Amberlynn Reid - 600 pound pathological liar and U-Haul lesbian moving in with her next live-in maid/nurse/girlfriend.

[Xenomorph]

I don't think she's depressed-instead, she's desperate. Desperate for love and acceptance and attachment-things she didn't get as a child.

She's trapped in a horrible body and as much as she says she knows how to lose weight, she won't do what's necessary. She eats to make herself feel better for the few minutes her stomach is full, she shops to make herself feel better until the trinkets get boring shortly after, and she makes videos to get asspats for nothing.

But she feels unsatisfied. In her mind, she's screaming into the void and she thinks nobody hears her. "Like a monster truck in the nightlife. " lol.

She doesn't understand that we do hear her. We can smell the desperation on her-for love, acceptance, admiration. But she won't do the one thing that would really start to earn it-and that's lose weight. That's the thing we see and the thing that is the most dangerous and troublesome. We know when she loses it she'll be getting better in other ways too.

Losing 350 pounds is hard and admirable and nobody can say otherwise. Getting the weight off would be the first step she needs to understand how her childhood affected her, but she likely needs therapy to do it.

But right now it's too hard, so she does all this other unsatisfying crap. She calls it depression but I think it's just being desperate to be what you aren't. Ultimately, nothing she does will bring her peace until she loses the weight and understands why she put it on in the first place.

She never will lose the weight unless she has a huge health scare she will not, she will live in her denial until it kills her.

 

[Bananasaurus]

I don't really get a depression vibe from her either, although it wouldn't be too far-fetched. Her life is so empty.

As others have already said, you do not go and pick out makeup and jewelry when you are too unstable to keep up basic hygiene. And we all know she's too much of a narc to struggle with feelings of worthlessness. She's on Snapchat every day feeling herself.

Whether she has it or not, it's just an excuse to act like a toddler. I have zero respect for people who know they are fucked up, don't do anything about it because they tried therapy once and didn't get better overnight, but then also use their mental illness as an excuse for everything. Been dealt a shitty hand in life? Sorry to hear, sucks for you. But you are an adult now and the present and future are in your hands.

 

[Cocco]

The depression she has is nothing more nothing less than what we all have when we're not happy with something in life. She sure has some other mental issues but not the type of deep depression she tries to portray. Whoever has 2 cent knows deep down she's not that type of depressed and it's just another exaggerated pitty party. She finds joy in every little stupid not important thing in the daily life, things that a deep depressed person wouldn't even acknowledge they exist. I'm not saying she might not be depressed but we all have that type of depression sometimes even worse than her since adult life is full of problems and she lives still like a 13 yrs old. The amount of naive people in the comments saying ''you're so brave, so strong, i'm so proud of you'' bla bla bla it's mindblowing. Even a 10 year old with a functioning brain can see what she's doing.

She didn't want to partecipate in that weightloss jorney because she didn't want to embarrass herself? Well she sure did a good job on youtube with that. There is nothing embarassing with someone who tries to overcome something that hard and try to take off all that weight, it actually shows strength and it only can be admirable. What's embarassing are all the videos she has done till now and I only know one other person on youtube that has done a better job with embarassing herself using all the diagnoses avaiable and food problems, amberlynn is right next with the only difference Al is 500lb and instead of the kitchen floor she uses the bedroom floor.

 

[Dozaemon]

Amberlynn definitely has some mental health issues; a mentally sound person doesn't get to 500lbs for no reason.

That said, it's a vile move to take someone else's story and claim it as your own just for pity. She probably doesn't take care of her hygiene because showering is difficult for a 500 pound person. Not to mention that if she slips and falls over, she won't be able to get up on her own.

 

[likeigiveafuck]

Sometimes I feel like people want to be contrarian just for the sake of it tbh. Look, she's 500 pounds, lives alone, has no real friends or family, is stuck in Kentucky, and has no prospects for the future. If the bitch isn't depressed, she should be studied because that would be a fucking medical marvel.

But Big Al also uses her mental illnesses as a huge crutch to keep from like... actually doing shit. The anxiety she claims keeps her from driving or meeting new people or moving out of bumfuck Kentucky may all be real, but she's ultimately a lazy bitch who just doesn't want to put in the effort.

 

[Bananasaurus]

Sometimes I feel like people want to be contrarian just for the sake of it tbh.

That's definitely true. I feel that exact same way whenever I see people discussing whether AL is a true and honest lesbian or not (sorry for bringing that back up).

But it's awfully convenient that her depression only manifests itself when it's a convenient excuse. If you're at a point where you cannot wash yourself anymore, you're reeeeally deep in the shit. There are no social media hiatuses because she's been staying in bed for a week straight. No expressions of worthlessness or hopelessness, ever. She's still picking out jewelry, putting on makeup, posting duckface selfies, bragging about being "girlfriend goalz" and squealing in delight because a certain song/Walmart decoration is giving her life. You would think that if you're too sick to shower, the mask would crumble at one point.

Of course it could also be that she's just putting on a show. Her yas gorl slay #goalz persona completely disappeared when she was with Krystle, so maybe there is an actual person underneath all of that.

(I still think she's too fat to brush her hair though.)

 

[liliput]

Yeah, she doesn't brush her hair because she physically can't. Her arms are so heavy and her fitness so low, it exhausts her. I doubt she can even properly reach.

If you've reached that level of depression where you can't even comprehend basic hygiene and grooming, it's life consuming. You don't put on a full face of makeup to go on daily jaunts to Walmart for fucking hair accessories then sit around taking SnapChats in Applebee's whilst your carers look on mortified.

She's a sack of shit.

To be fair, people with depression probably have avoidance behaviors, and choose to focus on easy, semi-enjoyable activities. Not enough for daily trips though. When you get to that level of fat, your self-awareness falters a bit, because you already assume people aren't going to want to associate with you anyway, so why bother putting in the effort.

@BubbaGumpShraaamp Very true, but will she? I'm sure there are low-or-no cost mental health services near her.

 

[Bananasaurus]

When you get to that level of fat, your self-awareness falters a bit, because you already assume people aren't going to want to associate with you anyway, so why bother putting in the effort.

Except Amber still thinks she's hot shit. Occasionally she has moments of self-awareness, avoids filming her whole body and is too ashamed to admit she eats more than five salt crackers and a salad in a day. Most of the time though she brags about how men hit on her every time she leaves the house and about how Becky said AL is even more beautiful IRL than in her pictures. She pushes her tits out and takes selfies she thinks are sexy. She films and photographs Dana all the time and probably masturbates to comments of her viewers saying how hideous Dana is and how Destiny downgraded big time.

If she really was that self-conscious, you'd think she would not upload a constant stream of videos and pictures for the world to see.

 

[C3PBRO]

As others have already said, you do not go and pick out makeup and jewelry when you are too unstable to keep up basic hygiene. She's on Snapchat every day feeling herself.

I dunno man, I always felt like she does that shit to slap a bandaid over her poor hygiene. Showering and brushing her hair involve effort and probably get her out of breath, but she can always just put some makeup and a bae choker on and who's gonna notice right? YT and Snapchat don't have an olfactory function (thank fuck).

Unsuccessful as she may be at it, she tries hard to keep a tight grip on the image others see of her, and lesbereal, she wants to be a celebrity. She wants to be chauffeured, she wants to be waited and doted upon, she wants to be told she's pretty, and earn money for existing. Hence, the facade.

As to whether or not she's actually depressed, I dunno. It wouldn't surprise me that a half-ton loser would be depressed, but she's also a huge liar and a drama queen, so. One for the ages.

 

[Cocco]

To be fair, people with depression probably have avoidance behaviors, and choose to focus on easy, semi-enjoyable activities. Not enough for daily trips though. When you get to that level of fat, your self-awareness falters a bit, because you already assume people aren't going to want to associate with you anyway, so why bother putting in the effort.

If what you're saying was the case then she wouldn't put any effort in makeup chokers etc.
I've seen few people who have depression as a diagnose and there have been in fact not brushing episodes but none of them was in the mood to put lipstick, clothes or go out at restaurants or shop for chokers and it wasn't something 1 week yes 1 week no.
Of course she is depressed at some extent, who wouldn't but I seriously doubt it's something we all have not experienced in our lives at some point for one reason or another.

As for the people who want to doubt things she says regardless if she's honest or not.
I don't see any of that, at least not when it comes to her depression, sexual preference and other claims. The fact that one person trusts her saying she's lesbian doesn't make the person who doesn't someone who's just trolling. A lot of people felt the same for a lot of things that others would call her out and later on came out to be true. We're all different and she contradicts herself constantly so there's nothing strange in people doubting everything she says at this point.

 

[Lalala]

I think I'd have far more sympathy for her having depression, clinical or situational its all gravy to me, if she showed any sign of actually trying to self improve and fight it. Depressions a cunt and can kill motivation I know but just spouting off the term and expecting sympathy for it does nothing to address the underlying issues causing it and someone who wants to use a medical term as an excuse for being a lazy, entitled asshat gets no sympathy from me personally. Whether that makes me a cunt or not I care not a jot, either do something about it or shut the fuck up.

 

[Bananasaurus]

I dunno man, I always felt like she does that shit to slap a bandaid over her poor hygiene.

That's exactly my point. A lot of chicks treat makeup as a shortcut to beauty. Eating right, following a skincare routine and working out all have a lasting positive impact on your appearance, but they're also tedious and do not offer instant gratification. So why bother when you can put on your warpaint instead? Takes 10 minutes, instant results. Just look at how many beautycows that get posted here have greasy hair or are overweight, or how many tra.ns cows do not bother shaving but are caked in makeup. If you do not care about whether you stink or not, you do not care about whether your eyeliner is goalz or not. You're not going to get a chance to impress anyone with your breathtaking beauty when their breath has already been taken away by eau de unwashed fat girl.

The fact that one person trusts her saying she's lesbian doesn't make the person who doesn't someone who's just trolling. A lot of people felt the same for a lot of things that others would call her out and later on came out to be true. We're all different and she contradicts herself constantly so there's nothing strange in people doubting everything she says at this point.

You have a point, and I never meant to say that the people who doubt her all the time are trolls. She lies all the time, so not believing her is natural.

 

[haygurlhay]

You know what would make me happy? If some stranger filmed AL walking into Walmart or something. We RARELY are allowed to see just how large she really is and it's even more rare to see her waddling in action. AL usually just lets us see her from the head up (sometimes the chest up when she's feeling sexy and pushes her two slabs of fat together for some cleavage). She attempts to portray herself as this "big and beatiful" woman who can still be sexy!! Woohoo body positivity!
I want to see the 500 pound body waddling slowly through a parking lot while she's attempting to catch her breath.
I'd love to see her attempt to take a full body shot sexy duck face selfie. Oh and with her feet showing. Show off them hooves, gorl.

 

[Kailaini2]

She never will lose the weight unless she has a huge health scare she will not, she will live in her denial until it kills her.

I feel like she would blame it on something else. She wants to be that pretty skinny girl but she wants to find the quick way out, hence why she's friends with Dr. Now on Facebook maybe.. That being said, if she ever did lose weight, through surgery or herself, I feel as though she would eat herself back to 500. It's been a constant cycle with her, saying she'll lose weight then pigging out. By no means do I like her, she is a terrible person, but I would love to see her stick to a diet and succeed. Maybe some anti depressants would help her with energy. I had taken some before and it defineitly gave me lots of energy. Oh well

Also, since someone mentioned her driving, I asked her on younow about it and she said she would take an uber if there was one where she lived. She wouldn't answer questions about cabs, said there was no public transit or else she would "defineitly take it". I found 1$ per day transit where she lives and spammed it and she ended the live.

 

[Bitchinista]

You know what would make me happy? If some stranger filmed AL walking into Walmart or something. We RARELY are allowed to see just how large she really is and it's even more rare to see her waddling in action. AL usually just lets us see her from the head up (sometimes the chest up when she's feeling sexy and pushes her two slabs of fat together for some cleavage). She attempts to portray herself as this "big and beatiful" woman who can still be sexy!! Woohoo body positivity!
I want to see the 500 pound body waddling slowly through a parking lot while she's attempting to catch her breath.
I'd love to see her attempt to take a full body shot sexy duck face selfie. Oh and with her feet showing. Show off them hooves, gorl.

This gif was shared on Discord several months ago when all of the Kasey shit was blowing up. I don't know when it was actually from, but it's pretty shocking. Also, my profile photo is from a video when she was living with Destiny's mom and she was trying to prove that yes guys, I can reach my legs to shave!

 

[hotcheetospuffs]

You know what would make me happy? If some stranger filmed AL walking into Walmart or something. We RARELY are allowed to see just how large she really is and it's even more rare to see her waddling in action. AL usually just lets us see her from the head up (sometimes the chest up when she's feeling sexy and pushes her two slabs of fat together for some cleavage). She attempts to portray herself as this "big and beatiful" woman who can still be sexy!! Woohoo body positivity!
I want to see the 500 pound body waddling slowly through a parking lot while she's attempting to catch her breath.
I'd love to see her attempt to take a full body shot sexy duck face selfie. Oh and with her feet showing. Show off them hooves, gorl.

The "Girls Night Out" vid was the most recent, someone took shots of her bowling and we do get to see her waddling. She was so self-aware she even put a disclaimer at the end. She does move slowly. Even Krystle used to always walk in front of her, the way Density did, a combination of "hurry up" and embarrassment. I imagine she pulls herself together once a week or so, does her shopping, films all her vids, and then it's 6 days of feasting and fun, that "lying nude on a puppy pad life". (to whoever said that, I'm still cracking up over it)

*I think some shoes w/ a bit more shock absorbency, like Crocs, would help her to move more, those little ballet flats into which she squeezes her walrus flippers have almost no rubber on the bottom.

 

[C3PBRO]

Also, my profile photo is from a video when she was living with Destiny's mom and she was trying to prove that yes guys, I can reach my legs to shave!

Holy shit, she lives in a prison of flesh. A lot of big AL profile pics make me laugh or scrunch up my face (congrats guys), but that is disconcerting. Also the gif of her traversing a goddamn curb and smiling like she climbed Fuji was hilarious to me.

 

[wahhhmbulance]

Holy shit, she lives in a prison of flesh. A lot of big AL profile pics make me laugh or scrunch up my face (congrats guys), but that is disconcerting. Also the gif of her traversing a goddamn curb and smiling like she climbed Fuji was hilarious to me.

This is what hyper-morbidly obese people unironically call a "non-scale victory"

 

[a dinosaur]

The "Girls Night Out" vid was the most recent, someone took shots of her bowling and we do get to see her waddling.

Reposting for the uninitiated:

 

[hotcheetospuffs]

Thanks, I was too lazy to make a gif. BTW, new vid just went up y'all. Proving she cleans herself. And WTF, that package for Density said it was from a children's products company... some more toys?