I got a hot take on Nick's obsession with Redo of Healer. Idk if anyone said this before but I'll take a crack at it anyway:
He keeps isn't it "isn't porn" and he doesn't get off to it, and that he believes it's a beautiful and artistic story. That's worse.
If you enjoy it purely as smut, then at least in theory, no matter how sick or depraved the content gets, you're only watching it to get your rocks off. It's a sexual fantasy for you and no matter how grim it gets, nobody really gets hurt. You could argue reality doesn't line up with that ideal, but at least you'd have an issue on which reasonable people could presumably differ.
The fact that he likes it "for the story" is even more troubling, because the story is about a man going around systemically brutalizing and raping women in revenge for years of sexual abuse he suffered at their hands, but in a timeline where they haven't even victimized him yet. This is an absolutely terrifying story that, if not meant to be pornographic, instead becomes a horror story. It's a story where a cycle of sexual abuse is carried out in a particularly cruel and tragic way.
But I'm giving it way too much credit. I haven't seen it but I assume this is all just window dressing for dumb rape porn. Because it's dumb rape porn.
But what Nick sees in it disturbs me. He sees it as a heroic tale of righteous vengeance, of a man taking back his power, defeating the people who "wrong him." IE: He's just projecting his own vindictiveness and hatred of other people onto a stupid gooner anime. It gives you insight into what level of retribution and suffering is justified in his whacked out crackhead brain.
You aren't far off.
2022-10-23: Nick's Revenge Rape
Elissa
clipped a segment from Nick's show on Rumble in October of 2022 wherein he would yell at LegalBytes (a woman) for being the worst lawtuber. Nick rants about raping
(until they like it, and then raping them some more) anyone who would call him out on something. Nick would do this because he is such a nice guy who would never lie/burn bridges/would give anyone the key to his lawtube throne, making his unapologetic mindbreaking rape session fully justified.
Below is a condensed version showcasing Nick's fixation on raping anyone who crosses him:
Nick claims that he doesn't care what anyone thinks or says about him unless it is public or he is publicly challenged in some way, in which case he will rape them raw because he likes anal. Nick seems to think he is entitled to this because anyone going against him is asking for what he plans to do to them because they hate themselves so much.
Nick cannot comprehend why anyone would speak out against him because he doesn't lie or have shame, and he talks about taints/anuses/prolapses/sounding/docking because "
there is no personal reputation to protect." Nick also claims to be "
unapologetically a fucking monster".
Nick claims he will "
ruin that ass,
and you will love it,
you'
ll beg [him]
to ruin it again!...[he]
will never fuck you unless you ask!...
You.
Will.
Be.
Meat.
For. [him]."
If you claim Nick has done something to you or has done something wrong, he will "
fuck you 'till you love [him]" and Nick "
cannot abide anything less". Just in case there was any ambiguity about any perceived consent on Nick's part, he outright states that he will "
rape the shit out of you harder than anybody else ever would".
Nick also doesn't understand why some people can't "
take what they have by the pigtails and rail it in the ass until it screams for you to rail it in the ass again".
TL/
DR: Though he describes himself as a nice/honest/generous person, Nick's idea of revenge is centered entirely on the concept of rape. Anyone who goes against Nick by saying
that he has done something to them or
that Nick did something wrong is
asking to be raped and they will thank him later. Nick will not abide anything less.
This bodes ill for any of Nick's public or private relations if he were ever in a position of power over them.