@tamarlover
You say you're a sperg, but I think your autism issues are more systemic. What you don't seem to realize is that your victim (and don't have any illusions about this, you ARE victimizing her with your behavior) isn't an NPC who you can automatically woo over by raising her affection stat high enough. She's a human being, with her own free will and ability to make decisions, and she has made many, MANY decisions that all indicate that she wants nothing to do with you.
Honest question: is there anything, literally ANYTHING, that can happen that will dissuade you from her? If she tells you she will never love you, ever, that she will never be your friend, that she actively hates you and never wants to see you again and then stabs you with a knife, will you get it? Because if that's not where you draw the line, one of you WILL end up dead, mark my words. You kill her in a fit of tardrage, she kills you in self-defense, you kill yourself in some fucked-up love offering, she kills herself because she realizes the only true escape from you will be death: one (or more!) of those. You don't want that. I hope.