Dude nobody gives a shit if you lose the weight or not tbh. I mean yeah it would be neat, but it's your life. Do what you want. All we're saying is that the best way to get this dealt with is to calm down and not be so reactionary to every little thing here. People are prodding you because prodding is funny. You've been surprisingly good at handling yourself compared to people like Donny Long or Julie Terryberry (RIP Shed Princess, gone but not forgot) who showed up here and had complete temper tantrums.
Believe it or not, this is actually a really robust community and we LIKE having cows here to poke fun at the weirdos with us. You could stick around and read the threads and maybe realize we're not all hideous monsters, just weirdos poking fun at weirdos. At the very least, lol calm down.