Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

[The Iconoclast]

I know what's good for her better than she does, and besides if its more important to her that I am out of her life, the only way that can happen is if she talks with me to give me closure. Otherwise I'll always be there trying to be part of her life. The smartest thing to do for her to get me out of her life is after the protective order is ended to agree to talk with me in an attempt to convince me that I must leave her alone the rest of her life.

I already know she doesn't want to talk with me. But that doesn't matter to me because I think my desire to talk with her about what happened is of greater weight than her desire to never talk to me again.

r/NiceGuys and their theme song sounds about your speed.

 

[Male Idiot]

I know what's good for her better than she does, and besides if its more important to her that I am out of her life, the only way that can happen is if she talks with me to give me closure. Otherwise I'll always be there trying to be part of her life. The smartest thing to do for her to get me out of her life is after the protective order is ended to agree to talk with me in an attempt to convince me that I must leave her alone the rest of her life.

Did you ever think about getting an attraction sign?

 

[SP 199]

This thread amused me at first but the more I read into his insane ramblings the more un-nerved I become. I honestly believe this man is a danger to himself and the public

 

[Acceptable]

why haven't you gotten a haircut?

 

[SP 199]

Also he's ugly and I would not have sex with him

 

[MasterDisaster]

I think he's a dapper fellow and his over zealous approach will only lead to positive results.

For example I'm positive he's going to end up raping and/or killing her. The order is up to him.

 

[Yellow Yam Scam]

ITT a bunch of pussies who think everything in life comes easy. Tamar is just playing hard to get IMO.

 

[GV 998]

I know what's good for her better than she does, and besides if its more important to her that I am out of her life, the only way that can happen is if she talks with me to give me closure. Otherwise I'll always be there trying to be part of her life. The smartest thing to do for her to get me out of her life is after the protective order is ended to agree to talk with me in an attempt to convince me that I must leave her alone the rest of her life.

Man, I hope whoever this women is owns a gun. Because I legitimately fear for her safety and I don't even know who she is

 

[MarvinTheParanoidAndroid]

Man, I hope whoever this women is owns a gun. Because I legitimately fear for her safety and I don't even know who she is

If she doesn't end up killing him, the husband will.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

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Yeah, you definitely deserve that restraining order.

She makes horrible choices for herself and her children, like entering relationships with people frivolously. You can say all you want about me, but its not healthy to go through so many guys and put her children through that kind of crap all the time of getting new dads every few months.

 

[autism420]

Can't wait til this guy goes too far and the husband shoots him in the head lmao

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

#gamergate

setting aside the irony of a (((JEW))) denouncing property, i have this suspicion that your outlook on the issue isn't influenced by your religious delirium. by any chance have you been banned from any public places in the past? some place like, say, a hobby shop, or maybe a mall?

You're wrong. It has everything to do with my religious beliefs. I've never been banned before. I only have been having issues in my life since pursuing this woman.

 

[GV 998]

She makes horrible choices for herself and her children, like entering relationships with people frivolously. You can say all you want about me, but its not healthy to go through so many guys and put her children through that kind of crap all the time of getting new dads every few months.

Alright, I'll humor you. What exactly do you bring to the table that is so healthy for her and her kids? And I'd like you to take a real, long look at yourself before you answer.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Man, if you were juuusssttt intimate with someone and they called you "literally God," they're complementing your dick, not saying that they think you're fucking all-powerful.
Grow up dude.

You don't know the situation. It was much more than that. It had all the makings of a cult, but I refused to dignify or allow it to progress to that. If I had went along with her, it would have been a cult. She was trying to get one of her former intimate partners to believe that I was Jesus and God reincarnated.

OH LOL fucking bingo, his cult's gonna make private property haram so that nobody can ever ban him again!!1!1!

@tamarlover tell us about this farm. was it a commune operated by some other cultists? what did you grow there? how was your ban carried out, i.e. was there a legal order or did they just shun you or shoo you away with the communal broom? what conditions will you have to meet in order to be accepted back?

Its a family who wants to be self sufficient but also wants to help people get better. He invited me onto the property because he wanted to help me get more skills and he hoped that he could help me with my issues about Melinda. All my friends think I should not be pursuing this woman. Pretty much every one of them thinks its a bad idea and that I am being foolish for doing so and that she's not the type of person I should be pursuing. When he found out my friend was going to drive me down to Virginia for the court, originally we had asked him if we could stay at his place for a night and he said yes at first, but after having a discussion on my profile page about he was really angry at my justification of my actions and as a result he said he cannot in good conscience assist in having me be there, and uninvited us to be on his land. I think he only wants me to come back if I am willing to put the past behind me and put her out of my mind.

TBF, I think they might just be calling him Rabbi.



Sounds like a kibbutz to me.

Yeah its something really similar to what is being said here. Its not as crazy as it sounds. Its just when people don't understand the religious issues it looks all the same to them.

ITT a bunch of pussies who think everything in life comes easy. Tamar is just playing hard to get IMO.

Super hard to get. But I intend to rise to what she requires once I get that opportunity.

Man, I hope whoever this women is owns a gun. Because I legitimately fear for her safety and I don't even know who she is

She must not be that afraid of me, since subsequent to getting this protective order, she is now currently trying to sue me for a petty copyright violation, which if taken seriously by the courts, would require me to travel to Virginia and be in the same courtroom with her again and all this she is doing because she wants $2000-$5,000.

 

[Portajohn]

@tamarlover

Anaiah, I've got respect for any cow who comes here and makes a good faith effort to explain themselves and talk to us. You've said and done some fucked up things, but I still (maybe optimistically) think there's a better part of your nature that I can appeal to. Part of you seems to know that the way you're approaching this situation is wrong.

I think you need to consider your Asperger's diagnosis more carefully. Being on the autistic spectrum fundamentally impairs your ability to view yourself from others' perspectives. Before you took down all the creepy videos yesterday, you had one that showed nothing but an overhead map of Tamar's place of residence and another where you explicitly described yourself as a stalker in both the title and the video itself. You meant for those videos to illustrate that you're not dangerous, but I guarantee that any judge who saw those would immediately extend that temporary restraining order or make it permanent. You were toeing the line of that restraining order as closely as you could without technically violating it. Put yourself in Tamar's shoes - someone she has tried to remove from her life is publicly posting her address and obsessing about her. Look at it from her perspective. How do you think she feels about that? I know you think you know what's right for her better than she does, but you're both adults. You need to let her live her own life, even if you don't agree with the choices she makes.

Have you heard the saying "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was meant to be."? It's a bit of a cliche, but I've never seen a situation where it was more apt. You need to let Tamar live her own life and unburden your mind of her. Stop trying to communicate with her, both directly and indirectly through videos and other means. Take your obsession and redirect it into your studies or your work or something else productive. You believe in the will of God, I presume, so leave her alone and let God guide her back to you if your relationship was truly meant to be. What you're doing now is only making both of you miserable, and it's only going to get worse if you continue.

 

[Southern Belle]

I know what's good for her better than she does, and besides if its more important to her that I am out of her life, the only way that can happen is if she talks with me to give me closure. Otherwise I'll always be there trying to be part of her life. The smartest thing to do for her to get me out of her life is after the protective order is ended to agree to talk with me in an attempt to convince me that I must leave her alone the rest of her life.

You ever stop to think that it's bullshit like this that is the reason she wants you to leave her the fuck alone, and went so far as to get a restraining order?
That's some straight up abusive shit right there buddy.
The smartest thing for her to do is to make sure that restraining order is extended indefinitely. You're not entitled to closure, but she sure ass shit is entitled to telling you to bugger off and leave her alone.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Alright, I'll humor you. What exactly do you bring to the table that is so healthy for her and her kids? And I'd like you to take a real, long look at yourself before you answer.

I'd never break up with her, i'd never physically abuse her, I wouldn't encourage her foolish decisions, and I would teach her to stop being so hateful and unforgiving of other people, and i would help her become a more stable person. I would be a servant to her and do whatever she needed me to do and I would be her partner in everything she wanted from me as long as I was morally ok with it. I would show her what real love is and I would treat her special in a way no one else would. And she would see that I am different than all the other guys she's been with and that I'm good for her she would see that once she was with me in person and realized all I want to do is love her and be there for her and I have no ulterior motives in trying to be in a relationship with her. And all the other guys who she breaks up with, move on. But for me, it would be the end of my world if she were to break up with me. So she would actually have someone who loves her so much he couldn't bear to have her break up with him. I was formerly her partner in questionable activities online, so I'd be her teammate in a way no one else would be. We would work well together because I'd be willing to help her do all kinds of things no one else would be crazy enough to do to help her with. I'd be the first stable thing in her life if she was willing to give me a chance and make it work. I just have to convince her to give me that second chance and I'll be successful I believe.

 

[MarvinTheParanoidAndroid]

She makes horrible choices for herself and her children, like entering relationships with people frivolously. You can say all you want about me, but its not healthy to go through so many guys and put her children through that kind of crap all the time of getting new dads every few months.

Especially not when you keep telling their new dad their mom's a whore.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

@tamarlover

Anaiah, I've got respect for any cow who comes here and makes a good faith effort to explain themselves and talk to us. You've said and done some fucked up things, but I still (maybe optimistically) think there's a better part of your nature that I can appeal to. Part of you seems to know that the way you're approaching this situation is wrong.

I think you need to consider your Asperger's diagnosis more carefully. Being on the autistic spectrum fundamentally impairs your ability to view yourself from others' perspectives. Before you took down all the creepy videos yesterday, you had one that showed nothing but an overhead map of Tamar's place of residence and another where you explicitly described yourself as a stalker in both the title and the video itself. You meant for those videos to illustrate that you're not dangerous, but I guarantee that any judge who saw those would immediately extend that temporary restraining order or make it permanent. You were toeing the line of that restraining order as closely as you could without technically violating it. Put yourself in Tamar's shoes - someone she has tried to remove from her life is publicly posting her address and obsessing about her. Look at it from her perspective. How do you think she feels about that? I know you think you know what's right for her better than she does, but you're both adults. You need to let her live her own life, even if you don't agree with the choices she makes.

Have you heard the saying "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was meant to be."? It's a bit of a cliche, but I've never seen a situation where it was more apt. You need to let Tamar live her own life and unburden your mind of her. Stop trying to communicate with her, both directly and indirectly through videos and other means. Take your obsession and redirect it into your studies or your work or something else productive. You believe in the will of God, I presume, so leave her alone and let God guide her back to you if your relationship was truly meant to be. What you're doing now is only making both of you miserable, and it's only going to get worse if you continue.

The third paragraph. I'll try that. Thanks.

 

[Varis]

I sent her emails apologizing and begging her to give me another chance.

She was wanting to give me a chance ...

So she decided to try to give me another chance one last time.

I want her to give me a chance and if I fail then i'll walk away forever.

Just how many more chances do you think you deserve?