Off-Topic Random Trans Thoughts, Musings, and Questions - For all your armchair psych and general sperging

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I think the most harrowing thing about all of this is that people's lives have been changed drastically/ruined for nothing. None of these idiot trannies knows what any of this will entail for everyone else. They just do it to do it--either because of brainwashing or the fugo/porn-sick bullshit people get caught up in. I don't blame these mothers for disappearing off the face of the earth. How fucking humiliating would it be to have them make a fool of you online too. Every "negative" word you say to them immediately goes on twitter with some woe is me bullshit attached to it. I hate to say this, but those women are protecting themselves. Do you really want your kid chimping out where your friends and family can see it? It's bad enough that your son gave himself gynecomastia, and he's running around dressed like a fucking loli. Then your daughter's chasing gay men larping as a fucking "boy" because she read too much yaoi.

These people have literally sacrificed everything that brought them joy over one fuck up of a kid. If they're gone online, think about what's happening in person. Every family photo might as well be a death sentence, because these little fuckers have to hold the spotlight everywhere they go. Everything you do revolves around that tranny bedrotting in your fucking house rent free. You probably can't even go to family events anymore because they just *have* to go. To announce their trans joy and how you failed them as a parent. These women's lives are dead. They might as well walk into the sea and never come back. At least, they can't be humiliated at their own funeral when their tranny kid rips the mic out of pastor's hands to scream about trans rights.
Indeed. And principled parents are in a real double bind. What I have seen indicates that if you let the troon hang around as a neet, he is hateful and abusive. If you take a tough love stance and show him the door, he is hateful and abusive. (Or she- pooners are just as bad.) If you take an even harder line and not only show him the door but give him the old grey rock, guess what? Hateful and abusive. Your name will be dragged through the mud. Your extended family and friends will be lobbied and sometimes turned against you outright. Your house of worship and that community will be either slandered or weaponized- either way it will cease to be a safe haven. If the troon has pantifa associates, your employment and livelihood may even be threatened. The troon may even turn to physical domestic violence. There's a tacit threat of murder hanging over the whole scene, what with the knife and stabby memes and "death to transphobes" slogans.

I don't want good people killing themselves. It's a tragic and horrific thing. But given all we know, the last thing you say makes total sense. They have already been gutted, neutered, disarmed, and humiliated. It must feel as though there is no escape. And yes, through my extended social circles I know of a person- a father- who killed himself after his daughter pooned out and dragged the whole family through all of this and more, including legal persecution. It's terrible but it makes sense.
 
Maybe this is over the top but is there a YouTube extension that removes troontubers from recommendations? Like the opposite of the many "transphobe" detectors except it doesn't false flag random people? I'm sick of clicking on a video that seems kinda interesting and being bombarded with shitty twitter memes and the worst voice over you'll ever hear.
 
And yes, through my extended social circles I know of a person- a father- who killed himself after his daughter pooned out and dragged the whole family through all of this and more, including legal persecution. It's terrible but it makes sense.
That's so tragic. I remember I used to have a lot of angst over being gay and hating my family members because of it. But now I've matured and stopped being so hateful. The recent death of a family member really awakened me to the fact time is finite and I don't want to spend it hating my family.

It's so strange to me how troons can completely lose all empathy for their family, friends, partners, children, and everyone in their lives, once they troon out. I literally watched a troon acquaintance make up with their grandma, who was VERY happy to hear from him after many years, and she said life is short so she doesn't want to judge him. AND HE STILL HATES HER FOR SOME REASON? His parents are also liberals that give him an allowance, yet he claims his parents are transphobic somehow and hates him. These people need serious mental help.

Maybe this is over the top but is there a YouTube extension that removes troontubers from recommendations? Like the opposite of the many "transphobe" detectors except it doesn't false flag random people? I'm sick of clicking on a video that seems kinda interesting and being bombarded with shitty twitter memes and the worst voice over you'll ever hear.
It'd be hilarious to make an extension for removing troons from social media. But it wouldn't last a single day on the Chrome Web Store, it'd probably get taken down for "hate speech" immediately, despite the "transphobe blocker" still being around.
 
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They have already been gutted, neutered, disarmed, and humiliated. It must feel as though there is no escape. And yes, through my extended social circles I know of a person- a father- who killed himself after his daughter pooned out and dragged the whole family through all of this and more, including legal persecution. It's terrible but it makes sense.
What a fucking shame, and the daughter won't even feel any ounce of shame. We can only hope in the dead of night somewhere, she realizes she's a fucking murder. She tore apart her family and killed the man who raised her. Shitty father or not, no one should see the only way out as suicide. He lived so long and made what he thought was a happy family, just to be betrayed by his own daughter.

Damn, I'm a bleeding heart for shit like this. Like, I could genuinely cry just out of sheer empathy. In the end, I don't know how she can even look herself in the mirror. For people like this, she'll live her life as a perpetual victim. Not an ounce of pity for those she practically danced on just for a brief moment of public mediocre attention online.

It's so strange to me how troons can completely lose all empathy for their family, friends, partners, children, and everyone in their lives, once they troon out. I literally watched a troon acquaintance make up with their grandma, who was VERY happy to hear from him after many years, and she said life is short so she doesn't want to judge him. AND HE STILL HATES HER FOR SOME REASON? His parents are also liberals that give him an allowance, yet he claims his parents are transphobic somehow and hates him. These people need serious mental help.
I really fear these people are mentally broken. Like someone had to twist and break them into this, there's simply no way a person can be that cold and selfish so suddenly. I know that's what cults do, but I've seen some shit and that's straight off the fucking rails. TMI, but I lived a hell of a life, but never once did I consider blaming and lashing out at people that actually gave a fuck about me. The number of people suffering so deeply due to their sexuality clashing with their family's beliefs is heartbreaking. Yet it takes one entitled, well to do brat to prevent them from finally coming out and being able to breath. Its worse enough that gay people are accused of being creeps and pedophiles still. Yet we're supposed to stand by and be happy for them. I've had been kicked out of facebook groups for calling out these tranny creeps for posting porn and talking about kids in the same breath. One of them had the nerve to tell me 'I wished someone showed me this as a kid.' Who the fuck in their right mind would show kids anything like this??? Yet were supposed to kumbaya and pretend were not in the same as pedophiles and sociopaths.
 
As the resident deadname-finder I have spent an unusual amount of time looking at the public internet footprints/social media profiles of the families of trannies. This is because often the best way to figure out what Lilith was called before, if the public records search is not working out or if there isn't enough data to do one, is to suss out who his family members are, and then scroll back on their pages to his high school graduation or whatever and see what they called him then.
My doxxing experience is relatively rudimentary and mostly restricted to sex work; if I know someone is "self employed", I can run a picture from their social through Pimeyes, take screenshots from there and reverse image search them through Yandex, pulling up compromising material on a coinflip. Google Reverse Image Search also will very rarely work for this, but Google specifically nerfed their RIS to try to prevent this exact kind of activity.

I must ask you to impart some of your wisdom: How does the family's social media get on your radar? What steps do you take to confirm the child/sibling referenced in the familys' social media chatter is indeed the troon for which whose powerword you are searching?
 
My doxxing experience is relatively rudimentary and mostly restricted to sex work; if I know someone is "self employed", I can run a picture from their social through Pimeyes, take screenshots from there and reverse image search them through Yandex, pulling up compromising material on a coinflip. Google Reverse Image Search also will very rarely work for this, but Google specifically nerfed their RIS to try to prevent this exact kind of activity.

I must ask you to impart some of your wisdom: How does the family's social media get on your radar? What steps do you take to confirm the child/sibling referenced in the familys' social media chatter is indeed the troon for which whose powerword you are searching?
It depends very much on circumstances but I always use a couple methods to be sure I have the right person before posting info.

When I worked on "Diana" of the Philly acid attack the other day, the GFM mentioned his dad's first and last. But there are a lot of guys with that first and last, even restricting it to the age range of someone who could be the father of a 20-something. There were a couple I had a good feeling about based on the ages of their kids on the people finder, so I went to FB to see what the families looked like there. I came upon one who had a son the right age who disappeared from family group photos a couple years ago. The google results for this kid's name were limited to things from high school, despite him being in his mid 20s, but there was no obit. I started making my way through the dad's friend's list and then onto the brother's and the mom's, until I came across a cousin who posted "my trans cousin was attacked, give money" and confirmed it was the right family. At that point I had the deadname already in hand, and now it was confirmed.
 
It depends very much on circumstances but I always use a couple methods to be sure I have the right person before posting info.

When I worked on "Diana" of the Philly acid attack the other day, the GFM mentioned his dad's first and last. But there are a lot of guys with that first and last, even restricting it to the age range of someone who could be the father of a 20-something. There were a couple I had a good feeling about based on the ages of their kids on the people finder, so I went to FB to see what the families looked like there. I came upon one who had a son the right age who disappeared from family group photos a couple years ago. The google results for this kid's name were limited to things from high school, despite him being in his mid 20s, but there was no obit. I started making my way through the dad's friend's list and then onto the brother's and the mom's, until I came across a cousin who posted "my trans cousin was attacked, give money" and confirmed it was the right family. At that point I had the deadname already in hand, and now it was confirmed.
So would you say you are reliant on a third party source, giving the name and approximate location of a family member? Is your deadname search sometimes fruitful without a news article to reference, or are deadnames much more difficult to find if it's not someone famous like Keffals, Wu or one of the various male athletes snatching medals from women?
 
So would you say you are reliant on a third party source, giving the name and approximate location of a family member? Is your deadname search sometimes fruitful without a news article to reference, or are deadnames much more difficult to find if it's not someone famous like Keffals, Wu or one of the various male athletes snatching medals from women?
Depends to some extent on luck. I've pulled dox and deadname on someone who I met irl, was introduced to only by first (tranny) name. Search string of "known name" "employer" or "known name" "trans" "city" etc. Once I got the surname it was a piece of cake to get the deadname, usually is except with John Smith or Maria Garcia type names.
 
Why every person in internet fandoms is ftm?
Examples of fandoms I'm talking about can be Dan and Phil or Arcane.
The terminally online geeky girl demographic has been infected with poonerism pretty bad.

Also, c'mon, Dan and Phil? Why be surprised. They're the exact sort that type of stuff appeals to. Aren't those the guys on YouTube that all the fangirls were shipping so hard they were actively disconcerted by it? They're just goobers goobering around together that's like peak pooner bait. That's the kind of stuff you just have to enjoy on your own and leave the fandom to its own devices.
 
Random sperging: Every so often I see Kate Bush's song 'Running Up That Hill' be used in some troon tiktok. They commonly latch on to this song and it makes me cringe every time. The song is about wanting to swap places in order to take away pain from a partner and understand one another's perspective. I love it.

How do troons interpret it? They want to live in your fucking skin.
 
Why every person in internet fandoms is ftm?
Examples of fandoms I'm talking about can be Dan and Phil or Arcane.
From experience, combination of many factors, some being: General lack of three-dimensional female characters (at least relative to male ones) in most media not exclusively made for women, sublimated shame/disgust at being grouped with the female characters who do exist and are either wholly unrelatable caricatures of femininity or targets of misogyny in fandoms, and (big one here) social pressure to conform and fear of being ostracized by the general fandom (which heavily skews ftm and/or otherwise mentally ill) for being a bihet fetishist who's objectifying "gay men" (as if the dynamics depicted in most yaoi/fujo content at all resemble interactions between actual gay men and aren't just female fantasies).

I went through the whole fujo -> "nonbinary" she/they -> peaked self-aware fujo pipeline so I have lots of "primary source" reference material. When I peaked and came out of it I held pretty much the same beliefs I had held when I first became aware of all this (it's attention seeking and gender-essentialist)- I had just talked myself out of the sense I'd had as a teenager due to social pressure and then been shocked back into it when the cognitive dissonance of it all became too great to ignore any longer.

Even recognizing that the people you're interacting with are by and large unhinged, you get frog-in-boiling-potted in that environment as a young woman until this way of thinking is normalized and affecting the way you think and see yourself. You want to keep the peace as well as your "permission" to keep posting your fanart and having fun in the fandom space, and it eventually wears you down to the point where it is a relief to conform. You twist past experiences of being uncomfortable with objectification (or anything else, take your pick) and your interest in male characters (totally normal, lots of human experiences are universally relatable- also, these characters are often appealing to women, surprise!) until you have a revelation that this discomfort is because "you're actually not a woman" and you can go on fujo-ing without fear of catching a callout from a seriously unhinged fandom alpha- TIF.

It's fascinating/funny coming out the other side, because it's obvious that the fandom TIFs who make such callouts at other girls as mentioned above are projecting not just their own discomfort with being women committing the sin of "fetishizing gay men's experience", but some additional, subliminal, layer of shame at being "mogged", in a way, by the fujo who is comfortable in her sex and hasn't succumbed to the pressure to identify out of it. It's not conscious grooming, but there is some level of desire on these TIFs' part to have other women follow them down the pipeline.
 
It's fascinating/funny coming out the other side, because it's obvious that the fandom TIFs who make such callouts at other girls as mentioned above are projecting not just their own discomfort with being women committing the sin of "fetishizing gay men's experience", but some additional, subliminal, layer of shame at being "mogged", in a way, by the fujo who is comfortable in her sex and hasn't succumbed to the pressure to identify out of it. It's not conscious grooming, but there is some level of desire on these TIFs' part to have other women follow them down the pipeline.
The irony and humor of it all is that it's all completely unecessary. Prior to the Great Pooning of fandom no one gave a shit. Few people outside the niche were even aware of a bunch of geeky girls' obsession with written and drawn homosexual erotica/romance. No one saw it as "fetishizing" or "oppressing" actual gay/bi men because it was such a non-thing. So it's just a ouroboros of them all making up silly rules and ideas about things and getting mad at each other over it.

It's truly one of the most bizarre aspects of pooners to me.
 
Back here again, but I have an actual question. What is it about trooning out that rewires someone's ENTIRE PERSONALITY to be more obnoxious and aggressive? And I mean like before they would've never mentioned their identity in conversation but after they have to CONSTANTLY make it apparent that they're trans?
 
Back here again, but I have an actual question. What is it about trooning out that rewires someone's ENTIRE PERSONALITY to be more obnoxious and aggressive? And I mean like before they would've never mentioned their identity in conversation but after they have to CONSTANTLY make it apparent that they're trans?
Because being trans makes them cool and unique, not like other girls.
 
Even recognizing that the people you're interacting with are by and large unhinged, you get frog-in-boiling-potted in that environment as a young woman until this way of thinking is normalized and affecting the way you think and see yourself. You want to keep the peace as well as your "permission" to keep posting your fanart and having fun in the fandom space, and it eventually wears you down to the point where it is a relief to conform.
Having a malesona is just the ticket-to-ride for the yaoi fandom. A lot of fujos go by he/him online but present entirely female IRL; it's only once they congregate & start inhaling each other's fumes that the actual poonouts happen, and even then they obviously don't see themselves as real men. It'd be wholly distinct from trans stuff if it weren't for all the prog crab-bucketing leading them to lop off their breasts.

To be honest I get it? Like, the entire point of the genre is channeling male energy through un-male sensibilities, because that's kind of what women like to do, hence the fascination with FtMs. Assuming a masculine persona is obviously a good way of drawing this out; I wouldn't be surprised if earlier fic writers did it before anyone had heard of trannies.

if yaoifags were able to admit the kayfabe to themselves -- as in "yes, I'm just pretending to be a man on the Internet for aesthetic reasons, and no, my work has nothing to do with actual gays, they're gross" -- then there wouldn't even be anything wrong with it, really (aside from all the goonerism, which is also not a necessary aspect of the fandom). Probably it'd be *more* enjoyable for everyone involved. I mean, maybe that's a crazy take, but IME many pooners are actually pretty aware underneath their programming.
 
Even though pride’s a fucking joke now, I take great pleasure in watching the trannies protest through it. I love their gay little attempts to be seen, and “decry” society. Not even authentic faggots like me don't even recognize them as people. For fuck sake, society’s more accepting of faggots like me than these clowns. I have to say I'm in great standing politically, ain't no one going after my rights (women's rights are a little shaky). Of course, they like to cry about all these "gay" bills to get a boost from us. I have met some fucking hateful people that are great with faggots. Everyone one them I had met recently, hates and I mean *hates* these trannies. Even they think their homophobic trash and bringing down the community!

Side bar (semi proves my point): the Brits have a show called "I kissed a boy." Just love island, but with authentic faggots. It took season two for them to roll in a pooner, and they thought that was fucking cool. You put all these men in a homophobic, disgusting situation for months. Randomly paired one of them with a literal woman (which only tranny chaser would barely go after!). And these men are contractually and socially obligated to suck it the fuck up. Or these keyboard warriors will suddenly have a fit if one of them even throws a look at it. If I were a contestant, that bar has my first name on it. I ain't touchin' that thing. I ain't lookin' at that thing. If I have to share a bed with it, god help it. my lactose intolerant ass will literally drink straight from the cow. The Geneva Convention might as well be a fucking play book. Its one thing to be a flaming homo, but a literal woman with chopped her tits off and grew a spaghetti strainer mustache. I'm sorry, but I'm supporting the faggot with a purse. At least, the motherfucker knows how to dress.

If that or a troon tries coming at me in any sexual way (they love sexually harassing/assaulting their respective opposite sex), I'm kicking it between the legs until it needs a fifth revision.

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Anyone want to take a shot at finding it in the cast lineup? I'm super serious guys, this is harder than I-spy on crack.
 
Why do trannies have such insane tastes for women?
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I don't really like the example since what woman is shown describing is too obscure. Actual females have a lot more to say about the kind of man they want. A better fit would be mentioning him being sensitive, funny or cute.

The "strong silent type" is the stereotypical fantasy of agps and hts who are just looking for a biological dildo to affirm their "womanhood" with. It's ugly roots stick out from porn tropes where a guy is just muscles and his face isn't even shown to the camera, which is the least appealing fact for most women.

So dainty and "female-brained" of all trannies who brag about this ideal bf of theirs.
 
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