Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

what did you say that day? And what evidence did you want to submit back then?
I wanted to show more of my email conversations that provided a fuller context that I would never hurt her physically.

I also did submit a statement from her after i had been relentlessly pursuing her for 8 months where she said that she has a cyber stalker but that he is not physically dangerous. So I said see she is saying that she wasn't afraid that i would cause her physical harm. Thats one of the requirements to give a protective order. she has to be afraid i would cause her bodily harm. But all she had to say was that later on she did become afraid that I would cause her physical harm. And I did escalate my behavior in a very bad way so that I could see her being afraid later on perhaps. But that was never my intention.
 
LOL, so by your own account, this is what went down:

You: (The same kind of scary, deluded and longwinded sperging out you do here in this thread)
Judge: "Wow, you really are an imbecile...I'm extending this to the maximum I possibly can, because damn."

Were cameras permitted in the courtroom? Did this get on youtube?
 
My emotions are incredibly limited at times because I hold in my emotions a lot. I tried to cry a little bit. The first weekend after the first protective order I was mostly silent and didn't do anything and just lay on the couch in misery. For about 1 week I was horribly distraught and couldn't function or do anything. After about a week after I was able to schedule an appeal date for the following month, I was renewed and refreshed in my spirit. Then after the second court time, i didn't react as torn, but it sucked to get it extended to 2 years. That was really painful. But I was thinking about appealing it but as I thought it over I was realizing that I deserved the protective order. It was then I realized I was wrong. up until that point I was in denial. While i was acknowledging that i had done wrong i was maintaining that a protective order was not justified. But after hearing her own side of the story at the second trial, i realized I deserved the protective order upon further reflection upon it after i was given 2 years. They left me alone for awhile while I wallowed in my shame as i waited for the new protective order to be done. The first time at court after being given a one year protective order, I almost took a picture of her car's license plate, but my friend told me not to do it so I didn't do it. The second time being given a two year protective order, my friend said he didn't see her this time and that she probably parked somewhere else this time just in case.
He only cries when he masturbates.
Question. Did you get Tamar tattooed on your stroking hand to help play up your fantasies?

The one thing she said which was inaccurate was that we had just been acquaintances and had only interacted on an academic level. Also she got some of the timeline wrong in order to make it look like we were just acquaintances.
'Gee she sure is trying to convince everyone she wants nothing to do with me. Better confess my love publicly~!'
 
I wanted to show more of my email conversations that provided a fuller context that I would never hurt her physically.

I also did submit a statement from her after i had been relentlessly pursuing her for 8 months where she said that she has a cyber stalker but that he is not physically dangerous. So I said see she is saying that she wasn't afraid that i would cause her physical harm. Thats one of the requirements to give a protective order. she has to be afraid i would cause her bodily harm. But all she had to say was that later on she did become afraid that I would cause her physical harm. And I did escalate my behavior in a very bad way so that I could see her being afraid later on perhaps. But that was never my intention.
out of curiosity, do you still have those files? Can you show it to us here?
 
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I was in court twice. the first time i was given a protective order for 1 year. I appealed it and i was able to say everything i wanted to say. And the judge decided to make it 2 years instead of 1.

Too bad the judge didn't let you talk even longer. You'd have talked yourself into a custodial stay, probably in a loony bin.
 
You can tell how a person will treat you by how they assume others will treat them. That's why this guy thinks the only thing keeping people from raping is fear of punishment. Because this guy would rape if the punishment was lenient enough so he assumes that's normal.

I know it's cold comfort, but at the very least we can take solace in the fact that when he's in court for the rape/murder he will probably commit, he will refuse his lawyers attempts to have him declared mentally unfit and will therefore have the book thrown at him. Fucking terrifying. I hope this fucker chooses suicide instead.

Wrong. You are right though that if I ever did do a crime, I would never declare myself mentally unfit. EVER.

Fact. It is better for someone to stalk 1,000 women than to commit suicide. Its better for someone to commit suicide than to rape or kill someone. But stalking is not nearly as bad as rape and murder, especially when its minor stalking. Its been entirely confined online and I have not made any threats to hurt her whatsoever. Guess what all of your behaviors directed towards me is very similar to the type of stalking I did with her. Hypocrites.

I laughed so hard I think I hurt my throat.
Don't choke.
 
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Wrong. You are right though that if I ever did do a crime, I would never declare myself mentally unfit. EVER.

Fact. It is better for someone to stalk 1,000 women than to commit suicide. Its better for someone to commit suicide than to rape or kill someone. But stalking is not nearly as bad as rape and murder, especially when its minor stalking. Its been entirely confined online and I have not made any threats to hurt her whatsoever. Guess what all of your behaviors directed towards me is very similar to the type of stalking I did with her. Hypocrites.
don't worry it can be worse very fast
 
LOL, so by your own account, this is what went down:

You: (The same kind of scary, deluded and longwinded sperging out you do here in this thread)
Judge: "Wow, you really are an imbecile...I'm extending this to the maximum I possibly can, because damn."

Were cameras permitted in the courtroom? Did this get on youtube?

There were cameras but im not sure if it was recorded. when i walked into the office afterwards to get the protective order, I did see the tv screen of the live feed into the court room.

don't worry it can be worse very fast

Right but if it got any worse, than the ones who did worse would have no right to condemn me without also condemning themselves for doin the same type of thing.
 
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I wanted to show more of my email conversations that provided a fuller context that I would never hurt her physically.

I also did submit a statement from her after i had been relentlessly pursuing her for 8 months where she said that she has a cyber stalker but that he is not physically dangerous.

That is the weakest defense against stalking I have ever heard.

One offhand remark made by her is not enough to justify your relentless stalking.

Guess what all of your behaviors directed towards me is very similar to the type of stalking I did with her. Hypocrites.

Karma is a bitch, isn't it?
 
You are right though that if I ever did do a crime, I would never declare myself mentally unfit. EVER.

Good. Can't wait for the sentencing.

It is better for someone to stalk 1,000 women than to commit suicide.

Strongly disagree. Obviously, you fucking psycho.

Guess what all of your behaviors directed towards me is very similar to the type of stalking I did with her.

Well, no. It's very different. For starters, you came here yourself and we would really rather you not exist at all rather than being obsessed with your presence or lack thereof in our lives. We believe the world would be a better place without you in it and you are welcome to leave this place anytime you like. We will not follow you.

But if you disagree, by all means, apply for a restraining order against all the kiwis. Do me first!!!
 
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