd tell it to his face." His second impression is that he may be smoking heroin. Definitely doesn't exude a vibe of competence or maturity right now. He's regressed as his heartaches pile up.
Warwick's boasts sound like he's offering up an affirmation, that thing losers do when they pep talk their loser reflections in the bathroom mirror. A guy who looks like the ugly anorexic girl in high school must be a guy rife with insecurities. Warwick's apparently trying to magically make his New Me project into our reality by reciting the words that would make it so. I don't know much about magic, but it doesn't seem to be working. All I see is a flaky faggot in a tricorn hat.
You are not the charming, talented, and charismatic captain of the team, Tarl. You are team manager, he who washes the jockstraps and towels. You are mascot. You are Fredo.
Why does Quarterpounder keep having that tricorn-wearing faggot on his show? I remember several months back he said he suspected Styx had been drunk on air.
Now that I think about it, I believe Tarl made a statement several years ago in a stream that he hated injection needles, almost a phobia of them. Your son's observation and remark here makes sense if my dim recollection of something Tarl said is correct.
The little bit of what I read about using smoking as an ingestion method with heroin suggest that it is either done by users who have an aversion to needles (Tarl is this case), or as a method to test a bag's potency to try to minimize the chance of an injection overdose. At any rate, only 6% of users who started with smoking heroin finished that way, they either finally turn to injection to catch a greater high, or they quit cold turkey. So, according to that math, Tarl has a 94% chance of becoming an injection addict if he doesn't stop the heroin smoking soon (if he is smoking heroin)
