F1NN5TER / Jude Howarth / Rose Elizabeth Evergreen - Kids Minecraft YouTuber turned forced feminisation fetish Twitch streamer & OnlyFans pornographer with wealthy donors. Internet Famous & Friends with Chris Tyson, Mr Beast, & Jean Hollywood.

Jude dressed up and catfished on Omegle as a joke.

Then a doctor paid him thousands of dollars to troon out.
The fact he was already sort of doing stuff on his own is also an important point. People act like it was only the money that made him do it. But he was already doing the crossdressing bit for a while before. It's only a joke the first time and everything after that is masking sincerity with "it's a bit!"
 
Well that was the initial plan. Jude dressed up and catfished on Omegle as a joke.
Every joke has some basis in reality. You don't randomly wake up one day and think 'crossdressing and streaming it to the internet will be funny' if you don't already have some of those thoughts. That idea came from somewhere, be it his own fetishes or something he just saw online and was popular.

@femboy fart huffer, unironically what the hell. This might be the biggest autistic sperg I've seen here yet, and I am saying it as someone who is guilty of it myself.

I do remember you mentioning being a faggot and ex-fan of Finny but what drives a man even looking into such morbid tranny stuff? Surely even most tranny chasing fags draw a line somewhere, right? Right... Some human hearts sure are filled with darkness (:_(
Are we not all here on this website to see the depths of humanity? Is dredging the depths of fetish twitter and reddit to see what shit people are into much worse than watching a man be groomed into erectile dysfunction, ket usage and suicide? At the end of the day are most of the lolcows on here, who are only on here for their disgusting fetish shit, not on here because someone went looking for the worst they could find? I would be willing to bet that most people here watched some sort of shock videos when they were younger, same shit as back then. Morbid curiosity to see what the worst someone can do is. Does 'there's this one tranny online that gets off on squirting milk up his nose' not peak your interest in any way?

I completely forgot to say, one of the other strangest things I've seen. I think I must have been speedrunning the F1NNany%TER category with alcohol and something shriveled and dysfunctional, admittedly my brain not dick. But another stereotypical snowbunny tranny who beats his shrivelled balls with a dildo as a form of wanking. He would post videos of him and his 'husband' (literally just his actual toilet). Would routinely post videos of himself humping his toilet and trying to have 'sex' with his cock between the bowl and seat. Would constantly shout, in that grating uncanny voice, lines that would make even goonclown embarrassed. Would constantly cum in his toilet and flush it while appologising for being white and all that bnwo fetish shit before making out with the toilet bowl and giving himself swirlies. An entire account dedicated to how much he wanted to have sex with a toilet, yet somehow also a findom account that people would give money to. Idk I just think finding the most retarded fetishes is interesting.
 
Are we not all here on this website to see the depths of humanity? Is dredging the depths of fetish twitter and reddit to see what shit people are into much worse than watching a man be groomed into erectile dysfunction, ket usage and suicide? At the end of the day are most of the lolcows on here, who are only on here for their disgusting fetish shit, not on here because someone went looking for the worst they could find? I would be willing to bet that most people here watched some sort of shock videos when they were younger, same shit as back then. Morbid curiosity to see what the worst someone can do is. Does 'there's this one tranny online that gets off on squirting milk up his nose' not peak your interest in any way?

Bro there is zero chance in hell I'm believing somebody named "femboy fart huffer" only looked at tranny scat porn out of curiosity.
 
I actually don’t think I’m gonna click on that and unspoil it.
Some stones are better left unturned.

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Honestly, it would be more shocking if it wasnt so thorough, unhinged, & unprompted. I regret asking.

The type of friends you hang around can affect your judgement greatly.

Dunno if anyone has had a similar experience but there were always 3-4 boys in either junior high or high school that made looking at pornography a part of their personalities. The types that looked at the school lesbians kissing after school. The female version is watching two gays kiss.

It really doesn't help that being porn addicted was a joke back in 2010, and how porn being the rimshot of a joke was popular. You wonder why Shadman was meme'd and seemingly accepted in the online meme sphere? Because nobody thought about the implications. Porn is funny! Haha! Making a loli drawing based off Hilary Cliton!!!

After 10 years, it's no longer a joke to be porn addicted and have encyclopedia knowledge of all published hentai.

What I'm trying to get at is, don't bond over porn.

For the love of GOD, do not bond with a stranger over porn preferences.
Since @femboy fart huffer spilled not only his own spaghetti, but every spaghetti pot in Itally and its adjoining countries in his maniacal diatribe, you may as well spill your own. What are we jerkin it to tonight, fellow femboy appreciator?
 
It really doesn't help that being porn addicted was a joke back in 2010, and how porn being the rimshot of a joke was popular. You wonder why Shadman was meme'd and seemingly accepted in the online meme sphere? Because nobody thought about the implications. Porn is funny! Haha! Making a loli drawing based off Hilary Cliton!!!
I remember passing around absolutely heinous Rocket Power and King of the Hill fan fiction in the 2000s thinking it was the funniest thing in the world. It's not even that I was convinced it existed for shock value, moreso I just assumed it was a joke, because what else could it be? The idea that someone somewhere was actually aroused by it never even crossed my mind. Same goes for shitting dick nipples and goatse and tubgirl and vore and inflation and feet and farts and that manga where the President of the United States of America puts a baby in a blender. My entire experience on the internet has been endless iterations of laughing at absurd, ridiculous bullshit only to realize years after the fact that nobody else was joking; much to the contrary, they were not only serious but they were often, in fact, jacking off. Finnster included. You'd think I'd learn after a while, but it just keeps happening.
 
Unfortunately, troons who cannot goon end up finding other ways to get off. Like harming others. I firmly believe many of them try to 'crack eggs' because they want to cause someone else to suffer as much as they do. And seeing how ol Finny boy already wanted to get kids access to hormones, I'd say he's already halfway there.

That's if he doesn't kill himself anyway.
 
I firmly believe many of them try to 'crack eggs' because they want to cause someone else to suffer as much as they do.
While I wouldn't rule that out, I'm pretty convinced it's a subset of the autistic transformation fetishism moreso than a sadism thing. Furry transformation, inflation, "bimbofication", breast expansion, foreverial delification, all that shit. There's a particularly autistic group of deviantart fetishes with a common thread of a transformation progressing gradually -- it's not enough to draw Princess Peach with massive dohoonkabhankoloos, you have to draw the process of Princess Peach growing big ol’ tonhongerekoogers. They have to have the process laid out in front of them in stages like Animorphs covers. I won't pretend to understand it, but I know sex change transformation is a thing they do.

But just like Princess Peach with humongous hungolomghononoloughongous, the end result alone doesn't do it for them, because it's the process they're fixated on, so once the process is over they have to convince somebody else to start it so they have something to goon to.

If I were to get armchair psych about it, I'd have a few different theories, one being that it's a twisted expression of generative drive, losers who have an inherent human desire to exert their agency upon something and progress towards a goal but it goes unfulfilled because they're losers who never pursue anything except jacking off, so they consciously or unconsciously find a way to use jacking off to fulfill that generative drive. Certainly there are cases in which this is true. And I'm sure there are forced feminization freaks who are into it as a form of life ruination too. But point being, there's a fixation on the process/transformation, not just the "suffering", if they even conceptualize it that way. If they could snap their fingers and turn themselves or others into natal women, they wouldn't; they get their thrill from the gradual change, for whatever reason. There's a reason Finn is so much more successful than any of the trannies who just dive head first into porn, it's because he feigned resistance and drew out the "transformation" for as long as possible. If he just showed up one day with moobs sucking dick, there would still be a few people like @femboy fart huffer clamoring for it but by and large nobody would care, because the part they care about is already over at that point.

I see a lot more in common with the Bambi Sleep bullshit or that latex drone cult bullshit than genuine sadism. Or maybe that stuff is genuine sadism and I just don't get it, I don't know. I'm over it.
 
I would be willing to bet that most people here watched some sort of shock videos when they were younger, same shit as back then. Morbid curiosity to see what the worst someone can do is.
Maybe this is true for some people here, but I personally come from the group that was unintentionally exposed to a lot of morbid stuff way too young. I never went looking for, say, goatse, but it found me anyway, whether through shock trolls or weirdos posting adult content on platforms/fandoms with a child user base. You don't know what you're getting into and by the time you see it, it's too late. I didn't realise how much it affected me in the worst way until later in life.

Does 'there's this one tranny online that gets off on squirting milk up his nose' not peak your interest in any way?
It's probably hard for you to imagine that someone wouldn't be as turned on by ugly crossdressers traps with dildos up their asses as you are, but no, I'm not interested in seeing it at all. In fact, I would prefer it not to exist at all. But it does, all because some idiot failed to get a proper reality check and a smack on the head in time and posted it for all to see.

Since the old days, the internet has worshipped extreme violence and pornography, thanks to the terminally online queers who spammed it all over the place. It became a kind of important cultural knowledge to have as a net user. Oi, kid, if you want to be a real internet veteran like me, then you've got to know about gay hentai porn tags and all the snuff videos that go round the net. Come on, join us, the cool trap memeing crowd, or else you are a loser newfag!

Are we not all here on this website to see the depths of humanity?
I am aware that this website is designed for the sole purpose of collecting crazy lolcow stuff to laugh at. But to be honest, what really drew me to Kiwifarms was the news about exposing these people and ending their reign of covert degeneracy. Goonclown, Chris Tyson, Ella Wood, Finnster and so on. In the old days, these people were almost untouchable because the internet made it easy to hide or sugarcoat their actions (and it still does, tbh). Rate me :optimistic: but for me Kiwifarms has this sort of hopeful "you're not alone" vibe. Even in threads that are meant to collect the worst stuff, like Tranny Sideshow, I'm actually more interested in people's thoughts and analyses than the weird tranny porn video itself. A lot of people stumble across this irl all the time and it can certainly frustrate a lot of them.

I have never liked the edgy dudes who go online to deliberately watch tons of videos of real people being brutally killed, violated, or humiliated on camera for fun. If you are that curious about the world around you, you can always watch a documentary or read a book. To me it looks like they are so terminally online and have such low levels of empathy that nothing else in their lives excites them anymore. It used to be a mental disease of the bored rich psychopaths in the past, and now it's just something a lonely internet kid grows into. @femboy fart huffer, despite the username and your nature, I do sincerely hope that you are still not so far gone.
 
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I firmly believe many of them try to 'crack eggs' because they want to cause someone else to suffer as much as they do.
I'd believe that if it was anything other than transgenders. They always speak of transgenderism and transitioning so highly, how many of them have said something along the lines of 'I would be dead without hrt'? Idk I just look at it the same way as most other cults, most people don't realise they're in too deep until they've already cut their cock off and can't go back, especially if they're autistic.

They're fed a constant stream of validation and being constantly told that the hrt is working and all that shit, how you now look even better than you ever did. If you start to believe those lies then it would make you feel good. A lot of them also look at their earlier life with a biased view, playing with a barbie being a sign of 100% transness instead of being childhood curiosity and such. Put all those things together and they see normal things as a sign of being transgender and think they're helping someone by pushing them down that path. The problem is that a lot of these people are doing the exact same shit as groomers but aren't exactly aware of it. Of course there's an intentional fetishistic side but I think a lot of these people are just autistic or generally socially inept. Combine that with constantly being told it has no problems at all and that you're totally valid it makes a lot of these people think they're giving out genuine and helpful advice when they're just not. There's a decent amount of people that think 'cracking an egg' is genuinely helping someone to be happier and more comfortable in their own body and all that bullshit.
Bro there is zero chance in hell I'm believing somebody named "femboy fart huffer" only looked at tranny scat porn out of curiosity.
I showed this to my mommy and she said you are a very mean person and that you should stop bullying me and that my therapist will help me deal with your trauma. I do not like gross tranny scat porn I ONLY like real woman pooping (must be firm and not diarrhoea) and the occasional femboy fart once every so often I do not like that gross stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stop lying about me please it really hurts my feelings.
 
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@femboy fart huffer having a "goon in the rain" moment was not something I was mentally prepared for.
Please find Christ
 
Finnster’s weiner is broken because he’s on SSRIs. HRT doesn’t always cause full chemical castration, especially in a 24 year old who transitioned after puberty. But SSRIs on top of HRT will obliterate someone’s ability to goon.
What t blocker is he on? Spiro wouldn't do it, neither would bicalutamide, but cyproterone acetate at higher doses would definitely cause ED. It's used to chemically castrate child molesters. Lots of trannies are on it in Europe and the usual dose is 25-50mg.
"It has been reported that in 80% of cases, 100 mg/day CPA is adequate to achieve the desired reduction of sexuality, whereas in the remaining 20% of cases, 200 mg/day is sufficient. When only a partial reduction in sexuality is desired, 50 mg/day CPA can be useful."
However, he might be mono E dosing where he takes enough estrogen to completely suppress testosterone. This happens because estrogen suppresses testosterone production at high levels due to the fact that testosterone is converted into estrogen by the aromatase enzyme.
 
Unfortunately, troons who cannot goon end up finding other ways to get off. Like harming others. I firmly believe many of them try to 'crack eggs' because they want to cause someone else to suffer as much as they do. And seeing how ol Finny boy already wanted to get kids access to hormones, I'd say he's already halfway there.

That's if he doesn't kill himself anyway.
I'd argue it's simply sunk cost. They find comradery with fellow men in pretending to be women; build their life around it, friendships about it. Everything is their troonydom. They go to r/detrans and see a cute girl pull herself from the path to suicide and they seethe. They seethe because this girl did something they wished they could: Find happiness (and God) by simply leaving their enabling circles. But then they'd have nothing. They'd be Joseph, the dude, with no asterix or flags or anything. A dude who wants pussy and maybe kids some day (previously, 'wants some kids' in another way).

It's why you don't talk about failed investors, you talk about wallstreetbets memelords. They gather in groups to justify each other's misery and further egg each other on so they aren't the most damaged person there. "Yeah I may've had my tits cut off but at least I don't got a weird leg-graft penis!". It's a race to pull other people to the bottom faster than you. And the simple idea of deciding not to fall at all is alien to them.
What I'm trying to get at is, don't bond over porn.

For the love of GOD, do not bond with a stranger over porn preferences.
Funny. I know a troon who along the whole fucking way constantly says "this is a bad idea" etc, but still trooned out all the same, and he just let it 'slip' that he's gunning for some neet gooner. The SECOND point as to why they should date was "we have the same fetishes". And if I showed him a screenshot of this post, he'd go "yeah haha" and continue down the path. He swung into the other lane a few months ago and has just been saying "this is dangerous" why staying over there, and at this point I honestly expect him to fortnite himself 'ironically'.
 
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