Guys, he's getting drunk and wordy again, it's gonna be a long night.
honestly I dont know where this is coming from, I dont get wordy when Im drunk, ive had a good little bit more caffeine today than most days but im stone cold sober otherwise, its possible for someone to be completely in control of there mental faculty and still come to conclusions you find to be retarded. Ive said it a handful of times, you will know im drunk when I start doing super obvious shit like posting jeet news sources at like 1am claiming their bullshit is real or start posting songs, thats the telltale signs (usually allow for more than 1 song to be sure, ive been know to share a song just cause im feeling some kinda way)
Fuck me even if I was can a man not drink in his own private domicile and shitpost? I usually thumbnail my shit and almost always post sources, I know you all dont always agree with me but let a nigga live sometimes sheet
Also im going to say this here so Its said somewhere, The fires were a rough time period for me, lots changed and it was stressful in ways I havent ever dealt with before, I was posting alot on the farms during that time and 1 or 2 days after the initial shock and reshuffling of life I posted a picture of a truly absurd amount of light beers silhouetted by the glow of a monitor showing my equivocating state burning like the fires of motherfucking Mordor. (I fucking know it sucks but its home, its where my dead are buried and my people built lives, I hope Newsom takes up bear trap tee bagging professionally followed by retiring to a hobby of traffic playing but Its beyond my powers to influence such a career change)
I never thought I need to assure others of this but that picture represented a very stressful period in my life and I have NO idea how it became emblematic of all my behavior or decsions that seem incongruent or hypocritical or just retarded, I own all of that unapologetically and I work most days to be better about it all but I really do promise you guys, baring more hellfire descending on my davenport Im leading a productive and mostly boring life.
I know its all TMI on the surface and Im sorry to use the thread for such personal shit, I really dident want to (atleast in this case) but its like a reacuring thing and I guess it maybe just makes me feel guilty about how bad those weeks were in relation to how I responded to it and I genuinally dont want it to become affixed to me in some kind of long term way even on a funny shitpost site, if your just joking or saying it to get a rise out of me or just shitpost thats fine and I dont wanna police that, just know I dont need any substances to be this retarted and would really prefer if I was judged for being retarted than falsley equated to a singular bad moment but if you just wanna try and get under my skin, go for it, attempts to hurt my feelings are much easier to handle than people I consider peers truly thinking I need PEDs to be as wildly special as I am.
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