📚 Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Ish Kabibble]

Puts me in mind of a defective citrus fruit for some reason

It looks like something was carved out and jammed back in the wrong way...I can't quite figure out a description... I wonder what the guy looks like...

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[UselessRubberKeyboard]

I love how the troons in comments are so aggressively positive about everything. Determined that they’re absolutely doing “girlhood” better than those stupid real women. “Oh she looks so good, best kitty ever!” bullshit. They know their dick origami is nowhere near the porn they wank over, but like fuck are they letting those cis bitches win.

I love lesbians even more for giving these guys the cold shoulder and leaving them to larp T4T like sad fucks. The entire MtF thing is 99% angry blokes determined to show that goth slag from school who wouldn’t fuck them just what she was missing out on (a lunatic, and nice escape there, lady).

 

[SofondaCox]

Don't sleep on this, it's a very good listen

That's actually a question I did wonder, if these things are made from flaps of skin then are they only vascularized with tiny capillaries and little veins? Like presumably they're not repurposing an artery. So yeah, it's not surprising that something that hangs off as an appendage like that made of tissue that isn't supposed to be that disconnected from the body would have blood flow problems

Is there a reason they can't put the veins on the rotdogs near the surface to improve aesthetics? None of these ever look like penises, but without the tattooing they look so... drowned.

 

[Constellationzero]

Puts me in mind of a defective citrus fruit for some reason

I'm thinking wax lips with Billy Bob teeth.

 

[Aunt Carol]

I recognize the username konnolly; she's definitely been a Kiwi Farms exhibit in the past.

"What doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger" is an ironic motto for someone who's been on long-term IV antibiotics for 3 MDROs.

I hope she says that verbatim to Infectious Disease the next time they're pulled in to consult on her eternal rotdog.

 

[Mellow Malevolent]

"What doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger" is an ironic motto for someone who's been on long-term IV antibiotics for 3 MDROs.

I hope she says that verbatim to Infectious Disease the next time they're pulled in to consult on her eternal rotdog.

it's funny, instinctually as a man the thought of getting a stinkditch is horrifying to me, but the phalloplasty Cronenberg flesh tubes seem more body horror in a pure sense. Troons are basically just eunuchs, but this flaying and reattaching necrotizing flesh that falls off in pieces is Frankenstein shit.

 

[Dolly Brooks]

"What doesn't kill ya makes ya stronger" is an ironic motto for someone who's been on long-term IV antibiotics for 3 MDROs.

I hope she says that verbatim to Infectious Disease the next time they're pulled in to consult on her eternal rotdog.

“5 years later, it’s just a distant memory.” Darlin’ that’s the sepsis-induced brain damage.

 

[Aunt Carol]

it's funny, instinctively as a man the thought of getting a stinkditch is horrifying to me, but the phalloplasty Cronenberg flesh tubes seem more body horror in a pure sense. Troons are basically just eunuchs, but this flaying and reattaching necrotizing flesh that falls off in pieces is Frankenstein shit.

We've debated it before in this thread, which "bottom surgery" would be more horrifying.

I still think, from a wound healing/can I crawl off and survive this alone standpoint, I'd rather have a numb and poorly-perfused lump of flesh tenuously sewn onto me than have a deep and raw-edged hole scooped into me. However I don't think I was really giving the flayed arm and the skinned-n-buried clitoris (optional) enough weight in the decision.

The only winning move is not to play.

 

[Magic Pickle]

It's been a moment since we last heard from fleepis-throwaway, and her rotdog has now developed a very interesting sort of skin-braille in her psuedo-frenulum. While her surgeons speculate that it's a result of dissolving sutures, she thinks it's some sort of weird acne and is resisting the urge to pop the bumps to find out.
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Weird Bumps​

I'm about a month and a half out from my glansplasty surgery, and I've developed some strange bumps on my skin graft. I had similar bumps on my thigh after stage 1, which I left alone until my surgical team drained them during my glansplasty surgery. They said it was like some sort of acne in the wound, but I couldn't find any resources about that online that don't include "YOU HAVE AN INFECTION" which I clearly didn't/don't, given I had the bumps on my thigh for over a year without any issue.
I sent pictures and a message to my surgical team, and they said they think the bumps are from my dissolveable sutures. They recommended using a warm compress and leaving them alone otherwise.
I'm not sure what to think about that, since it doesn't look to me like they're related to my sutures? Those came out a month ago on their own, and I feel like it's acne like I had on my thigh.
Anyone have something similar with their scars? How did you deal with it, or recommend I do? I'm trying so hard to resist the urge to pop them, it's driving me nuts.

Spoiler: Maybe ask Dr. Pimple Popper?

Another check-in, this time with Wakandashitizthis, who has apparently been sounding her nightmare noodle to alleviate issues with strictures. This post is rather disgusting to read, what with her explicit description of battling a "gnarly UTI", nearly fainting over urinary retention and not "milking" herself properly. Considering where she started off from, it certainly looks less like the burgeoning zombie infection that it once did, but it's still not fucking good!
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Stricture at the Distal tip​

So I discovered I had a stricture at about 6 weeks post op. It was hidden because I had previously been dilating with a metal sounding rod while I let my perineum site heal a little longer (widening the urethra to allow more urine to escape without resistance.)
This worked so well I about fainted when the pee I needed to release went absolutely nowhere! I Also had been battling a gnarly UTI that required an antibiotics switch. I believe it came from poking the metal rod in too deep and not cleaning it well enough, nor washing my tip before inserting, and not milking properly.
I have since booked an appointment with a local urologist (not until September) and looped in my medical team who are happy about my healing and practices, but advised a switch from the metal rod to something more sterile and said something less sturdy.
Some of their response reads, “For strictures located at the distal tip of the phallus, we recommend daily dilations to a maximum depth of 2 inches…and we prefer silicone catheters 16F – 18F in size.
You should perform dilation once per day, or if you prefer, before each time you urinate, especially if you feel any resistance or symptoms.”
What is the repair like for a stricture literally at a way too narrow pee hole. Would Optilume or something non invasive work for me? I don’t want another cath or anything crazy, which it is - what it is. Honestly looks like a weird hard deposit is healed at the tip. Would be great if they just cauterized it off and gave me an healing ointment around the sterile intermittent catheters for a few weeks? I’m no urologist lol anyone had this issue before? My damn piss stream is super strong outside of the over healed distal tip/ pee hole.

Spoiler: Looks like a blocked off cave entrance.

A woman who saw her own body more akin to a cutting board than earthly flesh is, somehow, concerned about the possible aesthetics of her top surgery results when she notices some "wrinkles" forming at the center of her chest.
Disastrous_Ice7605 (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy with double incision and free nipple graft)
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3 weeks post op.​

Top surgery is such a wild ride healing wise. The swelling has gone down significantly over the past few days. I’ve developed some wrinkles in the center of my chest. Will those go away? Are my nipples healing ok? Any thoughts would be appreciated. Otherwise I’m super happy with the results so far.

Spoiler: The WRINKLES are what you're worried about?

Now for some text posts.
A druggie pooner, against all odds, supposedly has her rotdog heal perfectly despite the fact that she was - according to her own report - on meth, fent and all sorts of tissue-damaging substances while getting her body mutilated. She claims that her doctors were unaware that she was abusing drugs, but I remain skeptical; it doesn't take long in the medical field to be able to pick up on people who are high, drunk or otherwise not quite there. Could it be that her doctors knew, and simply just couldn't give a fuck? The mind boggles.
tthhxl2 (phalloplasty)
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Anyone else had phallo while in active addiction?​

Firstly, I don’t recommend anyone do what I did. I just have never seen anyone else share a similar experience to mine; and am struggling to find someone to relate to. Any advice is appreciated.
You can read more of my story on my post history, but basically my family wasn’t accepting of me being transgender, and I ended up homeless as a teenager. Once homeless, I started abusing hard drugs. I lived on the streets for two years, and used drugs daily in too much quantity. 2019 I got my life together, got housed, got a job, started college. My sobriety date was May 1st, 2019. In 2020 I had top surgery. Was prescribed oxycodone, but I never took them. 2022 I had my hysterectomy, prescribed oxycodone, took one disposed of the rest.
Now its 2023 and I am sober for four years. 2023 was a really rough year for me, I broke up with my partner of five years, had to move so lost all of my friends, struggling with mental health issues and a lot more going on. I had no support network for phallo, but I wanted the surgery more than anything in the world and wasn’t going to let that stop me.
July 2023 I had stage 1. Everything went great. No complications. But I was all alone and felt like something was missing in my life. About one week post op I start abusing the pain killers that were prescribed to me. Four weeks post op and I start smoking cigarettes again. Five weeks post op and I am using methamphetamines. Six weeks post op and I am using fentanyl as well. Intravenous use of anything I can get my hands on, daily. My life goes downhill from there. Dozens of overdoses, I stop breathing completely. I have seizures. But I can’t stop using.
There must be a God and he must be looking out for me because I heal perfectly. No complications, ever. Catheter gets taken out right away, all scars heal really good, and I have sensation throughout all of my penis. So I keep showing up to post op appointments and my doctors don’t know I am using. I heal great so I am scheduled for stage 2 beginning of 2024. I swear up and down to myself that I will stop before that second surgery but I can’t. I use the night before surgery. I never mention to anyone that I am under the influence of meth and fentanyl, despite knowing how it can interact with anesthesia and I can die.
I wake up, surgery is a success. I go back to using the same day. I was supposed to wait six weeks for sex, wait maybe five days. I overdose the day after I get discharged from the hospital. My life is a mess. I hate myself, but I can’t stop using. By the grace of God, no complications. Heal perfectly. Really happy with my dick. I have to be resuscitated ten times just in March. Life doesn’t get any better from there.
September 30th, 2024 I get sober for good. I get a job, get an apartment, pay down my debts, etc etc. Life is good, or at least okay. No lasting health effects from my very severe drug abuse, except maybe mental. I am scheduled to have stage 3 [ED] in January 2026. Hopefully the end of my journey. But I feel alone. I have searched for someone with a story similar to mine, but I can’t find anyone. I want to talk to someone I can relate to.
Do you think I am making a mistake by getting this surgery? I am going to request not to be given any pain medication, but what else can I do? Is there any support groups out there for trans people that struggle with addiction?
Thank you for reading. Any advice is appreciated.

During her last appearance in the thread, Famous_Two_1114 was wringing her hands in panic over the clockability of phalloplasty arm-scars to the general public. Well, she's back, and now she's talking extensively about her... cum fetish?
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Safe ways to simulate cum post op? (sex talk)​

Okay so, I kind of have a cum fetish. I currently use an ejaculating prosthetic and the ejaculation is one of the parts I enjoy the most each time. While I’m sure the surgery will make sex more amazing and intimate in all other ways (not to say making my non sexual life much better as well), this is something I’ll deeply miss, I think. Does any of you folks here know any way to incorporate cum lube in sex to simulate it post op without resorting to using a full on prosthetic all the time again? Obviously, putting something up my urethra wouldn’t be safe and I’m not gonna do that.
While I’m aware that some phallo penises can ejaculate a pre cum like substance, in my case 1) I’ve never done so in my entire life so I’m not confident I’ll be able to do that post op either, since there seems to be a significant correlation between the two 2) it’s not the semen like quality that I’m after. It’s perfectly fine if you’re not that into cum but everyone is different, please no “debate” on this in the comments.

Fucking with her urinary tract has not lead to good things for this li'l dood, whose struggles with urinary urgency and sporting a suprapubic catheter for half a fucking year have started giving her inklings of remorse. Commenters are quick to reassure her that they, too, deal with such a complication, and rather than considering that a signpost for others not to go down this path, it reassures OP that she isn't quite so alone after all. Crabs in the bucket!
Purple-Painting-9322 (antero-lateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty with clitoral burial, urethral lengthening and scrotoplasty)
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Will the urinary urgency ever chill out?​

I had creation of phallus, burial, scrotoplasty and UL in January (ALT), and a couple months after I started to develop a stricture. This landed me in the ER to have a suprapubic catheter put in.
Finally it’s July, my next stage- debulking via plication, testicular implants, and an optilume dialation as a first attempt at addressing the stricture. It seems to have been successful, my surgeon and I gave it 5 weeks before deciding that I was urinating well enough to finally remove the catheter.
It’s been a week since then and today has not been a good day, as I’ve had the strong urge to urinate anywhere in frequency from every 20min to once every hour. I do get a stream going, but I’m terrified that I must not be fully emptying my bladder and the stricture is returning. That ER visit was hell, having an SP cath in for over half the year was miserable… I just want my normal life back.
This is mainly just a vent. Dealing with all this disruption of my life and anxiety and discomfort honestly has me wishing some days that I hadn’t gone through with phallo.
I hope tomorrow brings better pees, lol

 

[Peaches Demure]

We've debated it before in this thread, which "bottom surgery" would be more horrifying.

I still think, from a wound healing/can I crawl off and survive this alone standpoint, I'd rather have a numb and poorly-perfused lump of flesh tenuously sewn onto me than have a deep and raw-edged hole scooped into me. However I don't think I was really giving the flayed arm and the skinned-n-buried clitoris (optional) enough weight in the decision.

The only winning move is not to play.

Yes, it's been discussed before, but I can't remember if I ever weighed in on the discussion then, so I will now: if it truly came down to a choice between a rotdog and a stinkditch, I would go for the ditch, for many of the reasons you just outlined.

 

[KiwiFuzz2]

I'd rather go for the dog than the ditch, with the caveat that the thing that grosses me out the most about the less-horrific ones is the arm-flaying part.

 

[Hongourable Madisha]

I'd go for the abdominal 'dog, at least then I can cut it off before it rots off and explain the carnage as a botched tummy tuck, and keep all my functioning limbs.

 

[Cun75p4rkl35]

Apologies if you’ve seen this already but

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"You don't have the scars, except for the total mutilation that looks like it's molded out of playdoh"

It looks like something was carved out and jammed back in the wrong way...I can't quite figure out a description... I wonder what the guy looks like...

It reminds me of the pussy version of CPR dummies, the ones they use to practice deliveries. Like he took that and glued it where his cock used to be.

I'd rather go for the dog than the ditch, with the caveat that the thing that grosses me out the most about the less-horrific ones is the arm-flaying part.

That's what I thought too, until I found out surgeons either cut or burn the vagina out and stitch your crotch shut during rotdog installation

 

[FarmVille]

I'd go for the abdominal 'dog, at least then I can cut it off before it rots off and explain the carnage as a botched tummy tuck, and keep all my functioning limbs.

Even when not rotted, they look like they’d come off with a firm tug

 

[pooterino]

Spoiler: Looks like a blocked off cave entrance.

looks at image of coke-can shaped penis

Men of the thread, don't you just hate when you start sprouting hairs out of the tip of your glans!?! [snap cut to man, waist up in bathroom mirror looking at his penis dejectedly then throwing up his arms while grimacing at camera]

FtM transitioners: Anyway, don't you worry! Now you can wax the tip of your "dick!!!" You don't have to feel inferior to your MtF buddies who have to shave inside their "pussies" as you too can get down to the neverending chore that is trying to forever smooth out a part of your body that no natal male or female has ever had to before!

 

[Aunt Carol]

That's what I thought too, until I found out surgeons either cut or burn the vagina out and stitch your crotch shut during rotdog installation

Not always. There's a lot of variation in pooner surgery; in the subreddits you'll hear them rattle off their downstairs setup like a Starbucks order. "RFF with UL and vnectomy, no burial."

 

[farmer andy]

I'd rather go for the dog than the ditch

I too would go for the dog, because then I would have 2. Think of all the neat tricks at parties.

 

[Mellow Malevolent]

I too would go for the dog, because then I would have 2. Think of all the neat tricks at parties.

Especially when one suddenly becomes detachable

 

[and I must scream]

Sheela na dick: a tranny's butchery looks relatively inoffensive at first glance, but when he spreads his, er, "lips" apart to reveal the details within, his genitals embody both meanings of the word "grotesque."

I'm sorry, but it's very obvious that you are blinded by transphobia. There is an actual child coming out of this vagina, and you tell me this isn't a real vagina?

Here, see:

Spoiler: That's a real vagina, transphobe!

See? You can clearly see the head, their right hand and leg, their left hand... the left leg is obviously still in there and hasn't come out yet, but it will, and then the birth will be completed.

Only women can birth children. Only a real vagina can have a person coming out of it. This is clearly a real vagina, and that's a true and honest woman right there, you transphobe!

(Couldn't help myself, sorry.)

 

[Aunt Carol]

See? You can clearly see the head, their right hand and leg, their left hand... the left leg is obviously still in there and hasn't come out yet, but it will, and then the birth will be completed.

Aw, it's one of those Nohohons, the first solar head-bobbers from the early 2000s!



I always wondered where they came from.