As sad as this situation might be to you, keep in mind that this person would not have any sort of qualms about having your entire race eradicated from the surface of the planet because he got caught, infected, and indoctrinated early, before his brain could fully develop. He would gleefully laugh at you and reply with negro gifs mocking you if it had been you in his place, all while still indulging in the same self-destructive brainrot that led him to this point. If he'd be alive he'd eventually turn into the same sort of sadistic, slef-hating bastard tranny, grooming other children in a never-ending cycle.
Get it through your head that "empathy" means being able to understand and share the feelings of someone else, and these people have nothing but complete and utter hatred for you and want you dead.