👺 Your 推し is くそ Ellie Lois Marcus / fallenshadow / Shondo / syadouu / shadowxeclipse / killudesu / IRresolute / @fallenshadow_YT

Her ego is too big to admit anything wrong. When she saw that her sorry excuse of an apology failed (which is rarely because her pedo fanbase will forgive anything) she went “i am unwell guys I am in the hospital so let’s forget this and focus on my fake hospital visit”.
I feel like the more I see from her the more those leaked discord messages between former mods stick out to me. Especially with her talking about how Filian's mods are "grooming her".
Another funny thing that I observed is that none of the big vtuber besides filian interact with her in any way shape or form.
I know she did at least one with Vedal, & collabs with Filian regularly. I thought she did one with Camilia too after they squashed their beef but I might be wrong cause nothing came up when I looked.

Did find this
Here she's talking about someone named Kitanya_Is_Here who joined Phase as Nitya recently. I made a post in the Lolicon thread over HERE about that.
This thread has turned into a glorified series of personal venting blogposts.
Happens anytime these threads pop up in the Community Happenings thread
 
-She is an addict, either to drugs or self-harm.
-She became the breadwinner of her family after her mother became a hero.
-She has a 9-year-old sister who definitely sees her as a mother figure and will either grow up despising her or becoming like her.
-She makes money by loli-baiting lonely men she hates with a burning passion.
-She (probably) likes real lolis and shotas.

Call me a crybaby and a faggot, but every time I read a book or article about women in prostitution, it always follows the same pattern, and it always makes me sad. It feels like they could have avoided it. Our species has evolved to see life as just life itself, nothing matters, nothing to care about. Because of that, women like her keep appearing, and we simply ignore it, justifying it by saying she’s mature and it’s her choice.
We keep sacrificing more people, men and women alike just to sustain this world. With how much degeneracy our generation has welcomed, and with how rampant prostitution has become in both the real and digital worlds, it feels like Marquis de Sade has won.

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I feel like the more I see from her the more those leaked discord messages between former mods stick out to me. Especially with her talking about how Filian's mods are "grooming her".

I know she did at least one with Vedal, & collabs with Filian regularly. I thought she did one with Camilia too after they squashed their beef but I might be wrong cause nothing came up when I looked.

Did find this
Here she's talking about someone named Kitanya_Is_Here who joined Phase as Nitya recently. I made a post in the Lolicon thread over HERE about that.

Happens anytime these threads pop up in the Community Happenings thread

In her discord stream she stated that she doesn’t care about vedal’s existence and only wants Neuro. Filian is the only one collabing with her. Camila i do not watch that retard wannabe whore. But bao, numi, yuzu, tricky, zentreya, matara, ironmouse, geega and so on never interacted with her or ever collabed which is pretty interesting to me. Seems that even some vtubers don’t like her
 
-She became the breadwinner of her family after her mother became a hero.
A small correction: she became the breadwinner after her grandfather, who was her father figure, died from Covid in 2022, the year she became a vtuber. Her BPD mum worked part-time in a minimum wage job and was a net negative to her household's finances due to her spending habits. For example, just before unaliving herself, she spent thousands of dollars on clothes and jewels, which Ellie then had to sell or donate to make room in her house.

It's not just her immediate family who abuse her financially. For example, her uncle convinced her to buy him a £15,000 truck on the promise that he would eventually pay her back (which is very unlikely).
 
In her discord stream she stated that she doesn’t care about vedal’s existence and only wants Neuro. Filian is the only one collabing with her. Camila i do not watch that retard wannabe whore. But bao, numi, yuzu, tricky, zentreya, matara, ironmouse, geega and so on never interacted with her or ever collabed which is pretty interesting to me. Seems that even some vtubers don’t like her
I mean it's no wonder none of them want to be around her with all the shit she's said. Even beyond the lolibait she's said that vtubers that have managers are all lying & it's actually their boyfriend, the whole "you're mods are grooming you" thing I mentioned earlier, her melting down when her friend joined Hololive. Even if some of these are jokes they aren't the type of shit people wanna joke about. Saying "your oshi's manager is actually her boyfriend, that's why I don't have a manager uwu" just paints a target on people's back for the stalkers in their audience & makes you look like a pick-me.

& that's just the shit that's public. I can't imagine what people know about her behind the scenes & just won't talk about it.
 
I mean it's no wonder none of them want to be around her with all the shit she's said. Even beyond the lolibait she's said that vtubers that have managers are all lying & it's actually their boyfriend, the whole "you're mods are grooming you" thing I mentioned earlier, her melting down when her friend joined Hololive. Even if some of these are jokes they aren't the type of shit people wanna joke about. Saying "your oshi's manager is actually her boyfriend, that's why I don't have a manager uwu" just paints a target on people's back for the stalkers in their audience & makes you look like a pick-me.

& that's just the shit that's public. I can't imagine what people know about her behind the scenes & just won't talk about it.
She tries really hard to be “based” and pick me which a paradox since as we see she hates men. But hey I don’t necessarly blame her that much since her mom was a professional whore and from what someone said here she killed herself over a guy (idk if that’s true) even tho. Her mom always brought men in the house and prolly fcking them while the her kids were in the house. Still not an excuse to be a pedo enabler. She is also insanely dumb she casually reveals everything about her. She tries to gain sympathy like “oh look at me guys my life is so shit and I will tell you everything about it so you can donate more”. Double edged sword most of the info in this thread is from her private discord and tweets. Idk how someone can be this much of a retard and still survive. The only people I feel bad are her siblings. She shouldn’t have the legal right to be near minors
 
Got to give this one props. She doesn't drop her weird pedobait voice even when she's allegedly having a schizoid episode. I respect the commitment to the bit.

For anyone new to the Vtuber scene who's watching this, Menhera(BPD and other mentally ill v-tubers) always provide the best milk. Especially when they're having a mental episode.
 
Ah yes i saw this a mile away, the weird thing is that she such a huge clitsucker of the twitch clique and yet they dont want to be to close to her because her entire brand is lolibaiting and thats haram (at least publicly)
 
Ah yes i saw this a mile away, the weird thing is that she such a huge clitsucker of the twitch clique and yet they dont want to be to close to her because her entire brand is lolibaiting and thats haram (at least publicly)
I am still amazed that she even has a career. Her doxxing was trending on twitter a few months ago. I was almost sure that her pedo audience seeing she is not a “little rapeable girl” but a grown ass woman who is probably taller than them would crucify her. Seems I was wrong. Idk what kind of delusion you need to have still believe she is a little girl. But you never know with pedos
 
I am still amazed that she even has a career. Her doxxing was trending on twitter a few months ago. I was almost sure that her pedo audience seeing she is not a “little rapeable girl” but a grown ass woman who is probably taller than them would crucify her. Seems I was wrong. Idk what kind of delusion you need to have still believe she is a little girl. But you never know with pedos

Sexual interest in the body features of a child is just one of the factors that lead a predator to sexually abuse children. Other factors include a desire for power and control, and a desire for personal affirmation (to cope for feelings of inferiority). For many child abusers, the attraction to the bodies of their victims is secondary to the feelings of superiority they experience towards them, so they may also exploit women perceived as vulnerable. A mentally weak, anorexic and mentally immature young woman such as Ellie fits this profile; her child-like role-playing merely seals the deal (as children are, by default, perceived as vulnerable). As can be seen among her most devoted fanbase, and the disgusting things they openly fantasise about, the audience she attracts is of the most heinous kinds of child abusers there are, the ones whose interests specifically lie in overpowering and/or hurting their victims.
 
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> i spent a lot of my life and time on the internet being a very bitter and angry person
Whenever Shondo gets into controversy, her fans always cover for her by saying that she is actually a really nice kindhearted person and acting like she is the victim. It's interesting to see that even she herself admits that this isn't true.

I am still amazed that she even has a career. Her doxxing was trending on twitter a few months ago. I was almost sure that her pedo audience seeing she is not a “little rapeable girl” but a grown ass woman who is probably taller than them would crucify her.
The only thing that would actually end her career would be her getting a boyfriend or having some other significant interaction with a man. That is the ultimate fear of her fanbase. The whole meltdown they had over those Jason Voorhees messages was proof of that. Any other immoral thing she does is totally irrelevant to them, as long as they can maintain their delusion of having a baby-voiced "cunny wife".

For example, there was a guy mentioned earlier in the thread called Sevens. This dude is so obsessed with Shondo that he wears a fucking wedding ring for her:
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His grandaunt asked him about this and he was too ashamed to admit that his "wife" is an anime avatar of a little girl:
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These people have built up a fantasy world in their minds where they are the husband of a woman who doesn't even know they exist. If that fantasy collapsed, it wouldn't just upset them; it would be genuinely life shattering for them.

And Shondo mentioned in her statement that someone has been threatening her family and that she has a police contact for this sort of thing. If she already has enough stalkers targeting her that she has got a personal contact within the police, then one could only imagine what they would do if she actually pissed them off:
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But this is her own fault though. That is the consequence of choosing to take up this whole parasocial/pedo pandering shtick. It might line your pockets, but the trade-off is having a gaggle of mentally ill retards who hyper-analyze your every move for any sign of male interaction.
 
Whenever Shondo gets into controversy, her fans always cover for her by saying that she is actually a really nice kindhearted person and acting like she is the victim. It's interesting to see that even she herself admits that this isn't true.
That’s part of the parasocial aspect: they’ll never hold their oshi accountable, even if she’s a dogshit person. That was a big thing back in the spring when they started phonebooking her. It was always “drama niggers” and “kiwitroons”, but never once did anyone (of her audience) ever stop and look into everything on the table.
 
wild how shondo made a great apology by addressing everything that was wrong that all critics had an issue with, now her fans are the ones on the attack criticising her.
i used to hear things like "no matter how you apologise, they will never be happy" but it was just that no one knew how to be accountable for their actions. Which is girls by nature. Telling a girl they're wrong will short circuit their existence, just like that retard whale. And the ones who don't apologize just look like an idiot and will stay hated by the ones who already don't like them.

Maybe it's just an ego thing for parasocials -- like if their goddess every admits they're human then their lives are destroyed so their cult leader can never be at fault.

I'm predicting the retard whale will see shondo and her apology and then make one herself in a similar fashion and things will go on as they never happened. I wonder if it'll even be accepted though because it's been asked for so many times and she gave so many victim and fake apologies. Even with the last one she had to edit in the sorry part lmao. I don't even know if I'd accept it. She's doubled down too many times giving everyone, especially men, the middle finger.

Would you mind DMing me? I have info on someone around the vtubing sphere, but I don't have their addresses yet so I was wondering if I could get a hand. Or if you know someone that can help. I can't message people yet.
Also I have a question about the original post in here I don't want visitors viewing
 
Did find this
Here she's talking about someone named Kitanya_Is_Here who joined Phase as Nitya recently. I made a post in the Lolicon thread over HERE about that.
She is so bitter corpos don’t want to touch her with a 10foot pole and none of her friends want to talk to her publicly.

Corpo would unironically be great for her. Someone to manage her, ensured source of money if things go south, more publicly acceptable brand and friends to collab with. But she’s that self destructive that no one wants to touch her.
 
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She is so bitter corpos don’t want to touch her with a 10foot pole and none of her friends want to talk to her publicly.

Corpo would unironically be great for her. Someone to manage her, ensured source of money if things go self, more publicly acceptable brand and friends to collab with. But she’s that self destructive.
Who the fck would want to associate with a person who admitted several times that she wants to be raped and only talks about pedo shit. She is bitter but acts tough “i do not want to be a corpo” that’s why she went ballistic when Fauna got into Hololive. Her existence is so pathetic that even people like Asmongold look like saints.
 
Who the fck would want to associate with a person who admitted several times that she wants to be raped and only talks about pedo shit. She is bitter but acts tough “i do not want to be a corpo” that’s why she went ballistic when Fauna got into Hololive. Her existence is so pathetic that even people like Asmongold look like saints.
That’s the funny thing. Corpos hire absolute crazy psychos as long as they can shut up irl. Shondo is just too crazy for all of the corpos filled with girls that like incest, shota and furries a bit too much.

And it’s hysterical.
 
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