Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

The kid is not mine, but you are wrong. I had sex with my ex. She was the only one I have been with sexually. I had her pussy about 5 times. And she pleasured me other ways as well for about 4 weeks straight. It was great but I regret most of it.
Damn dude get a tinder. Pussy is everywhere. Maybe once you realize it's p much all the same you'll calm down and stop obsessing over some chick that wants nothing to do with you.
 
So you think romance is one of those rare times when you don't have to respect the other person's feelings? Because you seem to be trying to manipulate this woman into marrying you by tormenting her, giving ultimatums, etc.

Ignoring the stalking stuff for a moment, just look at the way you write: long, rambly paragraphs with little consideration for the reader's time. Nobody wants to read that. I think it's clear to everyone here that you have issues with empathy.

It doesn't seem the people on this site have much empathy for other people based on how they treat others here (at least some people here, certainly don't want to make a universal statement). If people don't want to read what I say they don't have to read it. There is no obligation or requirement of courtesy to read what I say. You can go your way if you want. The post is about me so if you are interested about me I will share that information. If you aren't interested about me there's other posts or other comments to read. I don't try to be lengthy but that is just who I am and how I am able to best communicate effectively
 
I don't try to be lengthy but that is just who I am and how I am able to best communicate effectively

Communication is a two way street. If the receiver of the messages you are sending is bored, annoyed and frustrated trying to pay attention to and parse your longwinded diatribes (which everyone here but you agrees is the case with your communication style as a sender), how can you assert that your communication is "effective?"
 
@tamarlover perhaps you need one of these
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@tamarlover

You say you're a sperg, but I think your autism issues are more systemic. What you don't seem to realize is that your victim (and don't have any illusions about this, you ARE victimizing her with your behavior) isn't an NPC who you can automatically woo over by raising her affection stat high enough. She's a human being, with her own free will and ability to make decisions, and she has made many, MANY decisions that all indicate that she wants nothing to do with you.

Honest question: is there anything, literally ANYTHING, that can happen that will dissuade you from her? If she tells you she will never love you, ever, that she will never be your friend, that she actively hates you and never wants to see you again and then stabs you with a knife, will you get it? Because if that's not where you draw the line, one of you WILL end up dead, mark my words. You kill her in a fit of tardrage, she kills you in self-defense, you kill yourself in some fucked-up love offering, she kills herself because she realizes the only true escape from you will be death: one (or more!) of those. You don't want that. I hope.
If she gives me a conversation where we can talk about the issues sufficiently and she talks with me about why she refuses to be my friend ever again, after I asked all my questions, if she still says she wants nothing to do with me, then i'll leave her alone forever.
 
If she gives me a conversation where we can talk about the issues sufficiently and she talks with me about why she refuses to be my friend ever again, after I asked all my questions, if she still says she wants nothing to do with me, then i'll leave her alone forever.

You seem to already know that that's her position. Do you feel she owes you that conversation? Because she doesn't.
 
@tamarlover you mentioned working 10 months, what job did you do? why have you only worked 10 months? how do you support yourself?

I did data entry. It was a very stressful job. I've been living at home with my parents since. They pay for my food. And some of my friends pay for books for my studies every now and then on a rare occasion. I get a few donations from a few people sometimes but not usually.

Hey tamarlover

Is Islam going to be the dominate religion in the next few years?
I'm against Islam. But some aspects of Islam are good, others are not so bad but a little bad. Others are more bad. And some aspects of Islam are really bad.
 
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I did data entry. It was a very stressful job. I've been living at home with my parents since. They pay for my food. And some of my friends pay for books for my studies every now and then on a rare occasion. I get a few donations from a few people sometimes but not usually.

Your parents let you give permission to homeless people to live on their property?
 
who was Davey?
Former friend of mine who I thought I had a good friendship with. He ended friendship with me because he felt I had an unhealthy fixation on women that was something he didn't want to be around due to his struggles with masturbation and mine as well. He felt I was not trying hard enough to not objectify women. So he was angry with me for not trying harder to purify my heart and cut off friendship with me as a result. That was really painful for me.
 
Former friend of mine who I thought I had a good friendship with. He ended friendship with me because he felt I had an unhealthy fixation on women...

This Davey guy sounds like he was level-headed, you should listen to him.

that was something he didn't want to be around due to his struggles with masturbation and mine as well. He felt I was not trying hard enough to not objectify women. So he was angry with me for not trying harder to purify my heart and cut off friendship with me as a result.

Nevermind.
 
Your parents let you give permission to homeless people to live on their property?
No. I'm saying if i ever move out onto my own property, I'll let people homeless people live there.

You seem to already know that that's her position. Do you feel she owes you that conversation? Because she doesn't.
I think she does owe me a conversation. I know her position but I need to know exactly why and if there is any room for changing her mind.
 
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I need to know exactly why and if there is any room for changing her mind.
to non-autistics, a restraining order is usually a clear fucking message, but my understanding is that you've also had several verbal and written messages from her and her family all telling you to fuck off.

however much you're masturbating, you need to slow down - it's clearly affecting your judgment
 
however much you're masturbating, you need to slow down - it's clearly affecting your judgment

My "agree" rating extends to the first sentence of your post. As for the quoted sentence, I honestly hope he keeps masturbating as often as possible as, given his current behavior, I'd hate to see how thirsty, desperate, aggressive and deranged he would get if he went too long without that release.
 
I think she does owe me a conversation. I know her position but I need to know exactly why and if there is any room for changing her mind.
Let me save you some hassle. Her position is that you are a creepy stalker that doesn't understand the meaning of "no" and continues to persist despite having law enforcement tell you to leave her alone.
 
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